1. Sedated Morning

Don't dwell on promises
That you can't keep
...a list so long
Your marks don't mean a thing
Devoid in all innocence
Unripe fruits of despair
Outside... my secure zone

Sedated morning, anesthesia
Detatchment of the libido
Psychological spiritual vortex
That I couldn't foresee

Follow the red marked route
I plot the scene
...in search of
A vague notion of thee
Collides with my bitter half
Between faith and despair
Lays... uncertainty

Sedated morning, anesthesia
Detatchment of the libido
Psychological spiritual vortex
That I couldn't foresee

Life
An instant frail to touch

Trapped the shallowness
Tie the tide
...flush away time
The needle doesn't hurt me
A flood of words in an instant
Persistent not to hurt
Inside... my secure zone

Stop judging me
Your not the one to judge me
Stop judging me
Your not the one to judge me

Life
An instant frail to touch

2. My Haven

My haven...

I've been living as a solitary man
You can see the lines of my face
Which tells you I've been neglected
Touched by the many cold hands
I guess I have always searched for a reason
But never found one
Or never interpret them right from the start

I'm a genius of suffering
I hold a great capacity for pain

I see these lines
Filled with ink
I see these lines
And start to think
I abuse myself
I betrayed myself

My haven...

I shortcut when alone
Becomes bitter and filled with wrath
I won't become your prey...
A picture of me slowly fades away
I never get it right, let the walls surround you
A miniature glass howl
Equipped with full time neurosis

I'm a genius of suffering
I hold a great capacity of pain

I see these lines
Filled with ink
I see these lines
And start to think
I abuse myself
I betrayed myself

I better resurrect as a god
I better collect ignorance
I better reap what's mine
I better kill what's mine

I've been living as a solitary man
You can see the lines of my face
Which tells you I've been neglected
Touched by the many cold hands

I see these lines
Filled with ink
I see these lines
And start to think
I abuse myself
I betrayed myself

3. Endless Echoes

We strife for perfection, screams are in vain
I need to ventilate my agony
I beg I couldn't see this fearsome illusion that feeds on me

I see the ghost in me
As I see in you
We are two of a kind I swear

Imaginary walls
No one stops my fall
In a constant motion relapse
My last defence, privacy erased
Detached but still precieved as one unit

But I can't stay true
No I can't stay true
No I can't stay true
To myself

The flame that we lit will burn our instincts
Deprive me of sanity
I beg I couldn't see this hydra that feeds on me
Boiling of distress, life means much less
I spend my days searching totally speechless

I see the truth in me
As I see in you
The sun will set I swear

Consequence we pay
I will clean my shame
In a constant mode of release
My trust derailed, horizon erased
Detached but still precieved as one unit

I burn for her
I burn through eyes
I seek the chance

I will say nothing, because I'm false
I will say nothing, except my cause

I can't reach
No one stops my fall
In a constant motion relapse
My last defence, privacy erased
Detached but still precieved as one unit
Consequence we pay
I will clean my shame
In a constant mode of release

But I can't stay true
No I can't stay true
No I can't stay true
To myself

4. A Goddess Breaches Through Me

How come I keep losing everything I try to hold on to
Am I too weak or am I too blind to see the truth once again
If I can't see past the hard surface, should I even waste my time
Am I so lost that I can't see straight no more
Do I keep fooling myself

This is not meant for me to ever taste
Do I really long for it so bad or is it just a feeling
I just can't believe it

Am I too dumb to see it or do I even care
Maybe time has made me numb I'm the fucking fooled one
Who'll miss me when you're gone
It all feels so wrong but I'm weak for an empty whisper
Hoping somehow you will fill an empty slot

This is not meant for me to ever taste
Do I really long for it so bad

A goddess breached through me
She engulf me with her flames
You'll just glance and I'm dust
For all you know, dead and gone
Dead and gone...

A goddess inside me fills me up again
You'll just glance and I'm dust
A goddess beside me fills me up again
You'll just glance and I'm dust
Dead and gone
Dead and gone

5. Disfigured Beauty

Read my palm you see in retrospect
It's easy to confess basic instinct
Blame my wickedness my prominent master
Hanging by the rope vunerable and frail

A little colder that the average
I turn around don't fucking face it
This anger so divine

I pierce through you and all I can say is broken promises

Let me introduce some pure frustration
The tighter the rope feels around my neck
The more I feel alive, mauled you into my kind
You've become, a real beauty disfigured

A little colder that the average
I turn around don't fucking face it
This anger so divine

I feel the need for you to tell me you've made it
Cause this time you have changed
Despite of my efforts my soul is bleeding
Cause this time we are lost
Whatever happened to us, cause this time we are lost
Whatever happened to us

I see right through this obvious dust
I see it gathers

Why can't you feel

Right into this place intolerance ablaze
I feel like I'm erased
Cause we all count the days
Until we fall into pieces

A little colder that the average
I turn around don't fucking face it
This anger so divine

I feel the need for you to tell me you've made it
Cause this time you have changed
Despite of my efforts my soul is bleeding
Cause this time we are lost
Whatever happened to us

6. Mephisto

Abnormal senses fold away
Equal making trapped inside
Far from coldness far from sleepless
I cover my skin

I'm trying to distance myself
From the faces of liars
That sits in front of me

I believe this charade was played for me
Seem to be... present here
I still remain a threat
I sit and wait for your final break

Senseless thinking losing grip
Feeding on my mental trip
Destroy these changes
Detach the frail, broken mirror
Still in vain

I'm trying to distance myself
From the faces of liars
That sits in front of me

I believe this charade was played for me
Seem to be... present here
I still remain a threat
I sit and wait for your final break

Overwhelmed by hatred
I sit and wait
It's a matter of finding your weak point

Abnormal senses fold away
Equal making trapped inside

I'm trying to distance myself
From the faces of liars
That sits in front of me

I believe this charade was played for me
Seem to be... present here
I still remain a threat
I sit and wait for your fi

It's like a mental fa?ade
Drawn to conclusions
But I fall behind
No more will a sit and await
Your final mistake

7. No Exit

I gravitate toward pure evil manic side
Here's no balance in this crystal palace the compliment accepted
I tear your words apart
Let me fall astray I will sin again

Self inflicted pain
No exit
No exit
A dominance divine

There's no way out
There's no way out

I see the crack in you, you scam noxious creature
My eccentric manic depression
I will share it with you, you stand beside and wait
Time will tell if you

Self inflicted pain
No exit
No exit
A dominance divine

A share of a single lie
Equals into a million eyes
Relive the life a hide
And I can't face it no more
And I can't face it no more

I gravitate toward pure evil manic side
Here's no balance in this crystal palace the compliment accepted
I tear your words apart
Let me fall astray I will sin again

Self inflicted pain
No exit
No exit
A dominance divine

A share of a single lie
Equals into a million eyes
Relive the life a hide
And I can't face it no more
And I can't face it no more

8. Transfixed

My lucidity, it's getting wide open but I can't see
You seem transfixed in the light
The strobe lightning pushes you back

A face so dead emotionless
A virtuous standing tall
I beg for you stop

Paranoid to the vain

I virtualised, a perfect map of destruction of me
I'm so frail, frozen in time
With my razor blade, I cut the sorrow from within
Manipulation of me, completely possessed by thee
This allocation is set to complete

A face so dead emotionless
A virtuous standing tall
I beg for you stop

Convulsing on the ground my conspiracy seems grand
Corrosive locks, that keeps you inside
A psychodrama with no lead role
I sense you pretty farewell, that suits me fine
For a split second, I'm screaming for stop

My lucidity, it's getting wide open but I can't see
You seem transfixed in the light
The strobe lightning pushes you back

A face so dead emotionless
A virtuous standing tall
I beg for you stop

Paranoid to the vain
Insane...
Paranoid to the vain
Insane...

9. Tragic Kingdom

Loneliness my newfound friend
I kneel beside her
Confronting my revelations

Mutual understanding I swear I obey
Infamous regrets I hear her say

Wide away I step on your ground and I beg
That we are entwined in a lifelong existence
I'm weak, thou I though I was strong
My mindset was gone

You're here now, I can see you through the glass
We search for contact, but just barely connect

And feel like a coward

Meaningless, I fear for this
They stand before me
Degenerated human shells

Crippled revolution I feed on my lie
Numerous failures I see the eye

Wide away I step on your ground and I beg
That we are entwined in a lifelong existence
I'm weak, thou I though I was strong
Let's a reap what we sow

You're here now, I can see you through the glass
We search for contact, but just barely connect

Battered or bruised, the difference seems so narrow
Tortured or haunted, I'm still afraid to break through

All I got is patience
That slowly feeds on me

You're here now, I can see you through the glass
We search for contact, but just barely connect

10. Spiritual Shift

Honey so sweet, drips from my fingers
A pale white preacher, know who I am
Play the game in grey... human debris failing to see
I feel it closing in

I can taste what you feel inside me
I can feel this rage growing

Layer upon layer, dims the light here
The ninth evolution they pointed me there
Impersonate the weak, to free the frail
In solitude I find my strength
I will pray for the day
When the wheel start to grind you down

A spiritual shift
Of epic proportions
Fall down to earth
Scattered around

A lifelong curse
Of major dimensions
Turn me insane
Degeneration of pain

A decade to late, forced from my freedom
A sign of our time, showed in neon
Play the fool again I will search for the lights
When regrets starts to pin you down

I can taste what you feel inside me
I can feel this rage growing

Honey so sweet, drips from my fingers
A pale white preacher, know who I am
Play the game in grey... human debris failing to see
I feel it closing in

A spiritual shift
Of epic proportions
Fall down to earth
Scattered around

A lifelong curse
Of major dimensions
Turn me insane
Degeneration of pain

11. The One Beside Me

Blame me for what it's worth
Blame me
Blame me for my loss
Drain me before the cross

I'm loosing my faith
I grown distant and complex through the years
But I just sit and wait
Through stained glass I see my true nature

The one that walks... beside me
Blame me for what... he has... done

Drain me from a mental cause
Drain me, set me free
Drain me bury me dead
I'm silenced forever...

I pity myself
My lungs of ivory naked of scene
A few rules I obey
A crippled monster, determined to fail

The one that walks... beside me
Blame me for what... he has... done

They seem to obey
But take no notice of soulless portraits

This burning of visions makes me insecure
I'm so desperate... I fit the frame
The end of false prophet
A freak in a leech
I'm so desperate... I fit the frame

Save me from the edge
Save me
Save me from my curse
Release my thirst

This burning of visions makes me insecure
I'm so desperate... I fit the frame
The end of false prophet
A freak in a leech
I'm so desperate... I fit the frame

You tear away in karma and leave me to die
I'm so desperate... I fit the frame
The end of false prophet
A freak in a leech
I'm so desperate... I fit the frame

12. Cataclysm

An old habit I can't believe
That I've destroyed myself again
Incorporated into trauma
Mindless into endless echo

The scars I wear the face I tear
The path I took with seal my fate

I... resurrect myself
Into a whole person
The next day...
The other day...

A new vision expressionless
Crank up a smile paranoid
My face is paper reach to touch
I'm human waste

A touch of gray introspective
See into a new dimension
I feel... suspended in the air

The scars I wear the face I tear
The path I took with seal my fate

I... resurrect myself
Into a whole person
The next day...
The other day...

I see your silhouette
Repercussions I pay
I... a ravenous insane

An old habit I can't believe
That I've destroyed myself again
Incorporated into trauma
Mindless into endless echo
Hollow questions...
I bleed another day

I... resurrect myself
Into a whole person
The next day...
Will there be another day

13. A Dark Wave

(бонус)

Never do it again
Your first mistake makes you doubt yourself
Never do it again
Just make it count or nothing will be gained

As you are slipping through
I realize you're gone too late the choice is done
I'm sure I'm not the one
I'll just make things worse
I'm to proud to hurt
Nothing more I can do a fool standing and waiting for you

Never do it again
Your first mistake makes you doubt yourself
Never do it again
Just make it count or nothing will be gained

Once more we stand alone
Why's everything gone

Yet again discarded
Just a matter of time too soon you are healing
Everything will end
I'll just make things worse
I'm to proud to hurt
I'm getting used to it laying here in the dirt

Never do it again
Your first mistake makes you doubt yourself
Never do it again
Just make it count or nothing will be gained

As you are slipping through
You will not come back to me

You'll come back to me

Never do it again
Your first mistake makes you doubt yourself
Never do it again
Just make it count or nothing will be gained

Never do it again