1. Obvious

I told you not to mess with me
I?m not like any other girl
But now it?s obvious you never
heard a word I said
Knew that I was stupid thinking
I could make it better for me
trusting you with every detail
of my life

Then I saw your eyes..
Can?t stand your lies anymore
You betrayed my trust
Now, there?s no goodbye?s or no tomorrow..

This can?t be right
It?s just not me
I used to think that
I was strong enough
to carry on..

You know that every time we meet
it?s hard for me to turn the other way
or even stop to say the things I need
to tell you
Time and time again you pull me back
into your arms but never
once give me a chance to see
what?s really going on..

I saw your eyes..
Now there?s no goodbye?s or no tomorrow..

This can?t be right
It?s just not me
I used to think that
I was strong enough
to carry on..

So, here is were it went wrong
I stopped being myself for you
I tried so hard to move on
I stopped being myself for you
– Thought you?d be there!

This can?t be right
It?s just not me
I used to think that
I was strong enough
to carry on

2. Generation Disgrace

Same dress – the world rages..
A 2-minute-fuck gets you 3 in
the spotlight – yeah..
A white dollar-bill and a lame rhyme..
– That?s how you get your hot spot
on prime time..

People just don?t give a damn!

Shut up! (shut up)
Common equals losers and
all around the world our generation
is completely fucked up!
(Shut up)
Publicity is all that counts
Unless we find a way to gain some more
– Our generations? disgrace!

Big lips and fake tits..
White gold in your pocket,
a rolex to show off
– Let?s hijack a limo, the chicks?ll
dig it!
Cut off a bottle, luxury?s total!

People just don?t give a damn!

Shut up! (shut up)
Common equals losers and
all around the world our generation
is completely fucked up!
(Shut up)
Publicity is all that counts
Unless we find a way to gain some more
– Our generations? disgrace!

Gold-diggers and fake figures
Money?s all that matters now
that common sense is out..
Bad bidders and low figures
It?s time to stand up and say...

Shut up! (shut up)
Common equals losers and
all around the world our generation
is completely fucked up!
(Shut up)
Publicity is all that counts
Unless we find a way to gain some more
– Our generations? disgrace!

3. I Know Who I Am

Today I woke up with a clear mind
Like nothing could get in my way
Sometimes you just feel what is right for you
Not really sure what might happen..

All my life I?ve been trying
to never give up
All my life I?ve been fighting
Always known what I?ve got
Now I know it was worth it
I?ve got no regrets
I will make it! I know who I am!

I can?t believe my life has just begun
Finally I know exactly where I?ll be
New thoughts are coming
I see my destiny, yeah
Sure I will make it – I know who I am

This feeling just keeps getting stronger
And I?ve waited for this day for so long
I?m done feeling bad for what I can do
Nothing can stop me anymore!

All my life I?ve been trying
to never give up
All my life I?ve been fighting
Always known what I?ve got
Now I know it was worth it
I?ve got no regrets
I will make it! I know who I am!

I can?t believe my life has just begun
Finally I know exactly where I?ll be
New thoughts are coming
I see my destiny, yeah
Sure I will make it.. oh.. yeah..

There?s no need..
?Cause you can?t hold me back
I really know it was worth it

All my life I?ve been fighting
Always known what I?ve got
I will make it! I know who I am!

I can?t believe my life has just begun
Finally I know exactly where I?ll be
New thoughts are coming
I see my destiny, yeah
Sure I will make it – I know who I am

4. I'm A Monster

A couple of pills for my aching head
what happened last night
It?s totally blank
Empty bottles are everywhere
And who the hell is that guy in my bed..
My darling demon is my only friend
– Here it comes..
But I?m not gonna die..
I gotta get out of here...

Same old voice screaming in my head
– Oh, girl.. you?re a monster..
Same old song keeps haunting me
Yeah, I know I?m a monster..

Life has a funny way of changing one?s fate
Surrender to hell – I used to be whole..
Now I struggle through every day
Can?t stop shaking..
But I?m not gonna die
Divorced from reality
I gotta get out of here
Visions are blinding me
I gotta get out of here

Same old voice screaming in my head
– Oh, girl.. you?re a monster..
Same old song keeps haunting me
Yeah, I know I?m a monster..
....help me...

Help me change my attitude
to choose between what?s right or wrong
The voices that are drowning me..
..so loud, so loud..
Same old voice..

Same old voice screaming in my head
– Oh, girl.. you?re a monster..
Same old song keeps haunting me
Yeah, I know I?m a monster..

5. Hear Me Know

I can?t believe you?re gone..
Yesterday there was nothing wrong
What the hell happened?!
Can somebody tell me
I want to cry but I?m too mad
There?s nothing left but being scared
The pain just makes me blind
How could this happen...

Hear me now.. I?m crying out..
It isn?t right, I can?t see clearly now..
It?s so unfair...
You should be here to help me
see what?s right
I?m crying out.. Hear me now..

They tell me in time I?ll heal
But what they don?t know is how I feel
Time is a failing friend
Keeps putting me down..
I want to sleep, but I?m too sad
I?m trying so hard not to grow mad..
The loving memory..
Forever and always..

Hear me now.. I?m crying out..
It isn?t right, I can?t see clearly now..
It?s so unfair...
You should be here to help me
see what?s right
I?m crying out.. Hear me now..
Hear me now..
Hear me now

Someone, show me
which way I?m suppose to go now
Guide me through this
Hear me now..

Hear me now.. I?m crying out..
It isn?t right, I can?t see clearly now..
It?s so unfair...
You should be here to help me
see what?s right
I?m crying out.. Hear me now..

6. Area 1 (Hope & Fear)

On the way (on the way)
to your grave (to your grave)
you meet hundreds of people
with thousands of offers
Some ignored, (Some ignored)
some excepted
And your forced to rely on the
promises made of lies you
choose to follow

Life ain?t no gift, it?s where
you stand
Hope and fear goes hand in hand
Win or lose
Play the role that you need to come through
– Nothing?s free!

One day hot.. (one day hot)
Next day out! (next day out)
And you beg for attention you won?t
ever get in spite your attempts to fake it..
Don?t you try to fake it..

Life ain?t no gift, it?s where
you stand
Hope and fear goes hand in hand
Win or lose
Play the role that you need to come through
?Cause life ain?t no gift, it?s where
you stand
Hope and fear goes hand in hand
Win or lose
Play the role that you need to come through
– Nothing?s free!

Pay $2 and go straight to heaven..
What ever choices the circle is closed..

Life ain?t no gift, it?s where
you stand
Hope and fear goes hand in hand
Win or lose
Play the role that you need to come through
?Cause life ain?t no gift, it?s where
you stand
Hope and fear goes hand in hand
Win or lose
Play the role that you need to come through
– Nothing?s free!

7. Don't Be Scared

Don?t be scared..
You know I?m with you all the time
I know it hurts when life just seem
to fade away..
Please be strong and keep on trying
?though it?s hard to face
Don?t forget to smile, and then you
won?t cry no more..

See my strength and feel my faith
Helping you to fight the pain
Oh, I lift you up and keep you safe
And bring you happiness again

You?ll be OK...
As long as you still have your faith
You?re not alone,?though it may
seem I?m far away..
Find your strength in all the love that
is surrounding you
Never stop believing, you?ll get through this..

See my strength and feel my faith
Helping you to fight the pain
Oh, I lift you up and keep you safe
And bring you happiness again

Find your strength in all the love that
is surrounding you
Never stop believing.. We?ll get through..

See my strength and feel my faith
Helping you to fight the pain
Oh, I lift you up and keep you safe
And bring you happiness again

8. Nobody's Story

This is a story about a girl
A lonesome girl in a lonely world
Her only dream was to find the light
in this cold rainy winter night

A cold existence left to pass
Too many feelings are shaped like glass
Her only hope was an essence of life,
in this cold endless final strife

Nobody knows
Nobody sees
that this girl doesn?t know who she is...

She can?t excuse what she does
They?re playing with her feelings.
Is there somebody out there waiting for her,
?cause she doesn?t want to live anymore

Nobody knows
Nobody sees
that this girl doesn?t know who she is
She does not understand why nobody wants her,
or why nobody needs her
Nobody knows
Nobody sees
that this girl doesn?t know who she is
She does not understand why nobody wants her,
or why nobody needs her

She?s standing now on a mountain in the rain,
and she does not want to think again
She?s looking down at all the small cars passing by..
Taking one step forward,
and whispers goodbye..

Nobody knew
Nobody saw
Even God didn?t know who that lonely girl was
She didn?t understand why nobody wanted her
She was all alone..

9. Stupid People

...why, why...
A worn out word that people force
on each other
And what will happen if they stand
up and say – why not..
Take the risk, and grow up
Need to broaden your views
You won?t get no where asking why..

Stupid people
– never reach for the stars
Stupid people
– always turn back and then what..
Stupid people!
How can you live like that?!
– Why?!

Year after year same old procedure
And still they have the nerve to say
– Why me?!
I?ll tell you the problem, man
then maybe you?ll get it..
You?re like junkies addicted to
what used to be!

Stupid people
– never reach for the stars
Stupid people
– always turn back and then what..
Stupid people!
How can you live like that?!
– Why?!

10. Wretch

Slowly left behind
But given notice fast
Innocent falls the deepest
Fake promises, that it?ll
soon work out
So go home to your family
and calm them down..

Now a shadows gone over him..
Poor and cold
Roam the streets begging – alone..
He?s doomed to a life in shade..
Feels so small
He?s so shattered, poor and cold..

Tears in his eyes
He?s like a withered rose
All that?s left is a hungry soul
Friends passing by,
pretending not to know
They just keep on walking
thinking – I?m glad it?s not me...

Now a shadows gone over him..
Poor and cold
Roam the streets begging – alone..
He?s doomed to a life in shade..
Feels so small
He?s so shattered, poor and cold..

11. Road To Depression

How you can live with yourself
is beyond any reason for me,
and the rest of the world, I believe
I wonder, when all your thoughts came
to action where was
your humanity..
How could they stand up for your beliefs..
Where?s your dignity?

So, to act devastated and claim
that this war of yours
was sponsored by God..
Was that the only way to
defend your behavior
and still get away
No liabilities..
How could they stand up for your believes..
Where?s their dignity?

Now, look what you have done
Deceived and led them on a
road to depression
And what a mess you left
Scares me to death knowing
you won?t be the last one of your kind..

You said, a leader is someone who
brings all the people together
All you did was to tear them apart
Can?t find words to describe all the
evil you caused..
And the lack of compassion and heart-
less when you..
..thanked your soldiers for wearing
the uniform..
Told them to remember true history..
No one wants to remember..
..your history!

Now, look what you have done
Deceived and led them on a
road to depression
And what a mess you left
Scares me to death knowing
you won?t be the last one of your kind..
Now, look what you have done
Deceived and led them on a
road to depression
And what a mess you left
Scares me to death knowing
you won?t be the last one of your kind..

You turn your head away
so you won?t have to face,
the damaged souls of the
poor and hungry..
You turn your head away
so you won?t have to face,
what you did to the poor and hungry..

No one wants to remember..
Where?s your dignity?
Can?t find words to describe all
the evil you caused..
How you can live with yourself
is beyond any reason for me..
Forced on a road to depression..

12. Blame

(бонус)

When I felt lonely
it was the only way
To satisfy my hunger
through my wounded vein
In deep frustration I had
to escape from my old life
built on mistakes..
Oh, I had to run away..

I?m sorry for all the
pain I caused you
Where I was before..
You are not the one to blame..
I love you so..
I had to go my own way
Deep down you know
You were the one who saved me...

Forced to recover
against all odds
Covered in glory,
didn?t help at all..
Surrender, for survival
and break the habits
Addiction to grace made me
lose it..

I?m sorry for all the
pain I caused you
Where I was before..
You are not the one to blame..
I love you so..
I had to go my own way
Deep down you know
You were the one who saved me...

You waited for affection
Cried yourself to sleep at night
But you never stopped believing in me
?Though you saw my life
fading away...

I?m sorry for all the
pain I caused you
Where I was before..
You are not the one to blame..
I love you so..
I had to go my own way
Deep down you know
You were the one who saved me...

13. Make My Day

(бонус)

Every day stupid comments?bout me
and how I should live my life instead
How is yours so much better?!!
I think your just jealous of where I
am today..
You never once tried to go with your
dreams, so stop putting me down
I don?t care about you
Do what ever you want
Get your attention where they stand
your choked up lines!

So think before you speak!
Or do not speak to me at all!

What if you could be me
and try my shoes for a while
Listen up! Live my life
and then come back...
– Make my day!
You won?t last for a week
You would return on your knees
Go ahead! It?s your choice..
I promise you?ll regret it..

I don?t expect you to understand
the things that I?m going through..
I hope you?ll come to your senses
and see that it?s me who should be
bitching?bout you and your choked
up lines!

So think before you speak!
Or do not speak to me at all!

What if you could be me
and try my shoes for a while
Listen up! Live my life
and then come back...
– Make my day!
You won?t last for a week
You would return on your knees
Go ahead! It?s your choice..
I promise you?ll regret it..

You should try to taste your
own cup of tea,
instead of profit from me
Let?s put an end to this
free ride..
– Make my day!

What if you could be me
and try my shoes for a while
Listen up! Live my life
and then come back...
– Make my day!
You won?t last for a week
You would return on your knees
Go ahead! It?s your choice..
I promise you?ll regret it..