1. All In A Year
Where have you gone?
How Does time pass by so fast
Seems like yesterday
You and I
We Could Relate
But you know how things change
But is it me? Or is it time?
Now I'm stuck looking back
On somehting that I'll never have again
All this time with regret
I Just Lost Today
Worrying about yesterday
Can't live in yesterday
All this time with regret
I lost today
Worrying about yesterday
I lost today
And No I'll never forget about you
I lost today
I just came to terms that I've lost you
On with my life
2. Give And Take
How far would you go to satisfy?
Everything that you long for
And you wanted so bad
It seemed to take over you world
Nothing in this life is ever free
You've heard a billion times
Still there's a gap haunting you
Questioning the air you breath
Questioning the truth
To find substance
To find a truth
Something absolute in a stone cold world
I guess it's easier said than done
But there's a life that goes beyond
Now all I can do is share
What I have with you
Everytime you walk away
Everytime I'll be the same
That's a choice to respect
That's a choice I accept
But I'll still be here
I'll always be here
I'll always...
3. Die Tonight
Something in your eyes tells me that you want more,
or maybe something less.
But I just won't know, standing outside looking in.
Broken dreams. Memories.
Maybe now's the time to go.
Let go let go.
I'll save my last goodbye.
For now I'll leave this at goodnight, tonight.
I'm thinking. I'll leave this for tonight.
Take a breath. Breathe it in.
Here's where we move on.
I'm sick of living between.
Broken dreams. Memories.
I can think of simpler times,
when our good day weren't destroyed by lies.
Time to let it go. Let it go.
I'll say my last goodbye.
So now I'm leaving you.
Goodnight tonight.
I'm leaving. I'm letting go.
Die with tonight.
Some thing of the past.
Let go.
4. Changing Face
What have you become?
Now you fight a losing war.
I look at this and it's all a mess.
Seems like anything that's real, I just can't see.
I can't see the truth in you.
I can't see the real in you.
Show your face and take the world.
But instead, you have to fit the mould.
With this front you're losing respect.
I know you're better than that.
Your time is running out.
Your front is wearing thin.
So how long can you live like this.
I know this isn't who you really are.
Do you want to break free,
from all the lies you put in front?
Now take them back.
Do you want to break free?
I don't need a crew, to validate myself.
You're all the same.
Your indentity, fading fast.
5. Playing The Part
Take a hit
Push me down
And leave me on the ground
So long
I should have seen this
Coming my way
NO– I didn't say the
World would end
I know good things come and go
And things aren't the same
Things aren't the same
With out you
Time to face all my mistakes
The curtains opened up
I'm on stage for all to see
For all to see through me
6. Always
Never thought it would be this way.
But this gap between us grew, we grew two separate ways.
I never set out to tear this down, cause in my heart it's worth,
it's worth so much more, than I could ever show.
It's worth more than I can show, with words that I can't say.
The pain is wearing thin, how did this fall apart.
I'm reminded of a time, I thought you'd never slip away.
Was I to quick to run away?
You never know what you have, until it's gone away.
All I have, all I would give,
if there were some way to save this.
Always knew your name.
Some things never change.
7. Step Ahead
Back again
Right where I started
And I can't find anything
To take me out of your
Shallow waters
That I've been drowning in so long
Who's here to take me out
Time to face another day
But will it be just like the last one
It's up to me to make the difference this time
I'll face another day
And it won't be just like the last
You talk loud without words
I've had enough manipulation
I found my way out
I'm not a slave to your game
Taking back what's mine
8. The Operative Word
The bloods left on my hands
And it's up to me to wash away
It's up to me to make it right
Forget the past
What's done is done
I always said so easily
Now it's time that I live my words
Living in those days that hold me back
They hold me back
They hold me down
I knew this wouldn't get me far
Just away from you full of myself
And I know
That there's something inside of me
That I can give
That I can give to you
So many times I looked away
Passing someone off but I'm just the same
Never gave you a chance
Now that's a chance
I'll never take
It won't hold me down
Again
It won't take me down
Again
I'll live my words
9. Biting Tongue
Every time you point the blame,
I'm left to clean the mess.
With every single word that's said,
I'm left to clean the mess you're leaving.
You can have your power trip.
And you can call it truth.
No one cares and no one hears you.
Bite your tongue.
You've said enough.
You're living for yourself.
Can't see the difference between.
This game we'll never win.
10. Something Less
Last night I thought I heard, heard the sound of hope.
I never knew what to expect, but still I had a goal.
And last night something fazed me.
Today things seems so clear.
The wait. The weight. The listening.
And everything's so clear.
I guess it's something less than what I hoped for.
It turned out something less,
but you seemed so content with what you have.
You're so content and all I want is more.
Now I think I'll never have,
and I'll never see, and I'll never know.
Make a way to break the fall.
I'm taking it from the start.
Don't set me back.
11. Never Fade
I think I'm losing. Is it too late for me?
I thought, I always thought I'd make it through.
I'm asking you, why?
Is it too late for me?
Your answers never clear or maybe it's just me.
I never took the time.
It's something that I see now.
And I know that you tried but something always held me back.
Every time, something always held me back.
I can't say I'm proud.
You always seem to know.
Some how I know you understand everything about me.
How could it even matter?
I wish I could say the same thing for myself.
The day is almost over, and I'm lost.
I lost another day.
Make a way.
I won't fade. I'll never fade.
12. Without A Word
In an effort to win
I lost it all
At a standstill
How easily it's said
Now eat your words
Everything that I wanted to say
It seemed to die
It all seemed to die on my lips
Another broken heart
Another hit and miss
And when nothing else is easy
How easily it's said
Words so easy to be said
Harder I try harder I fall
Words so easy to be said
Competition it seems so useless
Words so easy to be said
With an ending all to predictable
Words so easy to be said
And once again I've lost it all
13. Lorelei
You told me I better walk away.
Just like to me to never hear what you say.
Tempting fate.
The story unfolds.
Should have seen it.
You told me I better walk away.
And just like me to never hear what you say.
Twisted fate.
The story is told.
Never say never, cause you don't know what lies ahead.
Better to follow your heart.
Mistakes comes from choices made.
Does it mean no damage done?
Not a chance in the world.
Cause there was never a day that went by without regret.
Turn it around.
The past still haunting me.
I gotta give it away.
I made a choice for me.
Just one mistake and it's haunting.
I saw someone never wanted to be.
The story's told and it's haunting.