1. Left For Death's Cold Embrace

Cages in a world of sorrow and grief
Aimless roaming the surface of this Earth
Questioning but answers mirroring judgement
For-thought and conditioned by narrow minded chains

Left for death's cold embrace
Trapped in a coffin carved of darkness
Left for death's cold embrace
Withering thoughts with remembrance entombed

Sinking into death's cold embrace
A state of decay, permanent and profound
My soul frozen, an icecold fist
Squeezes my heart it is hard to breathe

Slowly giving away myself
Senseless creeping has to end
Living away from myself
The life I live is not my own

The air I breathe toxic by lies
Turn away from all this
To somewhere, nowhere
Elsewhere but here

2. Drowned In Oblivion

Entering the bridge of the thousand souls
Wondering what for their mourning is rising
Enslaved and whipped in pain
I travel onwards through their screaming rain

Memories soon to be forgotten
Left behind me in a world far away
Once the bridge has been left behind
No demons veiled in past may haunt me

With torches of a fiery breath
I stalk the chambers of my mind
Burn what is left of the pain
Secure that emptiness finds its way

Strangled by thought – but I cut the end
Separated from life – a world of my own
Left what once has been "I"
In a world not worth being lived in

Drowned in oblivion
Entering realms where's no pain
Drowned in oblivion
Stupified by self denial

3. Rememberance Readjusted

Death's little brother holding me tight in his grip
Embraced by its claws warm but still cold
Sleeping but eyes opened wide
Crawling through spheres intoxication-like

Some strange light sets on a horizon
Outer limits unlimited once again patterned
Feeling cold air that found its way to my lungs
As if the Devil's breath had entered my chest

Sharp pain burning in my cortex
Dreaming entangled
Awake, still feeling pain aching
The wound that I bore was the wound of life

Dim shadows reflecting a past of a stranger
Experiencing events as if they were real
Holding my breath when
Realizing that it was mine

Long living a life
Where no star spilled its light
Upon my dark shores
Long lived a life in denial

All remembrances readjusted
Fix their places in lost domains
All remembrance readjusted
Roaming through forgotten realms
Domains untrodden for centuries
Past re-entered with new eyes

4. Dreaming Whilst Demons Cut Throat

My shelter, living in a world seems to be free
My mind haunted by thoughts threatening
Sleeping but I do never sleep
I share my world with demons

Caged in myself
Incarcerated in a purgatory
Anywhere where I do escape
I'm never alone

Trapped in my conscience
Rationality the center of a cube
Where a soul lies
Embedded in blood

The offspring of never thought thoughts
Leaving my mind to be as one with me

Subconscious torn asunder
There somewhere emerge beasts
With ropes and knives
To strangle and cut me
While I lie there dreaming

Emerged from contradictions
The mirror of my soul
Waves in deep pain
Sends its beasts to strangle me
With the shadows

5. Ripped From My Inner Eyes

Haunted through spheres beyond the world
There somewhere nowhere in between infested
In slime I buried my soul? In which I dwell
Can't trust my eyes – blood calls my name

Eyes the entry to my inner world
The kingdom behind the dark
Souls eyes not dead yet
Eyes gleaming with purest black

Walls ripped from my inner eyes
The lines of the worlds decline
An existence dimly appears
Somewhere nowhere do I dwell

Noticing features and figures
Moving through a misty veil
Adjusting my eyes to another reality
(That) Long forgotten I laid to rot

Tearing the walls
I'm once again set free
Awaken the demons
From my inner eyes

Ripped and torn
The walls decline
My conscience as a whole
I'm at one with myself

6. Beast Awakening

Nexified, centered
Summoned once again within
Found strength, deep inside
Renewed what was long asleep
Beckoning a new self
Plunged into a living hell
Dreams, shredded and retransformed
Unexplored realms – abyssic

The fruit of madness
Peeled from the shell
Inhuman strength
Inside the human heart

Contradicting experiences
Obviously non-conform with the will
Each thought becomes absurd
When inverted ideals crush with the inner world
Bred to live in insanity
Hearing blood rush constantly
To break this tyranny
The beast – set free

Beast awakening
The force that screams within
Beast awakening
Inner bestiary unleashed
Beast awakening
Demons that were asleep
Beast awakening
Now burning in me

7. Nightcrawler

оригинал: Judas Priest

Howling winds keep screaming round
And the rain comes pouring down
Doors are locked and bolted now
As the thing crawls into town

Straight out of hell
One of a kind
Stalking his victim
Don't look behind you

Nightcrawler
Beware the beast in black
Nightcrawler
You know he's coming back
Night Crawler

Sanctuary is being sought
Whispered prayers a last resort
Homing in its' cry distorts
Terror struck they know they're caught

Straight out of hell
One of a kind
Stalking his victim
Don't look behind you

Nightcrawler
Beware the beast in black
Nightcrawler
You know he's coming back
Night Crawler

As night is falling
The end is drawing near
They'll hear
Their last rites echo on the wind

Huddled in the cellar
Fear caught in their eyes
Daring not to move or breathe
As the creature cries
Fingernails start scratching
On the outside wall
Clawing at the windows
"Come to me" it calls
Atmosphere's electric
As it now descend the stairs
Hiding in the darkness
Is so futile from its glare
Death comes in an instant
As they hoped it would
Souls ascend to heaven
While it feasts on flesh and blood

8. Torn By Hatred

All tranquility subsided
No place to rest in my soul
Every chamber in my mind
Screams for release

Torn
By hatred

Devil tearing at my heart
Fills my insides with scorn and wrath
Devil's eaten purest of my guts
His bloodred smiles
Mirror in my hateful eyes

Torn
By hatred

Fury unleashed
Bestial thought awakened
Restrained self-immolation

Projecting all wrath
Onto the symbols I carried through decades
The lives I lived before I was born
Seem now summoned on my side

Wrath of thousand souls
Through centuries asleep
Behind my eyes are reawakened
Immortal strength now set free

Torn by hatred

9. Preyed Upon And Gutted

Blasted
Explosions echoing my mind
The hunters
Carving, slicing, kniving my soul

Hunting with no weapons
But worse I cannot run
No flight, no escape
No place to rest, haunted through life

Bloodred collection of remains
Long ago they cut my heart
To take it away from my life
To sustain their conspiracy

Forced to live through all this
Amputated of the will
Own treasures crippled before born
The human doctrine is to follow

Preyed upon the gutted
Individualization failed by amputation
Preyed upon the gutted
Becoming suffocated – bloodred evisceration

10. Sacrifice For Rebirth

Foreshadowed existence
Prenatal bonds sealed with blood
Hands painting a future in black
Where dormant unbred fruits lie enslaved

The uterine sacrificed
To be one with the Earth
The unborn bred
To live a future in red

Roaming freely through unconscious spheres
Where blood lashes the sacrificed
The seas where the unborn dwell free
Colored by blood – an ocean of thought – dead

Sacrifice, sacrifice
Sacrifice life

Bonds ripped, unities broken
Shadows' claws forced into the intestines
Gods shattered to be replaced by human gods
Faces ripped, lashed by pain – stained in blood

Colorful digging the guts (out) of the sacrificed
To search what's left for the ritual
Once found the heart – the shadow creeps
Into my soul – devourment strengthens the beast

Ritualized organs raised to the sky
Grim face in triumph, inversion gleams
Slaughtered – cannibalization is near
Awaiting the rebirth – of the human demon

Sacrifice, sacrifice
For rebirth