1. Inner Sense

Living In The Winter of my Life
Only Misery Is What is Left
My Feelings Slowly Disappear
Will I Ever see The Sun Again

I Can Not Believe
Everything I Wished and Hoped for Is Over now
This Punishment weeps away
My Will for Living On
My Inner Sense

And I Can Not believe
Everything I Wished and Hoped for Is Over now
This Punishment weeps away
My Will for Living On
My Inner Sense

Hiding in My Own Fantasies
Dreams That are Worth For Living On
Decisions That I Make my Own
My Dream seemed so much More

My Inner Sense seems Long Lost Before
Confusion And A Revelation Within

Living In The Winter of my Life
Only Misery Is What is Left
My Feelings Slowly Disappear
Will I Ever see The Sun Again

2. Mental Affection

Manipulated By His Thoughts
Unknown Of His Ideas
They Gather and Reveal Their Victorious Notions
Transmigration has Been Complete

Manipulated By His Thoughts
Unknown Of His Ideas
They Gather and Reveal Their
Victorious Notions Complete

Their Minds Have Been Erased
Religious People Becoming Insane
Peaceful Man Are Changing In
To Evil Ones He Is To Blame
Only He Is To Blame

Mental Affection Rules Your Life
See the World Blind
Psychotic Reactions In Your Mind
Hate Is What You Will Find

They Uncoditionally Carry Out His Vulgarness
Its An Endless way of Conquest
His aim is to Rule the World With A Strong Hand
At The Expense Of His Unscrupulous Slaves
His power Will Never End

Mental Affection Rules Your Life
See the World Blind
Psychotic Reactions In Your Mind
Hate Is What You Will Find

3. Slough Of Despond

In silence I am wandering
Can't avoid the screaming words
I try to make up my mind
All this thinking makes me blind
No control in my mind

And I open my eyes
Don't know what to do
I'm searching for answers
But they are all untrue

There's a never ending pain
Which is tearing me apart
Never ending insanity
And your darkness makes it hard

In silence I was wandering
Couldn't avoid the screaming words
I tried to make up my mind
All this thinking made me blind
The reason for my suicide

4. Solitude

Feeling like I lived my life
Repose takes over control
It seems that I am sleeping tight
Though peace fulfils my darkest soul

Memories from behind my mind
Turn out to exist for real
No resistance against the decline
My feelings go back in time

I want to close my eyes
See just what I want to see
It's so much easier
To think that it's not coming down to me

And all those...
Feelings deep from inside my soul
Turn out to exist for real
No resistance against the decline
My memories go back in time

Like a drift of empathy
Drowning in my mood
Quiet like a silent night
My last breath reveals a light

And I want to close my life
See no more than I can see
It's so much easier
To think that it's not coming down to me

5. Last Words

The time is slowing passing by
My emotions increasing by the time
In this the day of final goodbye?
No one is able to tell

Can't you hear, can't you see
What your last words mean to me?
Can't you hear, can't you see
What this all means to me?

Insecurituy fulfills my mind
Reality is what you leave behind
I wish you could fly away
To a place of immortality

Every night the same old frightening dream
Curious about where life and death may be
My thoughts will never go into rest
Before these last words are spoken again

Constantly there is that pain
Thoughts in my sick mind
Tears are flowing like the rain
Insanity takes over again

6. The Dreamer's Path

On a voyage
Within a restless mind
Observing his imaginations
Chaos is what you will find

He slinks on black silent feet
Invisible following life
Not a trace of hate
No semblance of the truth

Walking down
A line of no reality
I see his dream
It's one on of me

The dreamers path

Pictures reflect his emotions
As an artefact projected
On a snow-white screen
Images and all these faces
No they are not as perfect as they seem to be

Rambling between fountains of light
Passing the radiant squares of the scarlet sea
Along blue mountains of the mourning
The dreamers is on his way again

7. Disguised Ignorance

Lifting my eyes I feel the hatred coming out
Reality is scaring the hell out of me
Cruelties of people who believe in their own destiny
Compulsion of your soul into deceitful confidence

Power abuse for their own welfare
With an evil intent they hide their own thoughts
A crystal illumination is what the prophet foretold
With a visual revelation of their disgusted ignorance

What to they receive for wasting their lives?
Illuminating answers to the questions which arise
Nobody knows what cooperation is about
Why are they so mentally blind?

Inconsistent regulations
Creating forced obligations
Exploiting harmless followers
Causing a worldwide genocide

8. Where The Moon Meets The Sea

My mind seems barren wasteland
Lost within myself
The ttruth is a thousand lies
Within the bound of your love

I stare at the horizon
Where the moon meets the sea
It's extend and it's brightness
Reflects the coldness deep inside of me
My life is so blind, can't you see?

Clouds of darkness fill the sky
I look at it and wonder why
I sail across this mental sea
Searching new answers just for me

Now that time has healed my wounds
New love relieves my mind
But forever in my memory
Is the pain you left behind

And then you stare deep inside of me
As far as no one else can see

My mind was barren wasteland
Lost within ourselves
The truth lived a thousands lies
Within the bounds of our love

9. Scars

Proud of scars you gave to others
Hordes of people scarred for life
Murder so-called enemies
At the end you're gonna pay the price

A brutal attempt
To have a race dead
Revolted acts
To show your mighty force

Seeing so much suffering
Causing everlasting pain
Haunting people into death
But there is nothing you gave gained