1. Reason

Sensation feels so real this time it's true
No more fear the debating is over!
No more words, no more words for you
No more tears, the waiting is over

I can't be there 'cause I run out of energy
If you could only see
Trying my best to convince you that
I don't mind

There's nowhere to run
Reason is calling
No more pretending
This time it's coming the end
Coming the end

I've been given too much warnings
And I bled without control
Word's often cruel we're listening no more

I can't be there 'cause I run out of energy
If you could only see
Trying my best to convince you that
I don't mind

There's nowhere to run
Reason is calling
No more pretending
My time is coming and now

Trying to remember
If there's a "when" or if there is a "why"
Maybe you should try to remember
Maybe I should try, just give it a try, c'mon!

...nowhere to run
Reason is calling
No more pretending
This time, this time it comes to an end
A time is coming
Reason is calling me
No more pretending
This time it's coming the end

2. Trust

All by myself, writing another page
A list of deep thoughts to deal with what
Was unfair

But I can't believe I'm sober
And the pain is flowing through
Knowin' that within my soul a regret digs
The deepest hole

Over and over, still sober

Bearing the sacrifice, unholy paradise
That's why I will surrender
I shouldn't have trust the lie
It's sad I have tried
What am I gonna do?

Just another quick addiction
Is not what I wanted

You will understand
I'll learn how to heal myself
A cut needs to mend
Erase, destroy and repent?

And I can't help but take cover
From the storm we are sailing through
Drowning in a sea of regrets
Falling in lake of fire
Lie's over. I've been there.

I can trust myself, I have paid my amend
Can you live with the remembrance?
I can trust myself, me and no one else
Will you fear the consequences?

No you won't
What are you gonna do?

Bearing the sacrifice, unholy paradise
It will be the reason why
I shouldn't have trust the lie
It burns like a fire
What am I gonna do

3. Universe

Too many warnings
Rose from the earth
We are leaving

It's a rush to other worlds
We are not allowed to live into this one
It's our fault

From the place I know
From the words I've heard
To the Universe we'll belong

My journey's turning into
What will divide us forever
In this fairy world
We'll live to build a new heaven
With no more return

Eyes wide open
We'll find the way
To the unknown

We're looking for
Somewhere to start over
Over again

To the star that glows
Shining light exposed
From an Earth we won't live again

My journey's turning into
What will divide us forever
In this fairy world
We'll live to build a new heaven
With no more return

My journey's turning into
What will divide us forever
In this fairy world
We'll live to build
A new heaven
We'll build this
Universe

4. Numb

Don't wanna lose
Is there a time
To second chances?
Staring my eyes on it
I Just can't see
Why you're just so numb

Can't fight, cannot try
Lying underneath my skin
Twisting all over me
The need to be
The right man in this empty being

You're still the one I want

I Need to know
Please remember when
Your feelings were
Close to mine
A little emotion
A treasure in a land of pain

If I would chose
Out there a lifetime
With a sense
No time for hesitate
No silence to hate
Always where we need to be

You're still the one I want

I Need to know
Please remember when
Your feelings were close to mine
A little emotion
A treasure in a land of pain

I Need to know
Please remember when
Your feelings were
Close to mine
A little emotion
A treasure in a land of pain

5. Pages

Sometimes there's only
One helping hand inside those nights
A song to sing, a page to write
And I can't let it go

Not Me! Not You!

Can't fight the demons in my head
Not Me! Not You!

The devil and me, just the only "Us" I live!

I can barely let it flow
No reason in falling
A reason to be
Is more than a feeling
Bring it on 'till it's over

To Write down this rhyme is
The only way I know to heal my pain
A rhythm beats, my heart's on fire
I can't let it go

Not Me! Not You!

Can't fight the demons in my head
Not Me! Not You!

The devil and me
Just the only "Us" I live!

I can barely let it flow
No reason in falling
A reason to be
Is more than a feeling
Bring it on 'till it's over

Bring peace within me soothing the fears
Playing neverending music
Is what I want

There's noway to run
I can barely let it flow
No reason in falling
A reason to be
Is more than a feeling

Bring it on 'till the end

6. Repay

Let me pass through
This Sunday morning,
A thousand degrees
Frozen within me

Suddenly real,
I can hear you say:
"I cannot try to. It's up to you"
But I'm here wondering
Why we still have to fight,
With a knife in my hand I'm denying

I believe in tomorrow
A world without you is a place
I've been through
Nobody listens to me

I'm bleeding right from the heart
I feel losing touch
With the real affections
I'll take the time
To deal with my pride
And remember
What life was about

I believe in tomorrow
A world without you is a place
I've been through
And we won't breathe
No more sorrow
No fears and decays
You're the prize and not the repay
When nobody sees me

I believe in tomorrow
A world without
You is a place
I've been through
And we won't breathe
No more sorrow
No fears and decays
You're the prize

7. Chaos

A mental abuse trapped in a brain jail
Got to get out of here

It's my destiny(to) appear and not to be
I'm not done

I can be the only one who trust
I'm not afraid

If no one else believe in this time I want

To bring it down to the limit
Feel the wave and move on

Losing control just to be myself
Dark side that I'm crawling into
(My) chaos has born
I need to make it true

The deepest regret is pushing my headache
To a never ending blast

My wounds to relieve with a fury released
I'm not done

If I will be the only one, I'm not afraid
If you deceive me I will rise
These feelings are suffocated
Scream loud and move on, yeah

Losing control just to be myself
Dark side that I'm crawling into
(My) chaos has born
I need to make it true

One day I'll be free

One day I'll try to spit out

This foolish self-control

My mind will fall from ashes reborn

Losing control just to be myself
Dark side that I'm crawling into
(My) chaos has born
I need to make it true

8. Remembrance

If dreaming about it
Is the only way
To take care of me
Tonight

It's all I can do
I will be there all night long
Just wait for me now
If you're sleeping I will be there

'Cause all I want is you
I can feel it every second
If dreaming about it
Means starting to lose
The game is over!

Just being myself
Will I find that elusive remembrance?

Please show me the way
To your dreams
I won't miss

It's all I can do
I will'be there all night long
Just wait for me now
If you're sleeping
I will be there-

'Cause all I want is you
I can feel it every second
If dreaming about it
Means starting to lose
The game is over!

The game is over
It's just a game

'Cause all I want is you
I can feel it every second
If dreaming about it
Means starting to lose
The game is
Over!

9. Overload

Sometimes my feelings
Fill the rivers of my mind

My darkest desires

Light my soul and make me lose control

These thorns slowly
Bring me down
Slave to my greed
And I feel that it hurts

In my heart I am burning with anger
I need to refine the walk of my life
Emotional overload torns my soul
Let me be with you, now I can be with you

One day your feelings
Will bring peace
Inside my heart

You cannot divide us
I will always be a part of you

These thorns slowly bring me down
Slave to my greed
I'm falling apart

In my heart I am burning with anger
I need to refine the walk of my life
Emotional overload torns my soul
Let me be with you
Now I can be with you

Now that I've been forgotten
I'm drained of emotions
Dead and gone
A drop in the ocean

In my heart I am burning with anger
I need to refine the walk of my life
Emotional overload torns my soul
Let me be with you
Now I can be with you

10. Void

Struggling with my inner thoughts
Is it worth or it means nothing?
Should i run the distance between both?

The answers set my soul on fire
A weight I can't bear anymore

If I'd still recall those feelings forgotten
It's all I could do again
To find my way, to find it, find it

And time won't answer the questions
(questions left)
Search for it somewhere else
Blindly believe then is all I can do
I'm filling the void this life puts me through
Filling the void

Hard to pretend a simple life
I've been told to transcend, I will always
Remember or shall I rely on my pure desire to
To find out the reason to live this way

If I'd still recall
Those feelings forgotten
It's all I could do to find
To find my way, to find it, find it

And time won't answer the questions
(questions left)
Search for it somewhere else
Blindly believe then is all I can do
I'm filling the void this life puts me through
Feel the void

To find my way, to find it, find it

And time won't answer the questions
(questions left)
Search for it somewhere else
Blindly believe then is all I can do
I'm filling the void this life puts me through
I'm filling the void!

11. Blame

Stop Breathing
All I want are empty spaces around

Lost memories seem so real
Much as never before
(I'm) Still living in a silly dream
I will do it more than I probably want to show

No Matter what I'll do
I Cannot trust again
I Cannot bring this pain
Blame on me if I miss the answers
Can't you see there are no more questions
Take me just as I need to be!

If it's a joke, they're breaking down
The house of hopes I've built for you
They're trying to bring it down
I can't stand them more
More than ever

No Matter what I'll do
I Cannot trust again
I Cannot bring this pain
Blame on me if I miss the answers
Can't you see there are no more questions
Take me just as I need to be!

I'm losing faith and I cannot talk to you
Remember what I said:

"No matter what
I'll bring the cross
Just close your eyes, embrace me,

(And) everything you wanted
To be you'll be again"

No Matter what I'll do
I Cannot trust again
I Cannot bring this pain
Blame on me if I miss the answers
Can't you see there are no more questions
Take me just as I need to be!