1. The Love Divine

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2. Aphelion Void

Fractions of entireties are borrowed
In infatuation of a valued norm
Those backward steps through
Dire doors
An attempt to reach some imagined form
In the twinkle of my perpetual ruin
Where life offers no hope

Just the silence of ghosts
All numb with failed regret
From a virus to a host
My only joy is to forget

Smothered by spiral repetition
Trapped to endure another day
Over and over until collision
And doubt offers new beginnings
I linger inside my death (and re-birth)
Smothered by spiral repetition
Trapped to endure another day

Aching limbs escape the earth
From eager to unwilling
Perception
In a fragile fleeting moment
But larger still,
Than all of deception

Our heavens are empty
Absence through a broken promise
We disassemble god in dead
Rotting thoughts
And reassemble him through
The birth of flesh
When clarity coils the twilight
Willing hands crack the
Structured fixtures
For no symbol is for free
Say the created
That became the creator

This house we forever built
A comfort in our own demise
Unfolding through self-given guilt
Sinking us deeper in disguise

Awaiting relief from all choices
Like a diseased ancestral transmission
We imitate....
Taught how to hide
But not to listen
Until words come
Ripping mouths open
Can you handle the hunger
When fear favours the broken
The conscious you erased by younger
...ideas

3. God Protocol Axiom

The devil hides inside fractal patterns
Beyond the singularity
Where everything you lost is waiting
Archaeologic burden of excrements
The fluent fluctuation,
Of feverish mental rash
Behind you, stretching wide
The scent of remembrance
While another you,
Waiting in the cosmic ash

Chaos fathers a moment's structure
Below the aching arcs of all heavens
And in the midst of it all, a single mind
That dreamt the truth, but woke up lying
For his own salvation, his own escape?

The function withers,
But the form remains
Forever altered, by past deeds
Unable to wash the sordid stains
Unable to proceed

Wherever I tread
No road ahead
Time without limit
Eternity in a minute

Taught to nurture
But if you care you break
Indulge the hollow torture
Reach heaven through heartache

Wherever I tread
No road ahead
Time without limit
Eternity in a minute

Disclosed to the vermin's appetite
Like cannibals...we devour...
Our humanity

In the last days of dreams
Towards a pale array orbit
Hiding inside our darkest deeds
Tomorrow we all bleed, we all fall....
And admire...
We all approach, the unforgiving fire
We believe....
(That) the ruler of the realm revealed
Our warm adulation...
In coming before his voice...
....To tremble....

4. The Unlocking

Weapons of mass-hypnosis
Alert resistant failure
Proudly gifted with skills
Of indoctrination
Close your eyes and follow me
And I will show you
Where to search and how to die

Hiding in glamorous smite
Provided at ground zero
A frozen echo unborn
Between worlds so deep they
Cannot be reached
In ancient urge, pretend or fly
Still your smile remains a fraud

I hail those whose pulse beats free
When strong in strangulation
Too far a journey
To hold the mask in three
Sessions for credible superior scorn

Your mind astray see only hope
In what to taste and touch
Come and take your place beside me
And clarity of vision will emerge

With weapons of mass-crises
Bewildered thoughts succeed
When basic fear reigns sublime

My heart in heaven, my soul in hell
What and who to follow
Some dead man's division
Or lessons learned in cruelty?
Hollow heart, subsiding soul
Unhinged devastation exhumed
Take control when
Bottom-floor cracks
Unlocking hell's prison
Hollow heart, subsiding soul
Unhinged devastation exhumed
Take control when
Bottom-floor cracks
Unlocking hell's prison

Impermanent state contaminated
Inferior fool dement
Significant woe given
Infectious blood brewing

Destination agony
Gathering every sign
Capable of killing
A prosperous potent instinct
In willfulness like that
No answers are needed
As uncertainty becomes
The singularity

From this day on
Trapped and screaming
You will forever remain
As lost and drained as completely
Fulfilled

Take me there
To snare in attack at those
Molded in frames of suffering
Only to realise death

I hail those whose pulse beats free
When strong in strangulation
Too far a journey
To hold the mask in three
Sessions for credible superior scorn

5. Architect Of Darkness

Recreant deeds
In lightless places
They pick my bones
And hide their faces
They pick my bones
And sing their praises

(With) no heart of our own
Still forced to take it
Into minds and onto hands
I set my seed at zero
I object to your demands

The dull ache of twisting space
Grinding teeth
Devouring mouths to mutter,
Words without grace
What lies beneath....
....The ocean of ideas?
Shame or repentance?
Curled up and ready to strike
Until the earth has perished

And once again,
Ready to create something like...
...You and I

Ritual re-enactment
In selfsame glory
Reliving life's every wing
I shred my memories
To no longer think
Down the bottomless pit
Sink dignity sink

What story is there to tell?
God taught his children to hate
Onwards my journey to hell
What was my fatal mistake?
A liberty that will never acquit,
Eating me up bit by bit
Something I came to depend on
Once adored, but now gone

Don't fear the frown
From the tongue-washed disdain
Don't hear the slander
When no one remains
Don't wear no crown
When they shout your name
Don't carry the burden
Don't suffer the blame

When every side is met
...To no purpose,
For a consciousness in debt
How I hung upon these thoughts
Of a flawed life's rightful duel,
To encounter what come may
And forever suffer through...

One's own beating heart
Forced to separate
From the one you love
...And ever so desperate
For a fresh start
No virtue paid to solve regret
...All but wishes, but nothing yet

6. Blue Moon Duel

I got in on a high note
And went out with a rope around
My neck
With a white suit and a helmet
To care for the omnivore nature
Calling inside
Though I was not able to eat
Nor did I fall into place
A gift from the heavens to obey
While fear and danger duelled
And spiritual savages ravished
Our sanity

On a platform where the aging
Of skin could tell
A story about reflecting thoughts
Promptly ascending
From a far away emotion
A nocturnal blessing for sure

Headhunting the apathy in which I dwell
Troops of a blue moon in descent
Clapping their hands
While feverish conformities
Stepped aside
Soaked in desperation and clarity
Unspoiled and naked as a human can be
We beheld vile flowers in my garden
Growing out of hand
Surrounding us in captivity

Suffering elevated to mind expansion
Your world is safe because it is illusion
Yet another scope to unfurl
Out with the human syndrome

Look outside, see inside
No one is real, nothing is unreal
Whatever is, everyone isn't
Of your life there is no trace

No sign of your death
No ego, no spirit
No zero, no infinite
Don't hide away

Let me out, I shouted
Set me free from this enslavement
Dig me up to the floors above
Immediately pull out the waste
While forgetting whose name we stole
At the brewery where flies got drunk
The place in between all calendar days
A crystallized moment in sublime
Darkness

Goat-horns growing
Penetrating mental mirrors
My world becomes distorted
I crumble on the floor
Counting the hours, not able though

'Cause panic fuels itself
And hysteria takes control
Nothing is alive to rescue me

O' wonderful palace of instigation
I find myself crying red tears
Nothing can ever wash away
The stains left on my skin

I utilize the moonlight
And fall apart in madness
A cylinder-formed state of mind
With downward spirals
O' great goddess of flesh and
Tomorrow
Grant me a second chance
And I'll sure cry you these tears
Forever