1. I Rape Myself

Now I'm standing here alone at the of the road
screaming into the emptiness.
Why did we start this way together,
(although) it was clear to me I would end up all alone
(completely) broken and misused by love!'

I rape myself and I don't know why,
this whole thing makes no sence, no sence at all!

Have you ever understood me,
Have you ever felt the same,
Have you ever looked in my eyes,
Burry my starving heart...

I rape myself and I don't know why,
this whole thing makes no sence, no sence at all!

My heart was a present
But you didn't understand
You weren't ready to go until the end together (beside me)
That is why I'm standing here all alone
screaming into the emptiness...

I rape myself and I don't know why,
this whole thing makes no sence, no sence at all!

2. Song About Killing

I'm here to kill
I'm here to die
I feel this pain
I have this hate
you teach me love
you teach me fear
but now you getting it all back,
(and my reasons are just trivial...)

try to run away
but belive me,to die is your fate...

this song is about killing
a loveletter just for you
lets make it right
lets make it clear
no– one wants you here!!!

all I want is to kill
I want you dead
the price is too high
my life's to short
(I'm sick of hunting you)
you are my shadow
you are my demon
you have to burn for my joy

I'll watch you burn

so you better run,before I'll watch you burn

try to run away
but belive me,to die is your fate...

this song is about killing
a loveletter just for you
lets make it right
lets make it clear
no– one wants you here!!!

3. It's Our Burden To Bleed

in our world fire burns brightly
take care or you get hurt.
flames kiss you goodnight,
ashes is whats left behind.
you're dead in my head,
in our world you cry,

we've gone too far now,
we fell too deep-
it's our burden's to bleed

we kill you all, kill you...

we've gone too far,
we fell too deep,
didn't you see, it's our burden to bleed...
our life was just a lie,
our way just pain.
what happened, what's left behind?

we've gone too far now,
we fell too deep-
it's our burden's to bleed

we kill you all, die...

what's left behind?

(just the shadows of our guilty mind,
come on sweet death,
we expect your lovely kiss!!!)

4. Nothing Is Forever

Certainty of emptyness, trustfull
new pain and thougts of the path
2mal there is just one constance...
nothings for ever!!!

Time of calm and peace,
time to look inside,
relic pictures of past,black & white deceives,
uncovers the glance for my grief
nothings for ever!!!

(from above the dark sky of the night
watches instructive my inner fight,)

I gave my heart, my blood,
nothing is forever(but eternaty)

time of calm and peace,
time to look inside,
relic pictures of past,black & white deceives,
uncovers the glance for my grief
nothings for ever!!!

And in the end only haze remains
nothing is forever

I gave my heart, my blood,
nothing is forever(but eternaty)

certainty of fate,fatal emptyness...
An empty hope for future,
how shapeless (the) fate shows;
I fight for something eternal...

Time of calm and peace,
time to look inside,
relic pictures of past,black & white deceives,
uncovers the glance for my grief
nothings for ever!!!

5. Together Alone

Your life is life, mine is just a lie!!!

Time passes by,
everything flows in the same stream
and we are driving down the river..
I pause and let you go.
My tears whip the river
There I stand, stiff for ever
Singing this song of mourning

My cradle is full of hope,
I don't give up,
I break the wall
(and fight,forever for my joy...)

You're going your own way,
floating in another dream.
you feel no fear, no doubt,
your power keeps you real...
There will be new paths,
no doubt and well-fed fears,
We will go our ways alone, together alone.

Let's Go...

Your life is life, mine is just a lie!!!

6. My Fiction Beauty

Waiting to breathe out,
I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away...

sweet shadows are calling me,
my heart feels free to beat.
it's all about you, my fiction beauty,
you are the one who could save me!!!

save me,
you were the avenger-
a shining ILLUSION of my lust
a shining ILLUSION of my trust

sweet shadows are calling me,
My heart is scared to beat,
it's all about you, my fiction beauty,
you are the one who could kill me!!!

save me,
you were the avenger-
a shining ILLUSION of my lust
a shining ILLUSION of my trust

sweet shadows are calling me,
my heart feels too weak to beat.
it's all about you, my fiction beauty,
you are the one who killed me!!!

save me,
you were the avenger-
a shining ILLUSION of my lust
a shining ILLUSION of my trust

Waiting to breathe out,
I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away...

7. No More 2nd Chances

WHAT IS THE MEANING,
WHICH IS THE DRIVE THAT KEEPS ON HURTING YOU?
MY WORDS ARE A DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD-
MY WOUNDS ARE YOUR SCARS OF TOMORROW!

No more 2nd chances,
no more fucking chances

EVERY STEP I MAKE IS WRONG,
ITS LIKE A (FUCKING) NIGHTMARE
AND THERE ARE NO MORE 2ND CHANCES!!!

No more 2nd chances,
no more fucking chances

ALL I CAN SEE IS A HORIZON OF PAIN (AND HATRED),
I just reflect cold emotions...
AND I DESERVE THE PAIN-
MAYBE I'LL WAKE UP ONE DAY!?

No more 2nd chances,no more fucking chances

8. I Refuse To Keep On Living

Red, blood-red
No matter where I look at,
I'm waiting in a sea of blood...

Where has time gone,
what has happened in the dark?
Memmories of fear,cries, noise, silence...

A new day, old routine,
I refuse to keep on living such sad life.

Help me out,
I try to run away-
Help me out,I know you can save me today
Save me this time...

A new day, old routine,
I refuse to keep on living such sad life.
Red, blood-red
No matter where I look at,
I'm waiting in a sea of blood...

I'll go out into the street.
Staring eyes, laughing mouths,
What have I done, what have I missed?
(I run to escape from this storm of ignorance
But no matter where I end, ignorance...)

Help me out,
I try to run away-
Help me out,I know you can save me today
Save me this time...

(The dark...
I enjoy the silence, no one there,
I see myself,circling wild,time lapse...)
Am I at home, am I save?
I look into the mirror,
screaming laughter, worse than before...

Help me out,
I try to run away-
Help me out,I know you can save me today
Save me this time....
I refuse to keep on living such sad life.

9. Sick Of Running Away

I have no energy to be,
where is my will and drive to be happy?
You're giving me hope,
but everything seems to be illusion and smoke
for love,for life,for surrender!!!

Just one word and I'll be yours,
just one touch and I'll burn again...

just one word for a new time-
cause in your eyes-I see my self,
I'm sick of running away

but in your eyes what do I mean?
A name, one among of thousend others?
Nasty and sweet are my thougts but my desire can't be satisfied
for love,for life,for surrender!!!

The worst shall be over now,
your mental beautyness was stunning,
my feeling for myself is overgrown of dried plants
and I'm sick of running away!!!

just one word for a new time-
cause in your eyes-I see my self,
I'm sick of running away

just one word and I'll be yours,
just one touch and I'll burn again...

10. Moment Of Clarity

I am willing to suffer,
to bleed-to die for the things I care about
but it's like kissing the lips of my dead love-
like touching her dead cold white skin

I choose to look back-
to see myself
I never wanted to hurt you again
I choose to look back-
to see myself
I never wanted to loose you again

I have been here before,ground zero
the past is a gaping hole

my only chance is to turn around and face it
I choose to look back to see myself-
for her love
for her heart
for her trust
for her love I'm reborn...

I choose to look back-
to see myself
I never wanted to hurt you again
I choose to look back-
to see myself
I never wanted to loose you again

11. Army Of Me

Stand up you've got to manage
I won't sympathize anymore

And if you complain once more
You meet an army of me

You're alright
There's nothing wrong
Self-sufficience please!
And get to work

And if you complain once more
You meet an army of me

You're on your own now
We won't save you

We won't save you

You're on your own now
We won't save you
Your rescue-squad
Is too exhausted

And if you complain once more
You meet an army of me

12. Room Of Nowhere

Coldness surrounds me,
i'm filled with fear
in this room of nowhere...

tell me where is my soul
I move in the dark
tell me where is my soul
well-fed from hatred

screamings surround me,
kill or die, (your soul is our desire )
in this room of nowhere...

tell me where is my soul
I move in the dark
tell me where is my soul
well-fed from hatred

masters of (the) fire
teach me your art
in this room of nowhere...

tell me where is my soul
I move in the dark
tell me where is my soul
well-fed from hatred