1. Martyr

a wanderer on the lonely street
on the great highway
between womb and tomb
this is the trip

road to final misfortune
exit light appeared at noon
messiah died the way of loss
ease the pain upon the cross
masses slowly passing by
but his decay still they deny
everlasting his faith burns
repiningly the cross it turns

panic is spread promises entice
ancient heathens are baptized
in dark inquisition hatred will rise
nailed as an icon stigmatised

jesus the supression's name
our saviour walked into the light
INRI – the deadly game
not to return from darkest night... martyr

live life in salvation
under god's devastation
contemn the almighty lies
inside the holy paradise
for your sins once he died
erased the dead ones all who cried
run and pray, suffer in vain
...jesus died not for your pain

2. Dancing Into The Apocalyptic Sun

life is a room easy to survey
a light in the midst of nothingness
seen through the astral telescope
the fire & it's burning bride

shroud of a thought into deeper space
in space I'll hide my secret self

running across the orbits
on our mission catch the sun
towards the colours neonwhite
weightlessness, fall high & run

we're dancing into the apocalyptic sun

poisoned waters motionless
stargates at the edge of rot
dancing the journey of morphine
divine horizons without god

take the fallen angel's claws
embryonic embroilment
the source of disorder
life is not explicaple

electric soul's vision
pictures are painted on my face
apathetic flight beyond the opera
perception is the key to greater space

3. Catharsis III

after all is said and done we're close
embrace the beloved one's silhouette
passion's bleeding like a withered rose
maturity to learn and to regret

words replace love for a moment
affection is a path to walk together
distance becomes great fascination
the adored tongue spoken after forever

images are fading in remembrance
again I live through all her hurting words
cleanse the black soul of the visionary
gonna take a flight w/ lonely golden birds

the bleeding sea is like a vestibule
beginning & the end of life
million heads penetrate into skin
sublimation to avoid the deadly strife

my journey reached its end
a long passage to myself
catharsis reached it's end
youth swallowed a new millenium
reality is just the top of what we see
reality is just the path from which we flee

4. Pentecost

today life entered my destiny
a destiny not to foresee
we celebrate the dancing queen
her dance into the unforeseen

now as all my faith is lost
let's pretend... pentecost

endurance now's a part of mine
a part of mine apart from decline
black blood from the delighted moon
pentecost served on a silver spoon

distance gives a little loneliness
a fear laments can't supress
today life entered my destiny
a destiny not to foresee

today death finished my destiny
a destiny not to foresee

5. Dark Mother

try to catch the shadows
throw my soul into deep blame
the misty blue of sorrows
everlasting flame
try to catch the sun
throw my mind into disdain
wayfaring w/ contempt
everlasting pain

hold on to every moment
before it dissapears
to perception lead me
sentimental inner fears

dark mother – petrified tears are glaring
dark mother – stigmatize my destiny
dark mother – dreadful eyes are staring
dark mother – you can't take my memory

take a bath in my resistance
sweet water burns the skin
follow purity in trance
memory's killing from w/in

yearning is the darkest fashion
a bitter slander's what I see
hope is like staggering passion
a golden sea of memory

6. Perception's Bitter Shores

take my sins to a higher blame
love feels very strange
for my words I feel ashamed
I cannot stop the change
can't stop the change...

a final step into perception
causes dreams to burn
a final step into infinity
and never to return
a journey to the deepest self
penetrate into the wounded sea
death is a departure
the way leads to memory

in this cunt I feel salvation
beginning and the end of space
in this ocean of infinity
a warm and yet a darker place

watch the feelings overtake
sorrows sleep inside the noose
watch meditation re-awake
a sixth sense to abuse
made to abuse...

blood is streaming out of my wounds
blood streams down in vain
I've left all feelings in the world behind
I've left all sorrows w/ you

7. Anaesthesia

in the bright sun of the night
smoothly embrace the waves
in the dark rays of the light
jesus opens his veins

your tender words
embraced the moment for too long
anaesthesia
eternal sleep was far too strong

in the dead life of the day
restless becomes the sea
accomplished void is on the way
the exit is futility

for every day you have survived
two days are brining pain
for every two man who have died
only one man gave a grain

8. Fragile Wonderland

painful cognition
inside the burning cage
disciple's last vision
loss of the young age

lasting depressions
I am sin I am sorrow
dreadful impressions
engrave my tomorrow

welcome to the pandemonium
let's regain the hurting blame
welcome to the fragile wonderland
leviathan is my 2nd name

great copulations under golden skies
at cilmax end a tender tear will rise
her glance cauterised my darkened eyes
clarity in the depths of mother's womb lies

the love of existence
a sequence of grief
knowledge w/out sense
the way to achieve

9. Black Bird's Lullaby(e)

a black bird flies across the rusty gates
his claws tug away our bleeding love
regarding fears through the looking glass
a withered rose hovered above

a black bird flies
across the sea
passion dies
for his lucidity

sing the black bird's lullaby
waves take our ashes to the sea of loss
bleeding in the lucid sky
I laugh at your holy cross

let's sing the black birds lullaby
and it seems that love will never die

seadust weeps our melody
the night is clear, colours dry up in the rain
silent oppression fills my mind
into water descends the pain

I tell you children of the night
beware of lonely bleeding birds
black ravens fulfilled w/ passion
as the lunar sea devoures their tears of blood
we believe in love to be the sacrifice
believe until the blood of love is raining down

10. Returning Skywards

mother hides my love away
it won't appease the hunger
I killed my father's soul today
it won't thrill the pain
I celebrate the childhood's reign
dancing back into the womb
celebrate the reign of decline

I take you down for a while
I take your hand and I smile
I take your soul for so long
take it to hell, where we belong

stigmatise the pain so divine
in my darkest dreams you are mine

watch me return to the sky
my soul remains a part of yours
up to the sky watch me fly
swallow my words and dance w/ me
take part on my decline

it hurts no more the pain
take my path and follow me
lay thy tender hands in mine
come into the light and see...

11. Les Saints Reliques

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