1. I Hate Them Still
My mind grows old but memories remain
Can't turn the other cheek
Cause some deserve to die no matter what theu do
Too late to regret
Pounding i'm pounding your life away
Cutting and slicing
Cutting your days away
Carving and slicing your days away
The ones that hated me then
They don't hate me now
The ones i hated then
I hate them still today
We're equally dead
Nothing matters when we lie down below
Can't put a price on my death
When my times comes i'll disappear
I don't need a grave no one visits
2. The Wave Called Misery
Don't hold you breath
And wait for the end, you might just die
Sleepwalk through life
Keep your eyes closed
Don't ask why
Don't hold your breath and wait for salvation
Cause he just won't feel like coming
Loosing is not an option and it might mean death
Focus on those little things that keep you sane
Just ride the wave... called misery
And try to stay alive
Don't hold your breath
And wait for salvation
Cause he just won't feel like coming
Carving – your name on the world and your flesh
Slowly but certainly
3. Free Shackles For Everyone
The shackles are just an illusion made by yourself
Still wallowing in despair and confusion
Can't get a grip of yourself
You cast no shadow cause you don't exist
You nameless one
Maybe you're the fortunate one
Selfmade hell
A hell you can't deny
Can't stop crying life cause life is misery
Can't stop laughing at others tragedy
Lonelyness hardens you
Sorrow is the trigger that makes you want to go through
These sterile hallways
...endless whire hallways
So easy to get lost here
And your demons are trapped underneath the paint
4. The Process Of Destruction
Do we need a great leap forward
To speed up the process of destruction
Do we need something to blow us off this planet
Push the red button if you think go
Oh yeah! We're all gonna die
This is the process of destruction
As sure as we are all going to die
This is what is needed
Raise your fist if you think so
The crawling beings that we are
Don't need a future cause it won't last
The fucked up beings that we are
We don't even learn from our own past
5. A Better Tomorrow
What is it that's burning inside of you
That makes this all feel so disappearing
Yes you had thought
If you went through their wars (all would be allright)
Yes you had too high expectations
One single life with somany ways to end
And there's no hope
Nor a better tomorrow
6. A Reason For Your Fight
I'll be your martyr and i'kk be your saint
I will be the one that you can blame
I'll take the bullets and i'll be crucified
With a smile on my face when i die
Put my face on top on the TV screen
Worship me fools
Come and worship me
Eternally i'm a reason for your fight
It is enough for me
I'm soaring in hights
I've hid my horus
Don't you feel the knife in your back?
Won't do a thing to help you through
Only thing is certain
I guide you to your doom
7. Hell Could Be The Cure
Rise up from the sewers of hell
Climb up and take them to the underground
Decrease this sickened breed
Lowlife scumfucks is what we do need
Hell could be the cure
Cause madness doesn't work anymore
Insanity had it's moments
But faded too fast and had no impact
Deathbound in rusty chains
Endless is the journey to the grave
Decrease this sickened breed
Lowlife scumfucks is what we need
Fists hard as reality to bring these zombies to life
In a lifelong coma functioning without reason
Hard as nails they're stuck in limbo
Never changing just eating all in sight
8. When The Seas Are Boiling
Save your prayers for god is not here
Left two days ago
He said he'll be back in a year
Lost his faith in you
Had to take some time to unwind
Corpses rotting
Man forgetting
Money talking
Drugs are ruling
Blood is spilling
Stupidity and corruption
Seas are boiling
Mountains crumbling
Birds are falling from the skies
Hate, fear, disgust
Paranoia, schizophrenia, ignorance
Madness taking over
9. Strain
I've drifted away from what you call living
Slepped back from the struggling you call life
Let all temptations take hold
Stopped reality to unfold
Much easier to watch you kill yourselves from way up here
Don't regret a thing i've done
It's so peaceful here
Can you feel the strain?
Cause i can't feel a thing
I don't miss it
Can you feel pain?
It's a feel i've lost
I don't miss it
10. The Blues Of A Dying Man
Feel like shit and the bottle is empty again
Intestines are on fire
And darkness creeping closer
Dead tired but sleep is miles away
Can't remember the last time i was sober
Nor the last time i got laid
This bed reeks of piss, shit and sweat
Can't move even if i wanted
All i can see are demons and death
Slowly passing his days
To have lost in so many ways
Lost it all
Nothing more to fuck up
The rest of living was high enough
11. Death Comes For A Visit
Grey clouds are gathering on top of your head
You felt this coming days before
A run of bad luck you just might say
But i know it's much deeper than that
You've been bad
You've been stupid
You've been ignorant and goddamned useless
You've let it all go
You let your demons show
Hell comes for a visit
It's not a case of bad luck
Dark clouds been gathering all day
This doesn't come as a surprise
You feel cold shivers down your spine
It's about running out of luck
You've been cheating and stolen some
You've been foolish and realty fucked up
You've let it all go
You let your demons show
Death comes for a visit today
12. Non Compos Mentis
Continiung on the same path that lead us astray
The fault is none but ours
The falling plans of making things right
Will keep us small once and for all
Forget the blueprints
No way to achieve complete peace
Mankind is the sickness
We will always want more
To get ride of the problem?
Is to yet rid of yourself
This ratrace is everlasting
It goes on and on
13. The World Is But A Memory
Swimming in the sea of flames
Nothing burns as bright
As holyness is put to flame
And all gods will die
The tide has turned
We're walking against the wind
Dreaming on the road to progress
Nothing leads that way
The signs have been taken down
And you are on your own
Can you hear the tune
That bitter sweet melody
That's all you'll have
When the world is but a memory
Now the walls are closing in on us
And we look a knife to a gunfight
It is nighttime for us
It is bedtime for mankind
This lullaby will kill
Such a goodtime so hush
14. A Need To Survive
I've got to much to go
Can't go to sleep cause i'm too tired
What do you mean but it's my own choice
A need to survive and a need to go on
What happened what's wrong?
These nightmares are taking too long
Can't sit up can't sit still
These drugs are making me ill
A momentary loss of muscular coordination
A few extra foot pounds of energy per second
Cold inside
Trapped and no life
Cold is the grave
Can't decide
To live or to die
When something hits you this hard
There will be noone to whine to
I have no sympathy for fools like you
This is how reality fucks you...