1. Rearrangement Of The Gods

I saw you in my dreams
You burned like fucking gasoline
You turned into my blackest moon
You laugh at all what I have seen
Your face – morbid poetry
Your taste was pure insanity
Still I do not understand
Why I'm nothing now

I tear down all the walls you build
I guess I had a hole to fill
My mind trapped in your wicked game
You force me on my knees everyday
With more brutality
You'll never break me
You'll never break me

On my way to distant shores
Your threats are wasted
I heard you shut the door
Your threats are wasted
Rearrangement of the gods was settled before
In the writings on the wall
I don't need this anymore
Your threats are wasted

I hold life in my arms for a day
I'm counting all my scars
I paint my darkest days with the tears
You never wept with me
You lie – every time you speak
You cruel godess of the weak
You'll never break me
You'll never break me

On my way to distant shores
Your threats are wasted
I heard you shut the door
Your threats are wasted
Rearrangement of the gods was settled before
In the writings on the wall
I don't need this anymore
Your threats are wasted

If thoughts had a colour
Then mine would shine inside in perfect grey
I run to the shadows
Just to know I live another day
I'm lost in the beauty
Of all the people waiting for the dawn
If God had a home there
I know it was inside a perfect storm

2. Ambitious

Yes you are ambitious
Yes you are alive
Taking all your chances
You get lost on a path to nowhere
Straight to nowhere
Straight to nowhere
Counting all your riches
That you?ve earned before
Will they guide you out there
Or will they lead you straight to nowhere
Straight to nowhere

All this chaos ain?t under control
The only thing you know
Is that you will observe how hard it can get
To be another man instead

A milling machine arbor
Working on your head
Pain is just a harbour
Where you learn to become a breaker
Not a taker
Not a faker

Smiling at the bitches
This is just absurd
Yes you?re still seditious
But this fight will lead to nowhere
Straight to nowhere

All this chaos ain?t under control
The only thing you know
Is that you will observe how hard it can get
To be another man instead
All this chaos won?t come to an end
It?s not hard to comprehend
That all these dreams inside your head
Will be killing you instead

3. Beautiful Again

Found myself standing where the river runs
I don?t know when all this mess began
Found myself become a darkened mirror
All the dreams that we had in the summer of our lives
Still awake inside some bleeding eyes
In the dark – the laughter of a stranger

And he says when
There?s nothing to defend
You?re coming to an end
Remember now what you?ve been fighting for

After all these years
And after all these tears
We missed the place where we belong
On our longest run back home
Staring at the stairs
We couldn?t yet repair
We?ll find a way
To be in tune and beautiful again

Still focused on what I have lost
Still staring where we could have been
Still pointing at a long gone monster

Saw you dancing there on a blood red moon
In a universe we?ll discover soon
In the dark – a whisper of a stranger

And he says when
There?s nothing to defend
You?re coming to an end
Remember now what you?ve been fighting for

After all these years
And after all these tears
We missed the place where we belong
On our longest run back home
Staring at the stairs
We couldn?t yet repair
We?ll find a way
To be in tune and beautiful again

4. Until The Last Light Breakes In

In the middle of the falling rain
We stand
Sharing a smile
And I smile
In the shadow of a crimson nightfall
We stand
Sharing a smile
And I smile
The vision of a sullen despair
The glowing embers burned down
Scatter the ashes of the
Dark and solemn remains
You?re the one I tried to save

Cry to terrify
Reach out to kill the sky
Cry to testify
All the tears inside your eye

Drowning angels in a mirage

Sacrifice me
Drown my sorrow
In these pieces of my past
For all hurting
And all bleeding?s
About you and only you
Loved the ones we could not know
And now we?re forty-something
And the ghosts of our own songs
Are dreaming away

Until the last light breaks in

Imagination endless delight
See the moon not the night
Who?s the one who has
His hand on your door
Promising salvation to stay

Cry to terrify
Reach out to kill the sky
Cry to testify
All the tears inside your eye

Drowning angels in a mirage

Sacrifice me
Drown my sorrow
In these pieces of my past
For all hurting
And all bleeding?s
About you and only you
Loved the ones we could not know
And now we?re forty-something
And the ghosts of our own songs
Are dreaming away

And we?ve got nothing to loose

In the middle of the falling rain
We stand
Sharing a smile
And I smile

In the shadow of a crimson nightfall
We stand
Sharing a smile
And I smile

Do you feel me?
Do you see me?
I?m falling apart
Falling apart

5. Let Me Down

Welcome to the dark inside my heart
An empty room in a losing game
This is not a bad resistance
Welcome to the ghost inside the screen
I like the way you never met me
I like the way you
let me down

You gotta let me down

I could take the time
To look for a simple excuse
Built out of broken glass
I won?t play this game you chose
Cause you say there is no reason
To see another point of view
In the end I?m saving nothing
And there is nothing to do

Welcome to the lovers in my bed
I am here for breaking up
Breaking up with all the mourning

Welcome to nightmare in my head
I like the way you always hurt me
I like the way you always let me down

You gotta let me down

I could take the time
To look for a simple excuse
Built out of broken glass
I won?t play this game you chose
Cause you say there is no reason
To see another point of view
In the end I?m saving nothing
And there is nothing to do

6. Sad Today

You can say I'm leaving
Everytime I'm breathing
You can tell I'm nothing
While the days are drifting
You can say I'm leaving
Everytime I'm grieving
Looking down the way
Feeling sad today
Things are going wrong today
Without a trace I'm fading
Tell me how it's gone
What have I become
Guess I tried to drown the sun
The longest run of solace there

A murder of the morning
Light of shadows dawning
In the end we're hiding
Until the night is crawling
In the end we?re dying
Everytime we?re crying

Looking down the way
Feeling sad today
Things are going wrong today
Without a trace I'm fading
Tell me how it's gone
What have I become
Guess I tried to drown the sun
The longest run of solace

Tell me how it feels
Is there something real
Chasing stories in your hands
To tell about in crimson lands
Looking down the way
Feeling sad today
Things are going wrong today
Without a trace I'm fading out

7. Finally

Somewhere we belong
Somewhere we create the dawn
I've seen you standing there
Wearing your lost smile like a present in your face
Why can't we even mourn why can't we even call
The names of all, of all the ones we lost?
Why can't we now concede the day of the defeat
Asking helpless things to the helpless ones again

On a pale winter?s day saw the final decay
Hell is a cold place to be
It's a sad sacrifice, it's an art in disguise
To walk through shattered doors

And we're going to rise and fall
Here in the dust – another morning

Feels like a shadow?s burning
Holding our breath to say
Something is going on here
Forgetting our tears that were running
Through our hands and
Lost in an unnamed perception
Well aware we finally call your name

And now we're running through all the empty fields
where we once thought that time is on our side

And in your final run a new time has begun
For us to see, for us to feel alone

Lying there still, telling the world that it matters to live
Standing beside you, the flowers will wither in the backyards again
Shattered we stand, well dressed and a picture of you in our hands
Behind this curtain you lie, years won't go by
Standing there still beside you

Finally you reached for the stars there beyond
Finally you had not the strength to hold on
Skies we meet, weeping the words to become none

Now there?s nothing to say the day you?ve gone away
Remember your fight, the promise you made
Yes there?s nothing to say the way you fade away
Remember your smile, the terror in your eyes
There is nothing to find in the cold of your days
Creating the lie we bled out today

Here at the wall they buried you there
Can?t let you go, can?t go away
Reaching the end here in the dust
Bury the dead – they bury us

Do you wanna feel – do you wanna feel it?s ok
Do you wanna feel – it?s alright, it?s ok
Do you wanna run – do you wanna run that?s ok
Do you wanna mourn – it?s alright it?s ok
Do you wanna weep – do you wanna weep that?s ok
Seems you wanna drown here today anyway
Do you wanna speak – do you wanna speak that?s ok
Do you wanna speak here about him today
Do you wanna hide – do you wanna hide that?s ok
Do you wanne tell that we lost him today

I?ve seen the decay – all our dreams turn to grey

Standing there still – telling the world you were here with me
Standing there still – tellling the world that it matters to live
Standing there still – telling the world how it hurts...