1. Here Is The Rain
and here it is, the rain, i have waited for so long
coming down on my faith and bringing back so much that was gone
drop by drop an ocean, waving at my heart again
washing away the pain, here is my rain
here i stand naked again
i do not grieve anymore
innocent like a child again
the grief i`m waiting for
and here he is, the saint, i have prayed for to come
teaching me a lesson now and leaving all behind that was wrong
word by word a grace, growing in my brain
pulling under all the pain, here is my saint
here i stand naked again
i do not grieve anymore
innocent like a child again
the grief i`m waiting for
sometimes love grows
(sometimes) in a painful way
and here it is, the rain, i have waited for so long
falling down like tears of joy, keeping my heart save and warm
here is something i don?t want to miss again
here is my beloved rain
here i stand naked again
i do not grieve anymore
innocent like a child again
the grief i`m waiting for
2. Lost
falling down into the secrets
the secrets in my mind
leaving all my life behind me
absolution hard to find
memorys dawn in pale forgiveness
i know i was unkind
can you please forgive me
never enough, i fall apart
sawing feelings in my own cage
my soul is crying loud
longing for some rest in my brain
no more turning inside out
memorys dawn in pale forgiveness
my time to feel is gone
can you please forget me
never again, i`m lost on
heaven`s ground – lost between those feelings i have never found
sometimes i look in the mirror
the mirror of myself
is it just a waste? or something
something i should build
memorys dawn in pale forgiveness
my time to feel is gone
can you please forget me
never again, i`m lost on
heaven`s ground – lost between those feelings have never found
i am lost in myself – on heaven`s ground
i am lost in myself – my soul cry`s loud
heaven`s ground – lost between those feelings i have never found
3. Dancing With Tears In My Eyes
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4. Save The Pain
save the pain – lift your head up and see
save the tears – and be free
you know you need the scars
to see the truth in your mind
be strong and sure where you belong to,
don`t be blind
save the pain – lift your head up and see
save the tears – and be free
the rain of self contempt comes down
hard and unconditional
and you crawl with your wounds wide open
on a long way of time
only to hear the chime of your heart again,
and to save the pain
save the pain – lift your head up and see
save the tears – and be free
save the pain – lift your head up and see
save the tears – and be free
5. One, Five, Seven
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6. Between All Time
everything is like the dust on our memories – a great lie
all great exspectations fade like the sun in natural harmony
while we try to hold each other forever near – the shadow grows
all these invisible lights we conceal will be released in tears
time – against us – a chain until death
time – between us – stealing every breath
acting in silence – all our lives – we are between all time
there is no chance to try – all our lives – we are between all time
every day a burden sinking on our destiny – the distance melts
and all the days we have to go decreasing so easily between time
time – against us – a chain until death
time – between us – stealing every breath
acting in silence – all our lives – we are between all time
there is no chance to try – all our lives – we are between all time
my arms around you, please save this moment with me
maybe this moment can be the reason,
maybe this moment will be the key
time – against us – a chain until death
time – between us – stealing every breath
acting in silence – all our lives – we are between all time
there is no chance to try – all our lives – we are between all time
my love for you – we are between all time
my life with you – we are between all time
7. When Weak Eyes
like any drop in the pouring rain, he falls the same,
without disdain, and he try`s,
try`s to find his own way out, honest and proud,
without a doubt
but then one day they detect, that hope and fear
inside his head, and then they,
then they reached out their hands to touch his soul
to make him crawl
when weak eyes – see false light – in false lives – the truth lies
and after all his eyes turned black, so weak and lost,
so cold and sad
deceiving all the dreams he had one day,
his soul turned grey
when weak eyes – see false light – in false lives – the truth lies
when weak eyes – see false light – in false lives – the truth lies
reaching out their hands to touch his soul to make him crawl
when weak eyes – see false light – in false lives – the truth lies
when weak eyes – see false light – in false lives – the truth lies
8. The Secret Inside
far away from my last life
the sinner?s gone, i pray for you now
like a final breath, your are my forgiveness
there is nothing left to loose
all the memories i have, i have to accept
are they my inspiration?
I hope they have a meaning, i try to keep them secret inside
now your eyes are my world
so wide shut, don?t you see me
not like my first lie, you can be the saviour
without i?m useless
all the memories i have, i have to accept
are they my inspiration?
I hope they have a meaning, i try to keep them secret inside
my revenge will come like the rain
my faith is almost alive
your love will be my resurrection
my revenge will come like the rain
all can be nothing sometimes
if you have it, and still don`t crasp it
but also nothing can be everything sometimes
i have to accept
all the memories i have, i have to accept
are they my inspiration?
I hope they have a meaning, i try to keep them secret inside
9. Down On This Side
i`m sittin` in my room and waitin`for you to come,
but sometimes things are getting worse
and you are always wrong
you reached in every pore, in every nerve and fibre
i never tasted love like this before
down on this side – and i shouldn`t do the same
down on this side – and i shouldn`t do the same
i was gettin? more than every boy, waitin`for you,
so easily
i liked the talks, i`ll always remember
i never wanted something else
down on this side – and i shouldn`t do the same
down on this side – and i shouldn`t do the same
down on this side – no i shouldn`t do the same
down on this side – no i shouldn`t do the same
i complained, you shouldn`t do, but you did...
down on this side – and i shouldn`t do the same
down on this side – and i shouldn`t do the same
down on this side – no i shouldn`t do the same
down on this side – no i shouldn`t do the same
10. Nohold
even though you can`t rememeber my name
(you know me)
unhealthy games of love and pure disdain
(between us)
forlorn feelings lost in one small frame
(two in one cage)
breaking in silence, without pain
(we thought so)
and i`m so sorry i can`t hold you now, i can`t hold you now
yes i`m so sorry i can`t hold you now, i can`t hold you now
all the voices blaming me again
(echoes in my heart)
pretending lies, it`s always the same
(two in one cage)
and i`m so sorry i can`t hold you now, i can`t hold you now
yes i`m so sorry i can`t hold you now, i can`t hold you now
and i`m so sorry i can`t hold you now, i can`t hold you now
yes i`m so sorry i can`t hold you now, i can`t hold you now