1. Requiem For A Soul Request
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2. Ashes In The Rain
The ruins of my life, are building my hate
Again the eternal time, is taking me
So slow, that I can''t breathe
So I burn all my traumas
I know what I am, close to my end
I can ride, on a cloud of tears
The destiny of my light, decliness the fear
Misery is shattering, my will
The silent sea of sorrow, drowns my essence
The grief of limitation, dazzles my future
Astral lines fuse the dimension
Where my soul (wants to go)
Some feeling dance on the horizons
As the sadness (fills me)
"Like the mountains of the moon
My existence is confused"
Solitude and vagrancy, the main eqilibrium
To search a new deep dimension
In my eternal disgrace
The enxieties will never disappear
Charred years of desolation, now fall into
The black drops of agony,
As the beauty of my life is getting lost
The storms of depression control
This endless suffering
Empty structure deep-rooted
Causes the defeat of my spirit
Reflexions of death beyond soul
Are written in the eternity
Astral lines fuse dimensions
Where my soul whats to go
Oh, I turn my dreams, in nothing but my fears
The breeze that moves my heart,
Is dying in the grey sky
Ashes in the rain, they destroy my brain
Like the mud that drains, so slow is my decay...
3. ...A Red Sky
Into the silence, the sunrise of my life
Is now a frustration, for a vision of a red sky
Visions of this kind, I can''t understand
I want to see the resons, of the wastelands
Changes will come to my existence
Is after forever the end?
The wall of sleep is eternally broken
I fell a prescence warning the forbidden
Forthcoming years of endless demise
With tragic images filling my eyes
No more dreams to be dreamed
I''m falling into the void
The universe is devouring me
Into the blaze of red landscape
(Where)
A pervese embryo is staring at me
From a dark tower the sand
But a cold hand of doom
Takes me to an infinite swamp
So the colors of these places
Are images of bitterness
(We can) Bring all our fears
And spit in our dreams
I see an ancient temple
Only the centuries are the witness
The Memories of the soul are floating
Thru this immortal valley
They are dissimilar to me
But with clearness I see their insanity
The somber side of mind
Is degrading my sanity
For a vision extremely real
Of a land with a red sky...
4. Evoked Doom
Old song come floating
On the hill the tower call me
And the sun stands in the bitterness
No one stand beside me
My dead brain is pumping
The flies are my friends
Licking my cosmic weakness
And my weakness is fear...
An unreal past
Buried by memories
Blue wind brings psychosis
And I remember
Those who sleep
The souls, sing death
What''s, the meaning?
The depression, at my side
Is the bird, of my hate
Dead cold fleash recreates the obscene
Pleasure is feeding, my morbidity
Rotting Christ, I see again
An evoked doom, from my soul
The mourning is coming
the sun won''t rise again
Devoured by mystic darkness
As soul walking in the sky
"My dream is real
The old king I cremate
The throne his grave
And now my sad life has expired..."
5. Tenebrous Apparitions
In a sea of desolated forms,
Every night you see an apparition
Hear voices of a known strange,
Frustrations are your reasons to live
Think you walk to the future,
In reverse is your destiny
In each face, see the ferid figure
Of your macabre, misery of sanity
Your rotten subconscious,
Awakes the feeling of repulsion,
Everyday, in every person,
Expulses the horror of your worst fear
Dismember the abomination
The morbid desolation of your spirit,
That influying the endless anguish,
Of anxieties never seen
Drowned, poor soul, possessed by confusion
Tenebrous apparition coming,
Why do live more?
The wisdom of my madness,
Is opened to the extremes
The shadows of my past,
Enter in the rain of death
Wishes of a quiet peace,
Turn to lost illusions
Impure thoughts of blasphemies,
To all the so called gods
Hate and fear control, my weak piece of humanity
Emptiness like sepulcher, horror born from mind
Awaiting my salvation, of this self immolation
Sometimes the aware being, becomes the reincarnation
Of all loathsomeness, agonizing with anger to die,
Ignoring the infinite reality
Tenebrous apparitions, infestation of desolation
Tenebrous apparitions, the main fear is yourself
6. The Spiritless One
A new day of a so spiritless existence
To damnify the echoes of sanity
The dawn of the most sorrow
Is revealing the dusty past
I'm the desolate one, who fall into the chasm
Transcendental dimension, relative dreams
Reach for my intense feelings
(and the infinity of my depression)
I'm clearly in meditation
Late at night
While I'm staring, through one's Soul
(Questioning one's existence in the universe)
Gloomy memories are wandering in myself
Remembrance of the cold cosmos
The immensity of my eternal world
I hate my roots
The creators of my hypocrisy
Repulsion towards my essence
My hate will stay eternally
The bitterness of all these years
Now is shining like the moon
7. Infinite Meditation Of An Uncertain Existence
I hate my roots
The creators of my hypocrisy
Repulsion towards my essence
My hate will stay eternally
I'm disappointed of the life
The ghastly and disgusting reality
Death awaits me
At least I'll be forever gone
Death awaits me
At least I'll be gone...
I'm the spiritless one, I cry with the stars
Transcendental dimensions, relative dreams
When the trees are watching, an the stars are seeking
A thick mood of pity, to my deplorable sorrow
Fragile was my will
And serene will be my funeral
And as I try to leave this darkness
Can I close my eyes now?
8. In The Cosmic Solitude
A whisper of the dark dreams
Casts my fate to the winds
An entity teases my sleep
So I open the lid of my mind
My burial was a fantasy
The death is not real
I see the shining light
But I feel the utter dark
"Remember the bitter wounds
and walk your sad throb"
The whispers of happiness dessaper
The stars follow my pain
My spirit is now just foam
Repulsion towards my essence
Torturing fear is present
I drink my tears in mourn
Macabre presence I feel
Illusions vanish in the infinity
The towers that domain
The fragile body
The curse of my hate
This is my soul request
Nor he prays can help me
The creeping wraith is me
Soaring behind this dimension
My heart cries for the other side
Where my heart, will stop to cry?
Perhaps when the very sun ceases its shine
A creeping existence is near,
Suffering in the cosmic solitude
A whisper of my dark dreams
Casts my fate to the vortex
An entity teases my sleep
So I open the lid of my life
Blinded by my fate
I can't see my death
A violent sleep
will be my eternity
The fatal winds are here
Disgusting odor I smell
I hear the silence of the universe
(Now) I'm beyond from the beyond
Just let me cry in the solitude
9. Repulsive Odor Of Descomposition
Awake of a trance – of putrid remains
The odor of decomposition
Brings back reality
Trapped in my coffin
I''ll rise again
Feelings of necrophagia
Make my sorrows appear
A premature funeral
Started all this fucking torment
As I begin to walk
To my insane mind comes
Grotesque visions of a rotting Christ
And now I see all the false prayers
I''m choking with my own blood
And I see my guts on the floor
Suppurating vile viscous liquid
I''m decomposed, they will be too
The fear of desolation
It''s filling your body
You know you''re alone
And the smell of rot is here
Now you see his deformed face
Feel your brutal death
All your innards in his mouth
A disgusting feast with your gore
He''s ripping the mass of organs
Bestial devouring of your limbs
Zombie laughs as you scream
How the dead can awake?
And as I torture this carcass
My mind starts to think, why am I undead?
But if Jesus rise from the dead
Maybe he was a cannibal zombie like me