1. No Reason

Ever heard my suffer
I wonder why, is this real
What have you done to me
For no reason at all

And I feared
You don't seem
Just gave up
Why...do you care

Everything is lost
All hope is gone
And I even won't complain
For this is my way of the cross

And I feared for this to happen
You do not seem to care
Just gave up all we had
Don't you bother
Don't you fucking care

Do you care

And still I try to forget
It keeps on running inside my mind
Alone...

2. Forgotten

Trying to hide your face on my shoulder
Cannot change the way you feel for me

Don't want to see you cry
When you think of me

I know it's hurting you seeing me like this
You will remember this for the longest time

Don't let these images become a curse

Illusions in words confusing me
Your voice sounds so unreal

Don't tell me you cannot forget
I see future black

Just waiting for my day to come
To be released from agony

What's the use of holding on,
the few more times I'll see the sun

3. Inner Battle

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4. Beyond...

On your way searching tranquillity
lots of images pass your mind
Most of them are coloured black
They disillusionize your mood

Your once beloved one has left you behind
There is no way back, there is no turning-point
It's like a curse spoken... on you

The end so near

Your diary's last pages filled with blood-red ink
Telling your last destiny
Heaven or hell...
Your death cannot wait any longer

You climbed for her the highest mountains
Filled her life with preciousness
Thinking it would last forever
What a fool you have been
Believing she really cared for you

5. Broken

Behind these eyes and their colourful lustre
hides a place of shades and dim
By no winds dark clouds can be driven
My silent grief will never be heard

Come on and walk with me into reality
Dance with me untill my shadow sleeps

Feelings of sadness and betrayal
flowing through my empty veins
It resembles my deepest sorrow
As the mist resembles the rain

Pushed aside and left behind
My memory is slowly fading away
Though thinking of your empty words
haunts me every day, every single day

Your vows are all broken
The echoes I cannot believe
How could you ever forget
and live on with this deceit

All these useless conversations
floating into the darkest night
Same mistakes over and over
Finally I see a different life

Come and walk with me...

6. Oppressed Natives

Once a mighty tribe full of pride
one with nature till white man arrived
They came for trade in name of their king
Exchanging slavery and hate

Dying of violence and foreign disease
Defending their holy ground
Their native belief

Exiled from their land
Deprived from their faith
Brave warriors in battle were slain

For centuries condemned to live in reservations
Another example of so-called annihilation

After all those years nothing is changing
Prejudice and death are still here reign

7. Silent Tears

His needs controlling his mind
His heart is beating fast
among their anxious eyes

This easy prey's heart is bleeding
Wishing it's just a dream
In this silent moment...
The serpent's desires allayed

They look deep inside as cold as ice
The ink-stained memories forever stay
They look deep inside as cold as ice

And they look deep inside as cold as your eyes
And they look deep inside as cold as ice

One night's crying can't make up for years of denial
But all things will come to an end

Torment and damnation will not last forever
After darkness there will always be light
The angels will expel the demons out of your mind, life, mind

8. Passionate Dance

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9. Caught By Deceit

A fear to be alone
has driven us apart

In your hollow eyes I sense the ultimate frost
A story never to be told

Caught by deceit
We dance on a river's stream

Although survived a storm of pervading insane words
This stream is flowing to the sea

I haven't trusted my distrust
Now my wariness, it lets me down
No place to go
My fate remains still unknown

A disgrace is banished from my insane mind
Yet my harm, it tends to hate

10. Shadows Of The Past

The dawn has reached the sky
What does the darkness try to hide
Shadows overrun the sunlight
Nocturnal violence took it's price

Diabolic evil minds
They rule atrocious bestial crowds
Ideas seem to fade away
as their presence is shown by howls

The dawn has reached the sky
Shadows overrun the sunlight

Confusion, don't let the shadows rule your life
Existence, hold up the sun and humanize
Eyes betray their parlous lies
Their purpose should be known by now

Anxiety for improvement
Trying to neglect their appearance
Forced into seclusion
Secrecy has caused your breakdown

In the darkness you fear for your life
When the shadows appear into your mind
Your dreams seems to turn to dust
The desire you feel deep inside

11. Alone

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12. Silent Tears

His needs controlling his mind
His heart is beating fast
among their anxious eyes

This easy prey's heart is bleeding
Wishing it's just a dream
In this silent moment...
The serpent's desires allayed

They look deep inside as cold as ice
The ink-stained memories forever stay
They look deep inside as cold as ice

And they look deep inside as cold as your eyes
And they look deep inside as cold as ice

One night's crying can't make up for years of denial
But all things will come to an end

Torment and damnation will not last forever
After darkness there will always be light
The angels will expel the demons out of your mind, life, mind

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14. Broken

Behind these eyes and their colourful lustre
hides a place of shades and dim
By no winds dark clouds can be driven
My silent grief will never be heard

Come on and walk with me into reality
Dance with me untill my shadow sleeps

Feelings of sadness and betrayal
flowing through my empty veins
It resembles my deepest sorrow
As the mist resembles the rain

Pushed aside and left behind
My memory is slowly fading away
Though thinking of your empty words
haunts me every day, every single day

Your vows are all broken
The echoes I cannot believe
How could you ever forget
and live on with this deceit

All these useless conversations
floating into the darkest night
Same mistakes over and over
Finally I see a different life

Come and walk with me...

15. Mirror Of Serenity

I am staring in glass
I see someone that is standing
Who looks a lot like me

Staring in glass, I see someone
Standing who looks a lot but is not me
Just my split identity

The paradise throws me on ice
And I awake with a scream

Can't you see the light, can't you see the time
That is cutting open my sorrowfull eyes

And I am a person who doesn't bleed
from a thousand wounds
I have finally overwon my life
With me go content and moral
and disappear forever
I have finally overwon life

The road I walk is grey
Without reflections, full of delusions
And I don't know where I should go

In the mirror I see my infinity
My crying infinity

I am staring in glass
I am standing alone

And I am a person who doesn't
bleed from a thousands wounds
I have finally overwon my life
With me go content and moral
and disappear forever
I have finally overwon life

Right before me I see my solemn eyes
Looking in the mirror of serenity
They are shining so mysterious
and wide
Even already resigned,
almost immovably

In the mirror I see my infinity
My crying infinity

16. Mirror Of Serenity

I am staring in glass
I see someone that is standing
Who looks a lot like me

Staring in glass, I see someone
Standing who looks a lot but is not me
Just my split identity

The paradise throws me on ice
And I awake with a scream

Can't you see the light, can't you see the time
That is cutting open my sorrowfull eyes

And I am a person who doesn't bleed
from a thousand wounds
I have finally overwon my life
With me go content and moral
and disappear forever
I have finally overwon life

The road I walk is grey
Without reflections, full of delusions
And I don't know where I should go

In the mirror I see my infinity
My crying infinity

I am staring in glass
I am standing alone

And I am a person who doesn't
bleed from a thousands wounds
I have finally overwon my life
With me go content and moral
and disappear forever
I have finally overwon life

Right before me I see my solemn eyes
Looking in the mirror of serenity
They are shining so mysterious
and wide
Even already resigned,
almost immovably

In the mirror I see my infinity
My crying infinity

17. Inner Sense

Living In The Winter of my Life
Only Misery Is What is Left
My Feelings Slowly Disappear
Will I Ever see The Sun Again

I Can Not Believe
Everything I Wished and Hoped for Is Over now
This Punishment weeps away
My Will for Living On
My Inner Sense

And I Can Not believe
Everything I Wished and Hoped for Is Over now
This Punishment weeps away
My Will for Living On
My Inner Sense

Hiding in My Own Fantasies
Dreams That are Worth For Living On
Decisions That I Make my Own
My Dream seemed so much More

My Inner Sense seems Long Lost Before
Confusion And A Revelation Within

Living In The Winter of my Life
Only Misery Is What is Left
My Feelings Slowly Disappear
Will I Ever see The Sun Again

18. Mental Affection

Manipulated By His Thoughts
Unknown Of His Ideas
They Gather and Reveal Their Victorious Notions
Transmigration has Been Complete

Manipulated By His Thoughts
Unknown Of His Ideas
They Gather and Reveal Their
Victorious Notions Complete

Their Minds Have Been Erased
Religious People Becoming Insane
Peaceful Man Are Changing In
To Evil Ones He Is To Blame
Only He Is To Blame

Mental Affection Rules Your Life
See the World Blind
Psychotic Reactions In Your Mind
Hate Is What You Will Find

They Uncoditionally Carry Out His Vulgarness
Its An Endless way of Conquest
His aim is to Rule the World With A Strong Hand
At The Expense Of His Unscrupulous Slaves
His power Will Never End

Mental Affection Rules Your Life
See the World Blind
Psychotic Reactions In Your Mind
Hate Is What You Will Find

19. Slough Of Despond

In silence I am wandering
Can't avoid the screaming words
I try to make up my mind
All this thinking makes me blind
No control in my mind

And I open my eyes
Don't know what to do
I'm searching for answers
But they are all untrue

There's a never ending pain
Which is tearing me apart
Never ending insanity
And your darkness makes it hard

In silence I was wandering
Couldn't avoid the screaming words
I tried to make up my mind
All this thinking made me blind
The reason for my suicide

20. Solitude

Feeling like I lived my life
Repose takes over control
It seems that I am sleeping tight
Though peace fulfils my darkest soul

Memories from behind my mind
Turn out to exist for real
No resistance against the decline
My feelings go back in time

I want to close my eyes
See just what I want to see
It's so much easier
To think that it's not coming down to me

And all those...
Feelings deep from inside my soul
Turn out to exist for real
No resistance against the decline
My memories go back in time

Like a drift of empathy
Drowning in my mood
Quiet like a silent night
My last breath reveals a light

And I want to close my life
See no more than I can see
It's so much easier
To think that it's not coming down to me

21. Last Words

The time is slowing passing by
My emotions increasing by the time
In this the day of final goodbye?
No one is able to tell

Can't you hear, can't you see
What your last words mean to me?
Can't you hear, can't you see
What this all means to me?

Insecurituy fulfills my mind
Reality is what you leave behind
I wish you could fly away
To a place of immortality

Every night the same old frightening dream
Curious about where life and death may be
My thoughts will never go into rest
Before these last words are spoken again

Constantly there is that pain
Thoughts in my sick mind
Tears are flowing like the rain
Insanity takes over again

22. The Dreamer's Path

On a voyage
Within a restless mind
Observing his imaginations
Chaos is what you will find

He slinks on black silent feet
Invisible following life
Not a trace of hate
No semblance of the truth

Walking down
A line of no reality
I see his dream
It's one on of me

The dreamers path

Pictures reflect his emotions
As an artefact projected
On a snow-white screen
Images and all these faces
No they are not as perfect as they seem to be

Rambling between fountains of light
Passing the radiant squares of the scarlet sea
Along blue mountains of the mourning
The dreamers is on his way again

23. Disguised Ignorance

Lifting my eyes I feel the hatred coming out
Reality is scaring the hell out of me
Cruelties of people who believe in their own destiny
Compulsion of your soul into deceitful confidence

Power abuse for their own welfare
With an evil intent they hide their own thoughts
A crystal illumination is what the prophet foretold
With a visual revelation of their disgusted ignorance

What to they receive for wasting their lives?
Illuminating answers to the questions which arise
Nobody knows what cooperation is about
Why are they so mentally blind?

Inconsistent regulations
Creating forced obligations
Exploiting harmless followers
Causing a worldwide genocide

24. Where The Moon Meets The Sea

My mind seems barren wasteland
Lost within myself
The ttruth is a thousand lies
Within the bound of your love

I stare at the horizon
Where the moon meets the sea
It's extend and it's brightness
Reflects the coldness deep inside of me
My life is so blind, can't you see?

Clouds of darkness fill the sky
I look at it and wonder why
I sail across this mental sea
Searching new answers just for me

Now that time has healed my wounds
New love relieves my mind
But forever in my memory
Is the pain you left behind

And then you stare deep inside of me
As far as no one else can see

My mind was barren wasteland
Lost within ourselves
The truth lived a thousands lies
Within the bounds of our love

25. Scars

Proud of scars you gave to others
Hordes of people scarred for life
Murder so-called enemies
At the end you're gonna pay the price

A brutal attempt
To have a race dead
Revolted acts
To show your mighty force

Seeing so much suffering
Causing everlasting pain
Haunting people into death
But there is nothing you gave gained

26. Slough Of Despond

In silence I am wandering
Can't avoid the screaming words
I try to make up my mind
All this thinking makes me blind
No control in my mind

And I open my eyes
Don't know what to do
I'm searching for answers
But they are all untrue

There's a never ending pain
Which is tearing me apart
Never ending insanity
And your darkness makes it hard

In silence I was wandering
Couldn't avoid the screaming words
I tried to make up my mind
All this thinking made me blind
The reason for my suicide

27. Disguised Ignorance

Lifting my eyes I feel the hatred coming out
Reality is scaring the hell out of me
Cruelties of people who believe in their own destiny
Compulsion of your soul into deceitful confidence

Power abuse for their own welfare
With an evil intent they hide their own thoughts
A crystal illumination is what the prophet foretold
With a visual revelation of their disgusted ignorance

What to they receive for wasting their lives?
Illuminating answers to the questions which arise
Nobody knows what cooperation is about
Why are they so mentally blind?

Inconsistent regulations
Creating forced obligations
Exploiting harmless followers
Causing a worldwide genocide

28. Lovelorn

Her last hour has come to past
Together we whisper her last
I'm trying to hide the tears
Created by my own fears

Now it's time to let her go
Time to relieve my soul

Holding her hand
Thought she would understand
Whishing that she could stay with me
So much to say
Now that she's on her way
Starting her unknown journey

Holding her hand
She's slipping through like sand
Wishing that she would stay with me
Together as one
The time for her has come
As she's turning her eyes away

I wish I could guide her
Lead her over all these lonely paths
Her time has come
I see you relieved
It makes me sad.

Holding her hand
Thought she would understand
Whishing that she could stay with me
So much to say
Now that she's on her way
Starting her unknown journey

Our separation is now complete
Why did she leave me so alone
Now that she's gone
Her love disappeared
I'm feeling cold

29. Shadows

The dawn has reached the sky
What does the darkness trying to hide
Shadows overrun the sunlight
Nocturnal violence took it's price

Diabolic evil minds
They rule atrocious bestial crowds
Ideas seem to fade away
As their presence is shown by howls

The dawn has reached the sky.
Shadows overrun the sunlight.

Confusion – Don't let the shadows rule your life
Existence – Hold up the sun and humanize
Eyes betray their parlous lies
Their purpose should be known by now

Anxiety for improvements
Crying to neglect their appearance
Forced into seclusion
Secrecy has forced your breakdown

The dawn has reached the sky.
Shadows overrun the sunlight.

In the darkness you fear your life
When the shadows appear into your mind
Your dreams seem to turn into dust
The desire you feel deep inside

30. The Dreamer's Path

On a voyage
Within a restless mind
Observing his imaginations
Chaos is what you will find

He slinks on black silent feet
Invisible following life
Not a trace of hate
No semblance of the truth

Walking down
A line of no reality
I see his dream
It's one on of me

The dreamers path

Pictures reflect his emotions
As an artefact projected
On a snow-white screen
Images and all these faces
No they are not as perfect as they seem to be

Rambling between fountains of light
Passing the radiant squares of the scarlet sea
Along blue mountains of the mourning
The dreamers is on his way again