1. Deconstruction

I am stuck here with a torn up soul that can never
Be mended you, you destroyed my dreams i, i sat
Silently never knowing how much you stole and how
I suffered never knowing incapable of love...
Your smile, your deep brown eyes, your skin so soft
And dark as night your actions made me who i am,
Today i stand here half a man convincing brown eyes,
As dark as night why did you stray from the den and
Take away all my pride deceitful brown eyes, as dark
As night i was blinded, by your beauty your smile,
Your deep brown eyes heart so cold and black as night.
I will never forget you, this pain will never leave my
Memories of you.... of you as for your love, it was
Never there, all of this pain... I set ablaze.

2. Laid To Rest

For every minute I have wasted upon you and
All the days that i have spent trying to destroy
You you had cursed me in those days in
The ways that always had me..... led astray
From my convictions from what i had built
What the fuck are you..... to me now nothing
You are just...time that never should have
Been erase this wasted time in my life.... never
Fucking should have been no more empty
Words or worthless thoughts on you just a lesson
Just a warning.... fuck the price that had to be paid
Just a lesson just a warning..... fuck the price paid
To be hated eternally... tell me... was it all worth it?
I lived those days closing my eyes to the
Decay around me time's grasp set in to me
Your grasp wont follow me to the grave
You are laid to rest for the rest of your
Life remember this....
You are Laid to Rest.

3. Our Own Grave

My ever waking contempt for our sick way of life steals from me any
Last hope for us as a species
To survive ourselves I watch us breed, I watch us drown in our oily
Seas of greed forever lost...
A time before the machine manufactured ideals pushed onus all day a
Few shall dictate as we fall
Disillusioned I tear away all the bullshit fed to me every day Choking
As I'm smothered in the media
Swarms of pressured thoughts distorted truths are your words for me
Manufactured ideals pushed
On us all a few shall decide as we all fall disillusioned I tear away
All the bullshit fed to me
Everyday our world stands on its last withering legs and I struggle to
Find a reason to care
For your pained screams are echoed in the laughter of those who seal
Our fate... they seal our fate
My ever waking contempt for our sick way of life steals from me any
Last hope for... Survival of us
As a species lost I watch us dig our grave our own fucking grave

4. The Spreading Disease

Multiplying existence of the wretched human beings
A pain stricken legacy of greed the wealthy
Few leaving only scrapes for us behind
While the rest of the fucking' world breeds just to survive
A greedy minority facilities our demise
As we all turn our backs on the we power hold inside
There shall be no end to this pathetic reign of terror cast
Upon this planet until the day comes that we all
Verge of death we close our eyes our time is
Fucking ending our natural instinct is a lust for greed
Killing each other unknowingly tell me what is left when
Greed has bled us bare ignorant populations are
Fucking nations are destruction of
The entire human race stuck on earth to suffocate
Are we all doomed to this fate buried
Beneath a sea of the spreading disease
The earth lies victim to the wrath ignorance
Their heads children here to support
The poor when they are weak and old
Our problem lies deep for some
We can not reverse what's done
A scarce future lies ahead
If we don't think, we'll all be dead
Multiplying endlessly
All to soon no room to breathe

5. Sever The Memory

Locked inside of this oppressive life
You've surrendered your mind to its conformity
You lost all you once had to its fucking lies
Bringing those you loved down with you
It seemed like an eternity i was lost... lost in your lies
Striving for a breath of change you would never give
Taught to enslave the ones who can't fight your way of life
This was not my choice
Give me a reason to look back on you
And defy my strength
Give me a reason not to smash your face in
You're worthless in my eyes
On my own. I don't crave redemption
In your fucking lies
As you inflicted you could not give me solace
You're worthless in my eyes
Sever it all from my thoughts the bloodshed the torment
Sever the memory
Sever it all from my thoughts the horror you gave me
Sever the memory
I will not fall victim to you again
Blinded with the fear searching for a new way
To lay the seeds of deceit as you just fucking betray
Your actions soaked in blood
Just like the doctrine that you preach every day
Fuck your indoctrination
It destroyed all my hopes for you as i fell away away
Mislead and forced to serve for your crooked faith
Bitter from your violent ways
Anger filled my every day
Rejected the notion of a god or a hell
Renounced your religion ill rely upon my self
Oppression was not the life for me
I could never follow blindly
So what's left for us
Hatred and so much bad blood
Leaving me with one choice
You must be severed

6. For Far Too Long...

I won't listen to your lies any longer
Stop making excuses when you
Know damn well you're wrong
Just come to fucking' grips with your reality
Your words have plagued me all my life
For Far too long
Your life is yours to control
Weakness is purely choice
Answers that you are searching for
Are all within yourself useless fuck
Your words mean nothing to me
Save your breath
Your words are meaningless
The time is now your chains are fake
You're not held down
Break away from this shit
Don't look at me for sympathy
I've seen your ways ill let you rot
I have Bled my scars
My wounds have healed
I have moved on
What hasn't killed me has
Only made me strong
And I won't listen to your
Lies any longer
Your life is yours to control
Weakness is purely choice
Answers that you are searching for
Are all within yourself
The time is now your chains are fake
You're not held down
I have bled i have my scars
My wounds have healed
I have bled

7. Never Ending War

How much longer can we.... keep on mass
Murdering our only interests our power
And greed have we become what those
Before us escaped from? Have we disregarded
All of our beliefs? Self-righteous conquest and
Rejection of the truth for disinformation money
....see our potential with this world? how can...
We go... on following our government's hidden
Agendas we must fight.... back don't let
Disinformation control your thoughts
Never ending war.... till we have all felt the pain
That is the end we now face. on this path of
Destruction and they keep us from thinking' about
It power getting richer as they keep us from
Thinking' about if the masses ignorant as to
Why we shed the blood of the innocent we must
Keep on fighting for the ones who are to lost to
For themselves this road to "peace" will end us
All. will end us all!!! tear down the walls of illusion
For the ones who simply turn their heads the price
Of always being silent will be paid for with your
Grave. with your grave!!!! tear down the walls of
Their illusion for the ones who simply turn their
Heads a blind death awaits your carcass you know
Not of the pain thats ahead endless hate malice
Revenge war pain and death never ending will you
Fight? Or shun from the fate that's everyone's
We must not just sit here and watch as we die
Away so easy to forget, don't close, your eyes.

8. Herding The Brainwashed

Such a sick site brainwashed millions
Minions following their leader eating
Up its propaganda Terrified of not
Having their answer in a world
Where people are so blind These
Greedy fucks control their minds
Inbreeding ideals for the weak
I wont follow blindly your faith wont
Bring you shit The cold reality is that
We are born to die no one has
The fucking answers past this life
All the lies that you hold so sacred to
Be truth Are nothing more than a plot
To control you Religion enslaves the
Minds of Those to weak to think
For themselves Sedated with their god
The price that you pay is the life that
You wasted Living up to their standards
Blatant hypocrisy Your answer for
Tragedy Your life is a mockery
If you are scared to think Of living a
Bullshit free life of non conformity
Then Bow to the Deity
Gods are mans worst creation