1. Past The Veil
Soft melody floats through the air
As the darkness grows closer
Open your eyes,
your emptiness haunts me inside
Stand without gravity,
I don't hear your goodbyes
Too immersed in this fire,
to tell the truth from a lie
Free my silence
Heal my soul
If I had just one more chance,
I'd know to make it right
Nothing but hindsight
Take what you need from me,
your fault is not my crime
I grasp at the empty depths
To the lace you once lived
Free my silence
Heal my soul
If I had just one more chance,
I'd know to make it right
Nothing but hindsight
Never saw past the veil
I never stood up to fight
I'm left broken
2. From The Ashes
My eyes are closed
but I lie awake and alone
My heart is frozen
and my soul has abandoned me
I battle through these days,
through these days so grey,
but I see no light beyond
This world brought me to my knees,
and my will to be is gone
I would walk through the storm,
just to hear your voice again
This storm will never end
I would give my life to see your smile
From the ashes the curse begins to rise
Remember me for who I was,
and remember the life we had
The fault lies not in her;
I beg you see her worth
Wrote yourself a tragic end,
and a new life was born
Try and take the life I love,
nothing of you I can see in her eyes
I would walk through the storm,
just to hear your voice again
This storm will never end
I would give my life to see your smile
From the ashes the curse begins to rise
I feel the pain, never be the same
Nowhere to go and no one to blame
Can't take the pain, wish you would stay
Rise from the ashes
I would walk through the storm,
just to hear your voice again
This storm will never end
I would give my life to see your smile
From the ashes the curse begins to rise
I can't stay here on my own
Not with her
I will forever pray to trade her life
For yours
3. The Chosen One
Darkness comes alive
I lay here in my bed, eyes wide
Leave the past behind,
I don't have what it takes
Tired of evil lies,
drowning his thoughts,
drinking his demons away
I give him mercy from the light
The only prayer from me tonight
Give me a sign,
I believe you're waiting
In my dreams,
you're the only one
Close my eyes,
here's the life I created
In my dreams, I'm the chosen one
I left for school today,
went with my friends,
they don't know I'm leaving
I said my goodbyes to the world
Time has passed me by,
punish the weak,
carry the torch of despair
Surrender my innocence away,
my story will be told one day
Give me a sign,
I believe you're waiting
In my dreams,
you're the only one
Close my eyes,
here's the life I created
In my dreams, I'm the chosen one
4. Destiny
There are no answers,
for questions asked
No prayers
Only illusions,
killing me inside
High above the emptiness I can't break
We were told
that we would find you there
Forgive me
when I don't believe your fairytales
Closing the door of fire
My creation is my destiny,
ashes turn to dust
Building a memory without you
I erase my mind of mystery,
silence was the curse
Living an endless dream,
no answers
Can't you see we're lost together
Miss your words,
the burning pain you caused me
They stare at me
Like white lights in the dark
Life, soul, body, and blood
My creation is my destiny,
ashes turn to dust
Building a memory without you
I erase my mind of mystery,
silence was the curse
Living an endless dream,
no answers
5. Darkest Sin
I close the door of sanity
There's only one more place to go
I reached for your love
I can't reach anymore
It's time to set me free
I await the light ahead
My pain is gone don't worry dad
Your wish is my command
I believe you will understand
Your insanity pushed me to the edge
I rise above to a better place
My darkest sin, has taken me away
Your world is not for me
I see darkness in your eyes
I need to leave you so you'll realize
I create a fantasy
To escape your tortured mind
She's my only saviour
Who I will find
I believe you will understand
Your insanity pushed me to the edge
I rise above to a better place
My darkest sin, has taken me away
6. My Peace
Why did you leave me,
how could she let you go
Left with a stranger,
lying in her room alone
I'm lost without you,
I need you by my side
Looking for answers,
watching the world collide
Mother may I have this wish
My last effort to make my peace
Take me to a better place
It's the life that I deserve
Drowning in anger,
drinking my pain away
Losing myself to this,
losing day by day
I see you there resting quietly,
her poem to the angels
Her moment to be free
Father may I have this wish
My last effort to make my peace
Take me from your hollow world
Your hell is not for me
Robbed of ambition,
I tried to live my life
No stars tonight,
just a broken destiny
DAD
"I no longer see a reason
to continue on this broken path
Being taken from day after day
has left me with nothing left to give
I do not hate you
I feel sorry for what you have become
And what you have turned me into
I hope for you this place I go to forgiving
And we can be as we once were
This world has lost it's light
I'm sorry"
Mother may I have this wish
My last effort to make my peace
Take me to a better place
It's the life that I deserve
7. Place Of Darkness
Awake in a nightmare,
too scared to see
I'm alone with no answers
I call your name,
waiting for a helping hand
I scream and I run from the shadows
Hear their voice,
feel the pain from their sorrows
I see hell, but where is my heaven
My darkest sin must be unforgiving
Oh, take me away from your lies
Holding on to a wish, to wake from it all
I hear their screams they're calling me
To this place of darkness
Their hopeless cries of agony
Take me away forever
Reach for an answer deep inside
I'll be watching over you my child
I'm lost without you, you were my hope
I can't be here forever
I feel your soul
watching down over me
See the fear
Cut the rope of impurity,
Cleanse my soul
or I'm bound for eternity
Wipe my tears,
I'm lost with my weakness
Why am I here,
I pray for forgiveness
Oh, take me away from your lies
Holding on to a wish, to wake from it all
I hear their screams they're calling me
To this place of darkness
Their hopeless cries of agony
Take me away forever
Reach for an answer deep inside
I'll be watching over you my child
8. Welcome To Eternity
I sit amongst the sick and dying
Fight the urge to see,
embrace the dark ahead
I can't escape the screams and crying,
this isn't what I wanted
My only goal to see your face,
feel your warmth again
To be wrapped in your embrace,
trapped without an end
Welcome to Eternity,
where I lose my faith
and lost reality
I'll fight for my revenge
The sun shall never greet my eyes
Looking up as I descend,
The heat burns
The light is growing dimmer now
No sounds, no light, nothing
You've made your final choice
You thought, you'd have it all
When you crossed into this world
Welcome to Eternity,
where I lose my faith
and lost reality
I'll fight for my revenge
The sun shall never greet my eyes
Again
9. Sacrifice
I need for you
to hear these words
Another angel
has fallen from grace
The love I never felt,
the scars I bared
All those words you said to me
Did they satisfy your anger,
and heal your misery
Where were you,
when I took my final steps
When I sacrificed it all,
you turned away from me
And I have no forgiveness,
Nothing left
When your world
Begins to fall
Bittersweet sense
of loneliness
10. Rest My Child
I look back,
just to see you smile
Remember the time
you were here
Our moments gone,
my life will fade away
I can't forgive
the things I've done
Rest my child, your sorrow is over
A new life has just begun
I'm running away, but I can't take
I can't take this anymore
And I want you to know
That I was wrong
Now I'm alone, forever I deserve
Promise me you'll return
Time is over now, just another day
I gave you nothing to the world
Rest my child, your sorrow is over
A new life has just begun
I'm running away, but I can't take
I can't take this anymore
And I want you to know
That I was wrong
11. Purgatory
The face of fear
is all you see
There are no new days coming
Forever in this place you'll be
Stuck with fear and running
A special place
for broken souls
Who chose to take themselves,
both young and old,
invited here
What I thought what I wanted,
the sacrifice I've made
This is the face of evil
I'm lost and fallen
We welcome you with open arms
Forever I'm lost in the dark
The screams you hear
are just like you
Awaiting death so stark
A special place
for broken souls
Who chose to take themselves,
both young and old,
invited here
What I thought what I wanted,
the sacrifice I've made
This is the face of evil
I'm lost and fallen
12. Revelation
You're the picture
that I hoped for,
you're the missing part I need
Cure my only weakness,
the lies that I believed
The time has come
to start our lives
Needing you was my life
Take my hand,
hold it forever,
guide my soul to freedom
Give me hope change my life
I found my way home
The fear is gone,
my pain will fade away
Promise me it's my home
Let me know
That you're out there
and that you know I'm here
Be my angel, my soul awakener
Show me that I'm still alive
Take my hand,
hold it forever,
guide my soul to freedom
Give me hope change my life
I found my way home