1. Lies
I am the reason, I am god, I will forever escape death
I am the sacred hate that will consume you soul in the end
I am the thief. I am the chill
I'll make you shiver and steal your mftid
I am the thing you'll never see, I am the things you'll never be
I am idolized and feared
Just another story never-ending
You're loosing yourself to me
When in doubt you seek the answers
In the lie that lives within
A feeling stronger and more profound than anything else
The lie becomes the truth and you're lost inside yourself again
Your sinking slowly sinking deeper into the place where
The lie becomes the master, and reality warps again
I am idolized and feared
Just another story never-ending
You're loosing yourself to me
When in doubt you seek the answers
In the be that lives within
2. Buried Alive
A distant thunder on the horizon
Deafens my ears and lightning blinds my eyes
I am dazed and confused
A stirring rage is building inside
With all my fears and wakes my soul
I'm falling from grace in resolution
I walk away from all I hold dear
And I will never get away from this feeling
I'm caged for eternity
I fight, to crawl up from this tomb of imperfection
I'll die, before I get buried again, within myself
No peace in this storm, I'm breaking the silence
All of these feelings made realize that the failures
Ive been through are all but lies
I have fallen from grace but I'm here to reclaim
All of those things that I've feared
And I will take revenge on that feeling
I've been caged for eternity
I fight, to beat this world of imperfection
Гll die, before I'm buried again
Six feet deep
3. Edge Of Forever
In a different life, another song, another place
This might have been different if we chased
These dreams of sand, like the hourglass time slips away
And when we awake we realize that it is too late for change
We're ascending to a higher level
We are standing on the edge of forever
So petrified, so offbeat in this lucid existence
Afraid to look beyond the veil of life
Unable to control your running out of time
But you'll never give up until you find
These dreams of sand, like the hourglass time slips away
and when you awake you realize that it is too late for change
We're ascending to a higher level
we are standing on the edge of forever
For eons of time, we've waited for the signs
To rise above
These dreams of sand, like the hourglass time slips away
And when you awake you realize that it is too late for change
We're ascending to a higher level
We are standing on the edge of forever
4. Downward Spiral
You needed time, but all you searched for was a fast way out
And all I need is the last push to let you go. to set you free
I feel inside, its still there a burning yearning
Though we two will never be one, it's that shotgun love, so impossible
You kiss my lips and poison my mind
I search for words I just can't find
For you, these tears fall now without you I am lost
I see your face, you stare at me and walk away
I feel everything so clear when you leave me
I see you with another guy, and everything becomes so clear
You've never loved me, all those times you kissed me, you lied. so hard to bear
I throw the dice, on the prowl again, searching for something new
With you still in my head. I'll probably end up with a gun, all turns to (blood) red
You kiss my lips and poison my mind
I search for words I just can't find
For you, these tears fall now without you I am lost
I see your face, you stare at me and walk away
I feel everything so clear when you leave me
5. Until The End
Feeling numb and left to die
all those times I walked the mile
Loosing strength in who I am straight into the night
I laugh inside, feels like I am going insane, you're in my brain
I try to hide, trying to figure out what to do am I the fool
Here I am, lost again, alone and dissolutioned
These eyes will only shine for you
I am here all alone, waiting until the end
For you to come through
I saw you while you walked away
I turned my back, you heard me say
Never give up, never give in until the end
I laugh inside, feels like I am going insane, you're in my brain
I try to hide, trying to figure out what to do am I the fool
Here I am lost again alone and dissolutioned
These eyes will only shine for you
I am here all alone, waiting until the end
For you to come through
These eyes will only shine for you
6. Eternal
A fading story from an early life
Erased from minds, not to be remembered
History rewritten like so many times before
Dip the pen, as we turn the page once more
Yesterday is gone, never coming back again
And in the end, all we know we'll die
I see the end so close but yet so far
Forever bound by unbreakable laws
Passing people turns to dust all around
Growing old preparing to die
History repeating like so many times before
Close your eyes, close the book of life once more
Yesterday is gone, never coming back again
And in the end all we know we'll die
I see the end so close but yet so far
Forever bound by unbreakable laws
I see the end
7. Mental State
We face each day with a numbness
We stand in lines waiting for our turn
As the counter ticks for our doom
Into the hate I'll walk, uncontrollable and untamed
Loosing myself in the dark, restless and chained
So I wait to die. to bury the burden, to hide it six feet deep
Never to hear the voices screaming
To drown them in my lake of conciousness
The time has come to stab my eyes
Sweet whispers into my ears feels so cold, so cold
Our strife, they keep our mental state on hold
Playing our parts as we stay in role
Don't cross the line, don't fall for its seduction
Invisible knives are slicing our world in two
Chaos and madness rules
So I wait to die. to bury the burden, to hide it six feet deep
Never to hear the voices screaming
To drown them in my lake of conciousness
The time has come to stab my eyes
Sweet whispers into my ears feels so cold, so cold
Our strife, they keep our mental state on hold
Playing our parts as we stay in role
Years go by without a hint or the slightest warning
We've been left here too long, in the eye of the storm
Our strife, they keep our mental state on hold
Playing our parts as we stay in role
They keep our mental state on hold
We're playing our parts as we loose our souls
8. Shattered
We bend ourselves until we break
You are just like me
Trapped in a world which we create
Where we cannot see
The lights in the distance, so cold and bright
They strike you with terror, they haunt you at night
Father, why do we turn our faces away
Mother, another day turns to gray
We are searching ourselves
So safe, you're in control
Or so you tell yourself
Your living a dream, you've sold your soul
The walk are closing in
So cold and blind, you hide from all
Confused, nowhere to hide
Taking shelter behind the wall
You're falling down
Father, why do we turn our faces away
Mother, another day turns to gray
We are searching ourselves
I am left here with my vanity
Alone and bitter tears I cry
When I try to see the reason why you lied
Father, why do we turn our faces away
Mother, another day turns to gray
We are searching ourselves
9. Tomorrow
Like the flame people die everyday, nothing is forever or so they say
Some things never die, time moves on weather we like it or not
To that we are bound forever
You're still looking for that reason, a reason for it all
But I fear it is all in vain
All we can do is try to hang on when time drags us on our knees
And fight for a better tomorrow
We find ourselves caught in this place where nothing is real
Lost in the void within
I close my eyes filled up with fear and hope
Waiting for a new tomorrow
You think you've seen it all but you have left so many things behind
Gone forever more
As you look into the mirror you see an old, withered man with no place to go
You're all alone
We find ourselves caught in this place where nothing is real
Lost in the void within
I close my eyes filled up with fear and hope
Waiting for a new tomorrow
10. Vanily Unfolds
Inside a single motion
A burning need, something awakes
Something more then what has been
Not in control it takes
Hold, unable to break free, we bleed
Vanity unfolds
Another time another place, we're lost in the space
We close our eyes trying not too see, trying to stay sane
As it continues into nothing, into nothing at all
Information overwhelming
In a single beat our existance fall
Fooled to trust, believe in nothing
We're smashed into the wall
Hold, unable to break free, we bleed
Welcome to the other side
A place of infinite dreams
Close the door leave the cold outside
Turn around walk away before its too late
Vanity unfolds
Another time another place, we're lost in the space
We close our eyes trying not too see, trying to stay sane
As it continues into nothing, into nothing at all
11. My Awakening
Disfunctional, passive cannot move
A shadow of a former self is all that's left here
The pain always makes me stronger
I am ready to explode
I am standing here, in this place of zero gravity
You can try to beat me down, but this is my awakening
A million souls have fallen prey, now I'm the hunter, let it begm
This is my awakening
I can still recall what used to be
Those images passed are blinding my eyes
But I'll never close them shut again
The pain always makes me stronger
I am ready to explode
I am standing here, in this place of zero gravity
You can try to beat me down, but this is my awakening
A million souls have fallen prey, now I'm the hunter, let it begin
The pain always makes me stronger
I am ready to explode
I am standing here
You can try to beat me down, but this is my awakening
A million souls have fallen prey, now I'm the hunter, let it begin
This is my awakening