1. Truth Is Pain

Once it was great, just be alive
Life was so simple, I was satisfied with myself
You were a friend, it was crystal clear
I would have walked through fire for you, oh I swear

Look at me, I came to be the one you loath
Now I know, it all makes sense
No defence, no more lies or alibis
Thuth is pain
I feel for you no more

Then I was lost, it broke my heart in two
Couldn't believe that you would sacrifice what we had
Now I get by, time will heal my wounds
Vengeance is mine when time will banish you into despair

Look at me, I came to be the one you loath
Now I know, it all makes sense
No defence, no more lies or alibis
Thuth is pain
I feel for you no more

2. Puppeteers

They never seem to figure the riddle out
No thoughts of what it's all about
Thought that the wheel would make it all clear

But no even more have to be seen
Thousands of years and thousands of things have been revealed
Some of them question it, and others just living true with it

Put in a mind to make it all obvious
Just a few of them are curious
Thought he who gave in made it all clear

But no even more have to be seen
Leaders are ruling, mocking and caring, just using you
Still you dream of glad utopia

Just like puppeteers
Forgive but I'm not well now you're in tears
I am sorry I can't help you
Tell me what I felt
With this attempt I want a happy tale
So please can you give me a helping hand
I'm on my knees for you

Used to be so fun just watching you try
Have to say it was fun being wry
Gave you a heart so you would feel what's right

Still try to be creative
Ingenuity didn't pay off as I thought it would
Never give up
Will time make me give in

Just like puppeteers
Forgive but I'm not well now you're in tears
I am sorry I can't help you
Tell me what I felt
With this attempt I want a happy tale
So please can you give me a helping hand
I'm on my knees... for you

3. This Wonderful World

Do you know who you are?
Will your deeds affect your conscience?
Are you thinking with your heart?
Or does your mind have the influence?

Now it's time for a change
You've heard it all before
Now stop this retardation!

Pollution in the seas
To hot cause global warning
Tap water will soon cease
Keep your mouth shut
While you're showering

At first, tiny things
A gradual increasing
A mother nature's vengeance

This wonderful world, on edge of falling
Our wonderful earth, there's no point of denying
This wonderful world, on edge of falling
Our great blue earth, it's crying and it's dying

Molested as a child
Brought up to be a badass
Can we blame them for their faults?
When they've been hurt as he has
A ragged screaming man
Proclaiming Armageddon
– Beware the end is coming!

This wonderful world, on edge of falling
Our wonderful earth, there's no point of denying
This wonderful world, on edge of falling
Our great blue earth, it's crying and it's dying

Now you think I will tell you which way to go
The answers that I keep probably won't show
But I have learned that every effort counts

This wonderful world, on edge of falling
Our wonderful earth, there's no point of denying
This wonderful world, on edge of falling
Our great blue earth, it's crying and it's dying

4. Out Of Ideas

I guess I'm out of ideas
How can it be I've got nothing to say
I used to think I was good
I used to say this came naturally

But now there's nothing, no words, no wisdom
Not even nothing about the life that I once lived

This is were hours go by
This piece of paper makes me feel sick
I slowly start to confess
I never got it, I'm just a mess

I'm not ironic, I'm not sarcastic
I'm not poetic nor am I good with words
What's left to say?

Oh, nothing to say, how cruel
Who do you think you fool?
You'll never get it right
This is a tragic fight
Can't you see?
This is not what you are meant to be

I start adjusting my chair
I'm getting ready to write about love
That was a desperate attempt
My brain is blank and I stare at the wall

I'm not dramatic, I'm not romantic
I've got no talent, nor am I good with rhymes
Come on, give up!

Oh, nothing to say, how cruel
Who do you think you fool?
You'll never get it right
This is a tragic fight
Can't you see?
This is not what you are meant to be

5. Hope

Surrounded by family and friends
A picture what life's like at your end
In my dreams I cannot imagine
The horror you must have seen
If I could tell these words to you
I know that probably it won't do
I try to give some comforting but
I don't know what do
One thing is for sure
I will be there for you

Hope is the last thing you cannot give up
Faith keeps us strong through it all

To all of you out there who have lost
We cannot predict what it will cost
Listen your parents or your children
Too much to comprehend
I feel a constant need to help
What more than money can be sent?
Where will I find the words of comfort
I don't know what to do
One thing is for sure
I will be there for you

Hope is the last thing you cannot give up
Faith keeps us strong through it all

Can anybody please tell me what it's about
Helpless people dying, I just wanna shout
Is this something you are trusted to really see
I see no solution, so what can it be?

Hope is the last thing you cannot give up
Faith keeps us strong through it all

Faith keeps us
Faith keeps us strong through it all

6. Into The Unknown

I don't like who I am anymore
I am safe I'm never afraid
If the path where I walk is unsafe,
I will send someone out to explore

When the outcome is hard to predict
I will leave, the chance will be lost
I am calm and I'm always prepared
I'm safe, I am never afraid

Lead me into the unknown
Where I'm lost and all on my own
Take me where I've never been
I go first, don't let me walk behind you

There's a person that they think I am
I am weak why let them decide?
How I talk, how I move and react
Is how they would expect me to be

Now's the time to uncover myself
To detect who's hiding inside
Don't be calm, don't be over prepared
Take a chance, be unsafe, be afraid

Lead me into the unknown
Where I'm lost and all on my own
Take me where I've never been
I go first, don't let me walk behind you

7. No Longer Touching Ground

Something happens to me when I am lying down
Eyes are closed but I know that I am wide awake
There's a feeling, a tiny vibration
I can't move and I am unable to use my voice

It's keeping me down
But something's pulling me up
Then increasingly I feel I'm leaving

When I'm moving there's no sound
And my visions in surround
It doesn't feel unreal
Not like a dream, surreal
It feels like I'm
No longer touching the ground

Then above there is something just passing by
That's my dream!
I grab it and change the storyline
When I focus at something it does appear
Like my mind is playing a game I do not know

I know I am one
But still, I'm feeling us both
Need to know if there are any others

When I'm moving there's no sound
And my visions in surround
It doesn't feel unreal
Not like a dream, surreal
It feels like I'm
No longer touching the ground

All this time I've been afraid
That is why I've never stayed
Always felt I needed to know
I decided to let go

When I'm moving there's no sound
And my visions in surround
It doesn't feel unreal
Not like a dream, surreal
It feels like I'm
No longer touching the ground

8. Unseless Arguments

Now tell me have you ever heard a more pathetic kind of man?
All of this self-pity and lonely self-despise that I can't stand

I think it's time you two must throw away the hash
And become friends, right now
For all sake, but he's fake
I won't break
I think it's time for my speech

I am so tired of it all
Why can't he be more like me?
Always sober, kind of weak
He's the opposite, more like a freak
You can never get me down

Can you believe this leads of end strand to metal with my mind
I'm crushing like the lids of lying is between these hands of mine

Why can't the two of you just throw away the hash
And become friends, right now
For all sake but he's fake
I won't break
Now it's time for the speech

I am so tired of it all
Why can't he be more like me?
Hidden raised and running five miles
Like me would be his cup of tea
Oh no, always acting bad

For all sake
But he's fake
I won't break
Now it's time for the speech

I am so tired of it all
Why can't he be more like me?
Hidden ride and running five miles
Like me would be his cup of tea
Always sober, kind of weak
He's the opposite, more like a freak
Oh no, always acting bad
It's so sad

9. The Voice Within

Hey my dear old friend
Do you remember me?
You seem very sad
Anything I can do?
You tried to run away
But you cannot hide from me
There somewhere inside
I'm coming right back at you

There like a sudden impulse don't persist let it out
You cannot fight me, I'm pushing you back
You're up your road

Reach out your hand, grab your goals
Feed me, with your hunger
Starve me and wake my anger
Free me, I sense your eager
Leave me, like you have tried before
You know it's pointless, it's who you are
Dare I say you miss
The things that we talked about
You with all your ideas
That's how I came to life
All of your visions are gone, you are lost
You are running round in circles
I'm pushing you up when you are down
Reach up you hand, grab your goals

Feed me, with your hunger
Storm me, wake my anger
Free me, I sense your eager
Leave me, like you've tried before
You know it's pointless, it's in your heart

You are the voice inside of me
I gave your life but kept you far away
Please tell me you will stay
Our elevating dialogue

Deadened by the sound of everyday
I've got to let you out
You seem to think it's too late don't give up

10. Call In Dead

Don't wake me up, let me stay in bed
Don't wanna work, can I call in dead
What happened to you?
Now take a look at yourself
You look sad, are you bored?
Do you thing you are the throwing your life away?

Everyday over and over again
Doing the same thing, I'm going insane
Well, look at you now
You should have thought about this
When you spent all your days
Wasting time on a song
That would never air

Saw you standing there with all your fruit
Your yellow shirt look kind of cute
Guess that is not what you want out of life
Parking at Banana's cutting leak
You career has reached its peak

This is what happens when parents are right
Roll up your sleeves and get ready
Gonna be sneezing, get ready
There's a lady yelling about the price
I know what you're thinking
But that would be wrong remember to be nice

When customers whine that they can't find
I've got a smile that I hide behind

Well this is the life
You should have thought about this
When you spent all your days
Wasting time on a song
That would never air

11. Consequences

Silent Screams

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Introduction

The destiny in life, decided by our choices
Picking the right car or changing gender
Either good or bad the causes will be there
Effects of that may be permanent
The consequences you will face

The Millionaire

I'm the one
All mine
I won, it's divine
That morning I woke and the sun was shining
Just in time to take that train
The shivers I may have been late

Back
Step back
This is me
I'm the king
The money is mine and it always will be
Drank my coke and just like that I bought it
It was one out of three

The world is mine
I can be everything
Oh, what joy
My life is finally complete
Now I can face them in any town
Feel no gravity in for charity
People, I'm divine

No
Can it be
What is this
Is this it?
The joy that I felt is totally gone
Too much friends the same time none
It is strange, I'm all alone

Back
Step back
Go Away
I can't breath
I'm choking my people and say they need
Can't think straight, I'm so confused
It lingers, I'm going insane

It's a shame
My life's become a real mess
Sad but true
Money can't buy no success
Wish that I never had made that train
Fate is laughing at me
I want my life back as it

Joanna

Joanna looked at me and smiled
I dreamt about our child

She was turning twenty eight.
With the longing so hard she couldn't wait

She felt frustrated that I wasn't ready
She started to cry
Made me walk away not saying goodbye

Alone with the pain
Alone in the rain

Exausted by the misery
She looked but couldn't see

The sadness made her unaware
And the driver too drunk to even care

He crushed your skull and demolished her body
She died on his van
Was it my fault
I miss you my Joanna

Alone with the pain
Alone in the rain

A Father's Love

Gone are the days we spent out at the lake
Seized the day, no appointments to make
The sun shone brightly as anywhere else
Life was good, no sign of hell
I wasn't there for you always I know
Working night and day
The relation you had with your mother was strange
What did you do when I wasn't there?

Now you gone, left is the anger
And the scars you made
A father's love of daughter who's flawless
I cannot believe what you've done
Even consider the truth
Will not believe what you've done?

If I could turn back the time just one year
It would have been different I swear
But time can't be changed as far as I know
I need a sign from far beyond

Now you gone, left is the anger
And the scars you made
A father's love of daughter who's flawless
I cannot believe what you've done
Even consider the truth
Will not believe what you've done?

Memory To Flight

As he sobered up that night
Came a memory to fight
A yell inside his head
Belonged to someone dead

His hands against his face
He was trying to erase
He cried – now go away
But she was there to stay

He drove around for days
He was frightened he felt chased
A state beyond despair
Her face was everywhere

Search for reasons
There's no answer
This you'll live with
Till the day you die

She was sitting next to him
Filled with blood, expression grim
Her body was a mess
You killed me, now confess

I will never go away
Every colour turns to grey
You know what you have done
There's no where you can run

Search for reasons
There's no answer
This you'll live with
Till the day you die

There will be the days
When you'll be reminded
Days when you feel
Cold and abandoned

The Diary

Use my crayons for painting horse
Pigs and monkeys, birds who's flying
All of this was quit accepted
But without their skin they were affected

Just turned eleven and now she's going on twelve
No one could see
She must be one in hundred millions
A mind so totally torn and wrecked folks
What have you done with this poor girl
You made her believe that nothing's sacred
Her conscience is lost

Voices tell me I am in need
See the people in pain and to bleed
Psychiatrists they never say
A knife can kill and now she is dead

Just turned eleven and now she's going on twelve
No one could see
She must be one in hundred millions
A mind so totally torn and wrecked folks
What have you done with this poor girl
You made her believe that nothing's sacred
Her conscience is lost

A Wound That Won't Heal

It's getting dark, I hear a voice
It's whispering
I turn around but no one's there
Against my face I sense a breath
I close my eyes, I'm flying
A mellow smell, I taste the air
I realize someone's lying next to me
I feel a hand against my hair, it makes me weak
I'm crying

No one's there to tell you when the moment's coming
You will ever hear when there's a thunder drumming
A tenth of a second, that is all it takes

Everyone says they know how I feel
But I have a wound that won't heal

I see your eyes in every face
You look at me, but I'm afraid to look at you
I'm filled with guilt, I'm filled with grief
It hurts me so, it's painful
I hear your voice in every sound
You talk to me, but I'm too weak to talk to you
They say that time will heal wound
How do they know? It's my wound

No one's there to tell you when the moment's coming
You will ever hear when there's a thunder drumming
A tenth of a second, that is all it takes

Everyone says they know how I feel
But I have a wound that won't heal

Are you there?
I am here
Everywhere
You're in the end
Are you there?
I am here
Everywhere
You're in the end

Life isn't fair, you would taking away far too soon
I have to move on, I've got a wound that won't heal

The Final Silence

There will be days when you'll be reminded
Days when you'll feel cold and abandoned

12. Silent Screams

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13. Consequences (The Long One) – 1: Introduction

A destiny, a life, decided by our choices
Picking the right car or changing gender
Either good or bad the causes will be there
Effects of that may be permanent
The consequences you will face

14. Consequences (The Long One) – 2: The Millionaire

I'm the one
All mine
I won
This is mine
That morning i woke and the sun was shining
Dust in time to take the change to shivers
I'm never late

Back
Just back
This is me
I'm the king
The money is mine and it always will be
Drank my coke and just like that I bought it
Was one out of fee

The world is mine
I can be everything
Oh, All joy
My life is finally complete

Now i can face them in any town
Feel no poverty in for charity
People, I'm divine

No
Can it be
What is this
It's a sin
The joy that I felt it's totally gone
Too much friends the scent I'm not the strange
I'm not alone

Back
Step back
Go Away
I can't breath
I'm choking my people and say they need
Can't think straight, I'm so confused
It lingers, I'm going insane

Answer shame
My life's becoming a mess
Sad but true
Money can't buy no success
Wish that I never had made that train
Fate is laughing at me
I want my life back as it was

15. Consequences (The Long One) – 3: Joanna

Joanna looked at me and smiled. I dreamt about a child
She was twenty twenty eight.
With the longing so hard she couldn't wait
She felt frustrated that I wasn't ready
She started to cry then i walked away
Not saying goodbye

Along with the bay
Along with the bay

Exausted by the misery
She looked but couldn't see
The sadness made her unaware
Though the driver's too drugged to even care
He crunched, scorned and demolished her body
She died on his hand
Was it my fault? I miss you my Joanna

Along with the bay
Along with the bay

16. Consequences (The Long One) – 4: A Father's Love

Gone are the day's we spent out at the lake
Seized the day, no appointments to make
The sun shows up brightly as anywhere else
Life was good, no sign of hell
I wasn't there for you, always unknown
Working night and day
The relation you had with your mother was strange
What did you do when I wasn't there?

Now you are gone, left is the anger
Will the scars ammend?
And a father's love of a daughter who's fraught
As I cannot believe what you've done
He will consider the truth
Will I believe what you've done?

If I could turn back the time just one year
It would have been different i swear
But time can't be changed as far as i know
I need a sign from far beyond

Now you are gone, left is the anger
Will the scars ammend?
And a father's love of a daughter who's fraught
As I cannot believe what you've done
He will consider the truth
Will I believe what you've done?

17. Consequences (The Long One) – 5: Memory To Fight

As he sobered up that night
Came a memory to fight
A yell inside his head
Belonged to someone dead
He sighs against his face
He was trying to erase
A crime that'll go away
And she was there to stay
He drove around for days
He was frighteningly felt chased
And stared beyond despair
The faces everywhere

Search for reasons
There's no answers
This you lived
Until the day you die

She was sitting next to him
Filled with blood, expression grim
Her body was a mess
You kill me now confess
I will never go away
Every color turns to grey
You know what you've had done
There's nowhere you can run

Search for reasons
There's no answers
This you lived
Until the day you die

There will be days when you will remind me
Days when you'll feel cold and abandoned
Will it be days when you'll be reminded
Days when you'll feel cold and abandoned

18. Consequences (The Long One) – 6: The Diary

Use my grains for blending voices
Bigs among his birds is flying
All of this was quite accepted
Now their skin they were affected

Just on eleven and now she's going on twelve
No one can see

She must be one in hundred millions
A mind so tall and torned and wreckful
What have you done with this poor girl
You made her believe that nothing's sacred
A conscience is lost
Voices tell me I am in need
See the people in pain into bleed
For nigh a trice they never say
A knife can kill and now she missed it

Just on eleven and now she's going on twelve
No one can see

She must be one in hundred millions
A mind so tall and torned and wreckful
What have you done with this poor girl
You made her believe that nothing's sacred
A conscience is lost

19. Consequences (The Long One) – 7: A Wound That Won't Heal

It's getting dark, I hear a voice
It's whispering
I turn around but no one's there
Against my face I sense a breath
I close my eyes, I'm flying
A mellow smell, I taste the air
I realize someone's lying next to me
I feel a hand against my hair, it makes me weak
I'm crying

No one's there to tell you when the moment's coming
You will ever hear when there's a thunder drumming
A tenth of a second, that is all it takes

Everyone says they know how I feel
But I have a wound that won't heal

I see your eyes in every face
You look at me, but I'm afraid to look at you
I'm filled with guilt, I'm filled with grief
It hurts me so, it's painful
I hear your voice in every sound
You talk to me, but I'm too weak to talk to you
They say that time will heal wound
How do they know? It's my wound

No one's there to tell you when the moment's coming
You will ever hear when there's a thunder drumming
A tenth of a second, that is all it takes

Everyone says they know how I feel
But I have a wound that won't heal

Are you there?
I am here
Everywhere
You're in the end
Are you there?
I am here
Everywhere
You're in the end

Life isn't fair, you would taking away far too soon
I have to move on, I've got a wound that won't heal

20. Consequences (The Long One) – 8: The Final Silence

There will be days when you'll be reminded
Days when you'll feel cold and abandoned