1. Wrathful And Sullen

Their souls encumbered by dead weights
One serves the other to punish with hate
Their souls have become dimmed in fruitless wrath
There's no hope left in this bloodbath

Lost souls doomed to battle
Forever face each other
Wrathful opposing sullen
On going vital fighting

They are never to die
Howling frantic endless sighs
No coming triumph in sight
Because they refused the light

Was this worth all anger?
Trapped in hell forever
Caught in endless pain
Never to return again

Doomed to be immortal
Hate and being brutal
Skinning, biting, destroy
Hungering for final death

Countless souls attacking in the foul slime
In life refused to accept the light
In death they are buried in the wastes
Gargling the words of an endless chant

Lost souls doomed to battle
Forever face each other
Wrathful opposing sullen
On going vital fighting

They are never to die
Howling frantic endless sighs
No coming triumph in sight
Because they refused the light

Was this worth all anger?
Trapped in hell forever
Caught in endless pain
Never to return again

Doomed to be immortal
Hate and being brutal
Skinning, biting, destroy
Hungering for final death

Sullying and squandering, wasted all their light
Bringing them to the brawl of wraiths in fright
Easily grasping their depressing plight
They are doomed to Hell in an endless fight

Lost souls doomed to battle
Forever face each other
Wrathful opposing sullen
On going vital fighting

They are never to die
Howling frantic endless sighs
No coming triumph in sight
Because they refused the light

2. Heavy Dose

The dark turned into grey
During the golden age of sin
Into distance it let me fade
But I'll never let it win

There is only one guarantee
It's the cycle of suffering
I look ahead for the end
That I don't want to see

I got a heavy dose of it
Like a shot piercing my skin
I got it twofold what you all did
But I fought while you all hid
You're still that little kid
Who never got caught in the grid
Where they injected the heavy dose
The heavy quantity of pain

It all feels like hell
Did the pain get there to stay?
Because I die when this feeling comes alive

The anger is around my neck
It's there like a noose that wants to break
My sore life all into pieces
To end the dying beating

I got a heavy dose of it
Like a shot piercing my skin
I got it twofold what you all did
But I fought while you all hid
You're still that little kid
Who never got caught in the grid
Where they injected the heavy dose
The heavy quantity of pain

A heavy dose of nothing is not enough
A heavy dose of everything is just as tough
A heavy dose of something is like a lure to be repelled
A heavy dose of anything is hell

I got a heavy dose of it
Like a shot piercing my skin
I got it twofold what you all did
But I fought while you all hid
You're still that little kid
Who never got caught in the grid
Where they injected the heavy dose
The heavy quantity of pain

3. Black Eternity

Never will it stop, future black eternity
Struggling the past, struggling to see
I only want to know where I'm heading to
It's all the same, whatever I do

I hope it will stop, this deep animosity
Give my feelings back and end this misery
Nothing can I do, except to keep on fighting
Slowly killing my soul like struck by lightning

Black eternity
Haunts me now
Black eternity
Go on leave me
Black eternity
I got nothing to give
Black eternity
Let me live

I'd do anything to make the memories disappear
What's left now is fighting the fear of fear
There's a feeling deep inside that don't want to let go
I try to move on even though I'm on my own

I hope it will stop, this deep animosity
Give my feelings back and end this misery
Nothing can I do, except to keep on fighting
Slowly killing my soul like struck by lightning

Black eternity
Haunts me now
Black eternity
Go on leave me
Black eternity
I got nothing to give
Black eternity
Let me live

To change what's done
When all is said and gone?
The many turned to none
It's time to take me home

I hope it will stop, this deep animosity
Give my feelings back and end this misery
Nothing can I do, except to keep on fighting
Slowly killing my soul like struck by lightning

Black eternity
Haunts me now
Black eternity
Go on leave me
Black eternity
I got nothing to give
Black eternity
Let me live

4. Decadence

Fly covered flesh
On rotting bones
The stench of blood
Agonizing smell of death

Endless time of silence
Energy been lost
Covered in pestilence
Making up the final plot

A forgotten question
Does nothing but fill my mind
All the words that weren't said
Put me on that ride
Too scarred to tell
Rejected heaven for hell
Just another loser astray
In the cycle of decay

Will you be the one,
To dig my dismal grave?
When I'm gone from here,
Will you even slightly care?

Will you leave me subdued,
Like anyone else will?
Or will you be the one to
Stab me for the kill?

A forgotten question
Does nothing but fill my mind
All the words that weren't said
Put me on that ride
Too scarred to tell
Rejected heaven for hell
Just another loser astray
In the cycle of decay

Decadence
Sears through the trees
Cleansing away
The remaining leaves

Roots like spastic hands
In shallow graves
Clutch at the sky
I'm left alone to rot away

A forgotten question
Does nothing but fill my mind
All the words that weren't said
Put me on that ride
Too scarred to tell
Rejected heaven for hell
Just another loser astray
In the cycle of decay

5. Foyer Of Hell

I am on the way into the city of woe
I am on the way to the forsaken people
I am going down into a pit so low
I am on the way into eternal sorrow

The cry ceased and the echo passed hearing
I saw three mighty presences appearing
With neither joy or sorrow in their bearing
No sign of compassion or caring

I stand on the foyer of hell
In this nightmare I will dwell

No direct ascent past the beasts
To pass this you must descend through Hell

These wretches were never dead
They ran through swarms of hornets naked
That gauged them the more they fled
Sweet blood soaked them red

It made their faces stream with bloody gouts
Pus and gore that dribbled to their feet
If they fell they were to be swallowed
By loathsome worms and filthy maggots

I stand on the foyer of hell
In this nightmare I will dwell

No direct ascent past the beasts
To pass this you must descend through Hell
Descending all through Purgatory and then,
You will be free to dwell

No direct ascent past the beasts
To pass this you must descend through Hell
Descending all through Purgatory, crossing the fire
To pass this you must descend through Hell

6. Among The Fallen

No one sees the raven inside my soul
It wants to get out and rips me till I'm torn
Everything I do always turns out wrong
The fallen I was placed among

My frayed soul is soon but gone
Nothing will be left because I'm the one
Been chosen to stand in the flames
While you are laughing at my pain

Misery, I'm here among the fallen
Melancholy, screaming, despair, pain, help calls and tragedy
Please stop the tragic memories
Treachery, I have no one but myself

I want to scream but my voice is gone
Eternal night's over the dying sun
In my dreams, light still appears
But when I wake up I'm covered with tears

The time that has passed, is nothing but a blur
That what I saw of life, no one wants to learn
The shadow of doom stands above my path
I can never go back to the past

Misery, I'm here among the fallen
Melancholy, screaming, despair, pain, help calls and tragedy
Please stop the tragic memories
Agony, I am doomed to a life in eternal flames

Please save me

Misery, I'm here among the fallen
Melancholy, screaming, despair, pain, help calls and tragedy
Please stop the tragic memories
Treachery, I am in eternal hell but something wild did survive

7. Dagger Of The Mind

Everywhere you turn something is forlorn
Drained mind from the time you where born
Twinkling light, a dagger carves the skull
Nothing left, no memories no soul

No feelings left, no emotions, no life
All that is left is demolition and demise
Trapped in a squared empty room
Dark which sticks in as a womb

Stabbing
Twisting
Burning
Pounding

A cut so deep inside my soul
The dagger still caught inside my mind
Cannot run away from the pain
It's carving inside my brain

I am left to pretend
Like I knew what had happened
The pain will not once again leave
But I can't remember who cut me

Panic, to get out of this room
Wanting to get out of the wretched gloom
Must be a way out, can't even shout
Howling like a wolf
Trapped by hunters in the night

Shattering the glass, desperately want to pass
The dagger of the mind's still carving
For the lust of life I'm starving
Fucking let me out!

Stabbing
Twisting
Burning
Pounding

A cut so deep inside my soul
The dagger still caught inside my mind
Cannot run away from the pain
It's carving inside my brain

I am left to pretend
Like I knew what had happened
The pain will not once again leave
But I can't remember who cut me

8. War Within

The leash around my neck
Is pulling me through pain
Don't want to keep following
Struggling to get free again

Stop or soon I'm gonna burst
I don't want to make it hurt
Psyche turned to an empty rift
Killed all that was left inside of it

You are pulling me through pain and hate
Through shattered glass in agony
Torn and slit on a blackened path
My misery is my war within
The wall of strength has crumbled
The wall of battle is by my side
I am stuck in this pattern
The depression eating me alive

I try to compensate my mind
To overcome what I have to hide
My mask covering my face
To hide the fading appearance
I am never going to fail
I'll prove it when I prevail
To show the suffering by repay
I am screaming inside
But I'll find my way

A war heart is what's left inside of me
It's going to lead my way
I'm on my own again
No one can betray

I'll fight along with misery
Hit me, punish, torment me
War within
Never to get to me

You are pulling me through pain and hate
Through shattered glass in agony
Torn and slit on a blackened path
My misery is my war within
The wall of strength has crumbled
The wall of battle is by my side
I am stuck in this pattern
The depression eating me alive

I try to compensate my mind
To overcome what I have to hide
My mask covering my face
To hide the fading appearance
I am never going to fail
I'll prove when I prevail
To show the suffering by repay
I am screaming inside
But I'll find my way
War
I've asked it to be given to me
Sought until I would find the door
Everyone who asks receives
Who seeks will find and destroy
Life is the eternal test
Life is the temporary trust
Will the door be opened again for me?
It is my hope and phobia

You are pulling me through pain and hate
Through shattered glass in agony
Torn and slit on a blackened path
My misery is my war within
The wall of strength has crumbled
The wall of battle is by my side
I am stuck in this pattern
The depression eating me alive

I try to compensate my mind
To overcome what I have to hide
My mask covering my face
To hide the fading appearance
I am never going to fail
I'll prove it when I prevail
To show the suffering by repay
I am screaming inside
But I'll find my way