1. I Hurt

You run but I'm always a step ahead
I'm a stalker you embrace while dread
I'm not your lover, you're not my only one
I'm not your child but you made me
Your creation, your enemy
That one thing you'll regret forevermore
You can't destroy what I have become
Too little too late, damage's done
From here on out it's torture
While I laugh, I laugh and you will cry

Cause and effect and then you die
There's more to pain than meets the eye
I'm deep inside you and you're mine
So take this to your mind

I am dominant
Vile, too malevolent
The more you suffer I hurt
I'll get under your skin
When you scream I hurt
Motherfucker I'm pain

I give you life then you take mine?
Don't forget you were the partner in crime
I might be your slave but you're not my God
You're neither inside my head nor fiction
My malady, my affliction
The cross I carry on my knees until you laugh
And I will cry

Cause and effect and then you die
There's more to pain than meets the eye
I'm deep inside you and you're mine
So take this to your twisted little mind

I surrender
Got no fight left in me to render
I wanna forget, do you remember?
I gave you a go
The light's now green, all you gotta do is kill me
But you keep me alive
To reap what you sew
Just let me go
Let me go

Cause and effect and then you die
There's more to pain than meets the eye
I'm deep inside you and you're mine
So take this to your mind

I am dominant
Vile, too malevolent
The more you suffer I hurt
I'll get under your skin
When you scream I hurt
Motherfucker I'm the end

I am dominant
Vile, too malevolent
The more you suffer I hurt
I'll get under your skin
When you scream I hurt
Motherfucker I'm pain

2. My Bodom (I Am The Only One)

How'd I wake up in a ditch
Oh sonofabitch this time I'm not gonna make it
(Last night) lingers in the air
I've been everywhere and I can't...
I just can't shake it

Pick up the broken bones
Anything goes
I just wanna run the fuck away as fast as I can
Further than the middle of nowhere...anywhere!

Too shot too run, what the hell have I done, there's blood everywhere...
I see it, fell it, don't want to believe it.
I've crossed the line, way past the line.
I'm addicted, dejected over the edge my soul's infected
You were my first, bottom of the stack
I'm done with the past, I'm reborn so watch your back

Run away, crawl away, come come closer
Avert your eyes, it's almost over
Beg and plead say please put your head down
Cover your face like it's gonna fucking help are you ready
Are you ready?

I Am the Only One you left me walk away (dismay) slowly turns exerted (not gonna be deserted)
I Am the Only One you left me unscathed
Keep your eyes averted
You were my only one (but now you're just another victim deserted)

3. Morrigan

Holding the key to my darkened past
she's painted with my sins unsurpassed
that'll live on to distend
she's the story that'll never end

and I choose her to take, carry my soul
to fly away with me when all's said and done...but now she's gone

I don't believe in faith
the un-aquired love
I refuse to let this cut me deeper
bound to make her mine
left to feel so numb
yesterday can't be undone
but I'll mark these words with a blade that'll find you once again...
Morrigan

she's the conduit of my demise
in a bewitching alluring disguise

a six foot drop and a jet black sun
is all that's left with the things I've done...because she's gone'

I don't believe in faith
the un-aquired love
I refuse to let this cut me deeper
bound to make her mine
left to feel so numb
yesterday can't be undone
but I'll mark these words with a blade that'll find you once again...
Morrigan

I ache and I ache from the fall so steep
I'm awake I'm awake from a twilight's sleep
but I refuse to let this cut me deep
I refuse to let this cut me deep

I don't believe in faith
the un-aquired love
I refuse to let this cut me deeper
bound to make her mine
left to feel so numb
yesterday can't be undone
but I'll mark these words with a blade that'll find you once again...
Morrigan

4. Horns

Bloodshot eyes and a dead beat stance
Shit for brains I'm a game of chance
One cut two cut counting scars...
Three cut horns up behind the bars

I'm not your patron saint
I'm not your patron saint
Horns up or down horns up I am your warpaint
You're not my angel dear
You're not my angel dear
Let's make this crystal clear
Horns up I am your worst fear

It's not the cough that carries me off
It's the motherfuckin coffin they carry me off in
It's not the cough that carries me off
It's the coffin they carry you off in

I'm not your patron saint
I'm not your patron saint
Horns up or down horns up i am your warpaint
You're not my angel dear
You're not my angel dear
Let's make this crystal clear
Horns up i am your worst fear

One shot ten shot just in case
'S what it takes to get you out of my face
If I wake up strapped up in my bed, you can slit my wrists
I'd rather be dead

5. Prayer For The Afflicted

We hear a Prayer for the brighter morrow
It's hard to take thru all the laughter
Cos we don't believe in tomorrow
It's just another morning after
(I need you far away from me, i want you closer to me)

We take a stand and we're standing tall
But only three of us crawl away
Never get old nor would we fall
But only two of us saw yesterday

I never thought it would get this far, oh no...
Wherever you are, I won't follow
And when the candless slowly die
I will say my last goodbye

I need you far away from me, I want you closer to me
I need you far away from me, I want you closer to me

Don't bother trying to save us
We don't need your prayers
Because we were the Afflicted
And none of us walked away

I never thought it would get this far, oh no...
Wherever you are, I won't follow
And when the candless slowly die
I will say my last goodbye

I need you far away from me, I want you closer to me
I need you far away from me, I want you closer to me

6. I Worship Chaos

No peace of mind from quietude
Haunting nitemares follow thru
The panic that lingers in my eye
'Til I rip shit up make angels cry
Comfort the silence sighing faintly
My dark twisted secrets gravely

Every night's the same
The world is sleeping
Yet my demons keep my creepin'
Thru the cracks of my shattered mind
So I stir up the chaos one more time
Mayhem,wrath I claim thee mine
And both the sun and moon will shine

END OF TIMES
JUST KILL THE QUIETUDE
HEAR MY CRIES
AND START THE COUNTDOWN
BURY MY CRIMES
SOMEWHERE DEEP WITHIN
IT'S NOT THAT COMPLICATED
SIMPLY I JUST WORSHIP CHAOS

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Turmoil,terror I now conjure
The hell in my head please do conquer
So I throw down kickin' and screaming
Lie flat on the ground discarded and bleedin'
But the noise is gone and that's why
I stir up the chaos one more time

END OF TIMES
JUST KILL THE QUIETUDE
HEAR MY CRIES
AND START THE COUNTDOWN
BURY MY CRIMES
SOMEWHERE DEEP WITHIN
IT'S NOT THAT COMPLICATED
SIMPLY I JUST WORSHIP CHAOS

7. Hold Your Tongue

Sick to death...filled to the brim
Of feigning interest in your life
Be it a god...be it a knife
An answer to the never ending strife

To Hold Your Tongue speaks of truthful pain
It's not like I haven't already heard you complain
Breathe it in or out
Puke, swallow or spit
Silence ain't golden then gold has turned to shit
But enough's enough...

Don't tell me, once again
Life is constant pain
I've lost what I'll never find
Tripped down when I was blind
But at least I know when to drain the bitter cup
And when its time to simply just shut the fuck up!

Go ahead...cut it up or cut this back
I only hope you understand indifference,
That I don't give a damn

To Hold Your Tongue speaks of truthful pain
It's not like I haven't already heard you complain
Breathe it in or out
Puke, swallow or spit
Silence ain't golden then gold has turned to shit
But enough's enough...

Don't tell me, once again
Life is constant pain
I've lost what I'll never find
Tripped down when I was blind
But at least I know when to drain the bitter cup
And when its time to simply just shut the fuck up!

8. Suicide Bomber

Nightmares come as they go
Recurring as they show the movie
I've seen way too many times

Don't ask me how it all ends
Just count your stars and pray
That there won't be a part for you to play

Let me break it down while
You're racking up your brain
It's a constant downpour
And never only rain

Push me for more mileage
Or just drive me fuckin insane
It don't matter to me, just pick a lane

You've been on this trip before
How long until you learn?
I'm a suicide bomber, born to crush and burn

Flying on a suicide bomber we're gonna crash, we're gonna crash
We're gonna burn, We're gonna burn

9. All For Nothing

Open your eyes, what have you done?
I've been back, forth stuck yet spun
Too keyed to lie still, too tired to run

I can't believe it's come to this
It's safe to say that ignorance is bliss
Bitter sweet goodbye and one last kiss
Forever is a long time that I won't miss

Too tired to run it's gettin' late
Make up your mind
I was never your kind
This is gonna hurt me black'n blue
But don't you think that no one measures up to you

I can't believe it's come to this
It's safe to say that ignorance is bliss
Bitter sweet goodbye and one last kiss
Forever is a long time that I won't miss

You fell the hate we're breeding
Fear the life we're leading
Cry while you watch me breeding
The blood I have being spilling
The love we keep on killing
Was supposed to be for something...guess it was all for nothing

I can't believe it's come to this
It's safe to say that ignorance is bliss
Bitter sweet goodbye and one last kiss
Forever is a long time that I won't miss

10. Widdershins

The path I have walked
Is now covered in dust of contrition
As you say I've lost my way

The night's getting clouded over
I hear the echo of your call
Sweet words softly weaving
My eyes open and bleeding

One way or the other has never been the right direction
Our sky or another could be on reflection
I'm looking up if the stars sigh the afterlife that is to be mine
And wonder if you'll ever let them shine

(Alive or dead but not dead yet) widdershins and hence we fly
The left hand path
Attract a wicked mind

Backwards we walk thru the maze of the life we spent
A new beginning could be the end
I'm looking up and the stars sigh afterlife that you are to be mine
Don't wounder just let them shine

Widdershins and hence we fly
The left hand path
Attract a wicked mind
Alive or dead but not dead yet you dance around me widdershins and the
Two tormented souls met