1. This Day You Regret

Suddenly, the sun at it's highest peak on my life's brightest day
I will never forget this day you regret
All I can do is turn my back
Never felt this empty inside
Arms open wide
But there's no place for me to hide

What were you thinking?
Can you think at all?
Can you bear the consequences?
Can you feel anything at all?

The truth or your lives
I don't know what is left to believe
I'll save myself once more
Don't you dare to reach out to me

Fooled yourself and brought me down
This pain is much too real
Do you see what you have done?
My wounds will never ever heal

2. Ignorant

Seemingly controlled monotone breathing
It cannot hide I'm raging within
Loose your vanity so you can admit
The kiss of Judas on my lips

Balancing the rope, spinning the wheel
Putting your thumbs on the scales
I guess you've got something to say
Now don't spill clichйs

Take a trip down to memory lane with me
Then you'll know what the fuck I mean
Think it over, watch it come down
The end draws near as I'm closing in

Ignorant
Following the red trace
Unaware of the things to come
Unknowingly injected by the virus
Am I not the only one?
Ignorant
Unaware of the things to come
Ignorant
Am I not the only one?

3. Behind Lines

Sleep can't catch me
These deformed pictures taunting my mind
Recycling a non stop visible vortex
Snapshots creating a Polaroid past

Seeing minutes turning into hours
Nights turning back to days
The light I see is hurting me
Not going to struggle on this way
Greed was your only entertainment
Still hoping for an erased trail to find
Growing envy triggered the need for more
Leading you behind the lines

Your life, to me it's aimless
Your heart being dread less
You won't leave me chainless
Thinking you are...Godless

4. Schwarzes Licht

Leaning out of the window
Breathing, my eyes wide open
Embracing this shaft of light

Feeling Frightened, timorously waiting
Hoping, for my rebirth to come
Striding for that open door

Black is the light, that sticks to my retina
Black is the light, that whispers of hope

Black is the light that haunts me
Another dawn, another stroke
The searing pain prevails

Das Schwartze Licht
Es nimmt mir die kraft
Es nimmit mir die hoffnung
Ohne furcht in das nichts hinein

I open my eyes, feeling the cold
I hear the cries, smelling humid soil
My bones are broken, yet I'm running
Floating on a pitch black effect

Feel the effects, of a black sear
My lungs are tattered, my eyes are shut
The last image in my retina

5. Sweet Cyanide

Don't act so ingenuously
You know you let me fall
Don't play your tricks on me
You know you're the cause of it all

I know what they're saying
That my sun soon starts to fade
What they say it is not true
My rays are pointing out to you

Wiped my tears away
This desolation makes me strong
Cannot stand this punishment
At the end I will walk alone

Sweet Cyanide
This time I choose my own way
Sweet Cyanide
Easy exit on the fast lane

Broken dreams in my mind
My confidence shamelessly betrayed
This act of obsession
There's always one escape

6. Blind

Blindfolded... you're leaving me behind
To keep me from the daylight
Where I would find your intentions
Pertaining to the night

Surrounded by unbreakable walls
Left behind chained in an empty room
Crawling in dark, imprisoned in silence
Climbed the ladder too soon

I'm blind, I crawl
I'm blind and crawling

Every time I start to trust my feelings
The agony of doubt pulls me into distress
Now I remember how I felt
This rope tied around my neck

Didn't stand a chance ever since we met
Just too blind... to see the signs
This is not what I am looking for
No matter what you do...

And again I waited way too long
This was never my intention
Please believe...
And again I numbed your will to live
This was never my intention
Please believe...

7. Guess Again

Seeing no justice in this world
Created a distance intentionally
You left me standing all alone
Now I'm waiting, digested by uncertainties

Can not deny that you amazed me
I'm still dazed and stumbling around
It's nothing to what's coming to you
Couldn't be more wrong thinking you could keep me for a fool

It was your choice to be so self-contained
Why should I feel sorry for you?
Your silent end is really a deception
I'm just sorry it wasn't me who caused you to fall through

Guess again
Held my breath for way too long
Guess again
Now I can't take it anymore
Guess again
I know it's hard to believe that what you see is real

Take another look and... guess again
Held my breath for way too long... guess again
Now I can't take anymore

Take another look and guess again
The long lost past restored

8. Self-Inflicted

Your courageous insanity follows
Indefinable ways of your infinite mind
Temperature's rising fast
Minutes before your world collide

The truth drifting further away
Paranoia insomnia taking over
This guilt forcing you to confess
Trapped by the conscience you never knew you possessed

Self-Inflicted
Don't believe what you feel
Self-Inflicted
Now look again, have faith in me

Acting like an innocent victim
Did you forget your pain is self-inflicted?
Remember you changed your own fate?
Unable to break the fall

I know it's hard to believe... but for real
That what you see is real... can't accept it
I'm reaching out, please accept
This doubt is slowly killing me

9. As You Speak

As you speak once again
I feel the anger in my veins
Thick bloodcluts speeding
Through my blood banes

Pathetic passion
For glamour, living the lie
Dispirit conversations
Turned compassion into rage
Wasted too much time, you fucking clown

Desperately seeking for my loyalty
Indignity your only salvation
It's far too late, I'm breaking this chain

Once you ignite
The fire, the heat will burn relentlessly
Wounds will heal, but stains remain
Recalling my long lost pride
We'll meet again one day

Choking, gasping, forced beyond lanes
Tides are changing, I'm reclaiming the crown
Choking, gasping, forced beyond lanes
Restoring my faith, enjoying your pain

Bracing the ties
He's sulking... luring him
Into my web with my intricate lies
I love it when they struggle

10. Pitch Black

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