1. The Sun Never Stays
Searching the night
For a glimpse of light
At times the darkness fades
But the sun would never stay
Lie awake at night
Thoughts curse my mind
Torture me
Hurting me
Not an open book for all to read
Hold me as I try to breathe
Should I just stay down?
Or end this day?
Wounds that keep bleeding
Bring me to my knees
Should I just stay down?
Or end this day?
2. The Voice That Controls
Anxiety
The voice that controls
Drags me down
Where I don't want to hide
Causes denial
Guilt and fear
The truth that's too much to bare
Standing here alone
Not the life I planned
Watch it all come down
Can I get away?
Feel so numb today
How'd I end up this way?
How can I face the world this way?
Cut me open
Let me out
Away from the dark
That screams and shouts
3. Downward Spiral
Haunting visions
Trouble my mind
Early hours
Thoughts that won't die
Morning never
Comes for me
Endless darkness
Feelings you can't see
Drain my soul
Into the void
Downward spiral
No place to hide
Drain my soul
Into the void
Feels so cold
No light here
4. Miles I Walk
Loose all hope
Lost all friends
Miles I walk
Alone again
Lonely paths
More dead ends
Miles I walk
Alone again
Have the world to roam
Nowhere feels like home
Stumbling through this life
On sorry bones
Sad, sad soul
Solemn my path
Stumbling through this life
On sorry bones
5. Awaken
Live by the lies your told
Blind by the fear you hold
Enslaved by all you know
Life long betrayed
Scarred by their beliefs
Years in misery
Be afraid no more
Break down the cage
Open your eyes and see
The real reality
Awaken your soul
And let your spirit free
Make your life your own
Create your destiny
Awaken your soul
And let your spirit free