1. My Blood Your Blood
Follow my way of thinking
True human way of life
Lay yourself on my seed
Depart from your kind
I am your father
I am your son
The start and the end
In time you?ll see
Heal yourself from yourself
Act without emotion
I am the upward direction
Your insuperable fate
You thought life is a gift
Let truth speak for itself
The course for you is settled
You are now on my leash
Dreaming of this dominance
Ruined by your impotence
See the reverse side of life
Come and hide your excuses
You thought life is a gift
Let truth speak for itself
The course for you is settled
You are now on my leash
I am your father
I am your son
The start and the end
In time you?ll see
2. In The Mirrors
Seen by your eyes
I stare into the void
Hearing me move
I hear nothingness
Your breath on my neck
I'm gasping for air
Put down by the beast
I crawl in my own dirt
You set the fire on me
The fire that burns my fire
Walls around closing in
Cracking my vision
Fading my strength
I'm choking on your sweat
Somewhere below raging storms
In the moist dark unconcious
Together with another soul
Far apart but still the same
Replacing now my own soul
To obtain the strength to see again
Fiery soul cleansing
True mind erasing
Gods only method
And I'm facing it
Pain means healing
Objective lashing
Adaptable being
Must become deaf
You set the fire on me
The fire that burns my fire
Endless grinding
Called for bowing
Non stop feeding
All must be swallowed
One option remaining
No way of hiding
I can see...
you in the mirrors!
3. Lost Within
Birth of new life
Hope of this world
Smothered since birth
Estranged of what is true
Elders their dreams are lies
Spoken behind my back
Piercing through my mind
I don?t see what you see
Stagnant this view I see
Frozen deep within
Raving in lunacy
I am lost within
Strange man in me
Unleashed my hate
Stares back through hell
In darkness I dwell
Aimless path
To the end
Forever
Your words betray
Stagnant this view I see
Frozen deep within
Raving in lunacy
I am lost within
Cresfallen life
Your words betray
Crestfallen life
Lead me astray
4. Where The Shadows Clash
Where the shadows clash
Upon my world
Where the world goes blind
Where nothing is real
Now I?m dying here
Under the falling down shadows
Starve my soul
Eternity craves for me
Grey this world of dawn
God made in my dream
I have gone blind
Praying to die... alone
Where the shadows clash
Upon my world
Where the world goes blind
Where nothing is real
I burn for the shadows
That have found me
I show excruciating pain
My blood is black as in my dreams
I moan, for betrayed I am
This is the throne where shadows clash
Where the only man
Will suppress his life
Son of god
Lost deep inside
Where the shadows clash
Upon my world
Where the world goes blind
Where nothing is real
I burn for the shadows
That have found me
I show excruciating pain
My blood is black as in my dreams
I moan, for betrayed I am
This is the throne where shadows clash
5. Trial Of Guilt
Their quiet sighs
Will follow your trail
Their endless pain
Will haunt you in dreams
Silence the guilt
They made you feel
Deep in your heart
Deaf, dumb and blind
You can not feel the guilt and shame
You can not heal, they bleed cause of you
You can not feel the guilt and shame
You can not grow, they bleed cause of you
Their painful cries
Now twisting your truth
Your soul like ice
Standstill and cold
Their freezing touch
Now grasping your soul
Look at yourself
Deaf, dumb and blind
You can not feel the guilt and shame
You can not heal, they bleed cause of you
You can not feel the guilt and shame
You can not grow, they bleed cause of you
You can not feel
the guilt and shame
You can not heal
the guilt and shame
6. Gates Of Lamentation
At the gates of still and cold domain
Where sinister clouds were filling up
the sphere they watcthed
There in nothingness nothing ever existed
Except the freezing wind that so many perished
Inside this lifeless
Cradle of damnation
Darkness below death
Your eyes shall be opened
Again
The dark beauty is now in shades
To break your world of tranquility
Echoes of nothingness
Burned sights will kill your faith in god
Your god has gone astray
You unfathered fool
Seal your fate
Forevermore... Lamentation
At the gates of still and cold domain
where sinister clouds were filling up
the sphere they watcthed
There in nothingness nothing ever existed
Except the freezing wind that so many perished
7. Silent With Earth
no way out of this hell
solitude holds me throuhg time
misery found a way to my heart
tears raining upon my path
memory of the time
I lie silent with earth
awakened to eternity
in search for my paradise
I am lost on my way
the path darkened by others
my earthly remains decay
memory of the time
I lie silent with earth
awakened to eternity
you gave me everything
you gave me this pain
you gave me this world
you made me insane
8. Derailed
In between time
The sun has set forever
Tranquil, silent state
Worlds eldest wisdom
This place of all known fears
Minds unfound corner
Peace seeks its way to hold
Until they return
Suppressed...unreal
No sigth no ground to walk
So down you reel... derailed
Deeper you will stray
Halos and flashing lights
Haunting endlessly
Scared and cornered
Driven to the limit
Parting of the conciousness
Delusions of mirages
Natural order of all things
Relentless reign
When they reveal in flesh
You'll see what you are made of
Call for light and find out
The truth'll push you down
The sand in your veins
Melt into fear
The flame in you dies
As you drown in blood
Suppressed...unreal
No sigth no ground to walk
So down you reel... derailed
Deeper you will stray
Suppressed...unreal
No sigth no ground to walk
So down you reel... derailed
Deeper you will stray
9. Crimson Tears
I remember her standing by the window
So innocent and beautiful
I remember her crying bitter tears
Trying to cope in her loneliness
I saw pain in her eyes
Heard her desperate silent cries
I couldn?t stand there for you
I remember her listening every night
Whispering wind in the silent air
I remember her struggling against pain
Withering away by every single day
I saw pain in her eyes
Heard her desperate silent cries
I couldn?t stand there for you
I remember her listening every night
Whispering wind in the silent air
I remember her crying bitter tears
Withering away by every single day
10. Drifting
The fear of looking inside
The pain of my life
The memories are so real
The scars grow so deep
The pain of my life
The shame that I feel
Crying, all colours fade to grey
Drowning in tears I fade away
Away from the light
The pain of my life
The shame that I feel
Crying, all colours fade to grey
Drowning in tears I fade away
The essence of innerself
Horrors burn my eyes
So real... the pain inside
Falling... I'm drifting away
Falling... Drifting away
Away from the sun
Falling... Drifting away
Away from my heart
11. Burning
I'm coming from the place unknown to me
Guess it's my insane personality
I need to find peace for my mind
For there where I was I only dealt with pain
The silent voice echoes in my head
Aware but I am frightened to dead
I know I am alone without protection
Oh, please save me from these burning illusions
The fire that burns inside my soul
The flame in disguise burns my sight
The fire confuses my weary mind
Is it my head that makes me suffer?
Burning illusions – Tear my being apart
Blinded eyes do see – Shattered identity
The silent voice echoes in my head
Aware but I am frightened to dead
I know I'm alone without protection
Oh, please save me from these burning illusions
The fire that burns inside my soul
The flame in disguise burns my sight
The fire confuses my weary mind
Is it my head that makes me suffer?