1. Half Light
Callous and empty
Lifeless image
Echoes, them echoes
Strangles my will
To become something else
Hope will perish within me
And lower me with a smile
Rid me from my burden
Let me see sleep for a while
Days go by
Nothing changes
Nothing lives
In this half-light existence
Anymore
Dead silent
Inner turmoil
Half-light existence
Breathless,thoughts of dying
These moments never fail
To remind me
2. Dead Words Speak
Ailments of grey cover these hurtfull limbs
A seething anger grows
Voiceless come your calls
Dead words speak
They speak to me at night
And sometimes I get frightened
Gives no peace
They give no peace at night
And sometime they are right
I can't seem to rid this burden I bear
Ghost of misty mornings, please disappear
It sickens and destroys everything I've built
And tears down the walls with anger and guilt
Dead words speak
They speak to me at night
And sometimes I get frightened
Gives no peace
They give no peace at night
And sometime they are right
I can't seem to rid this burden I bear
Ghost of misty mornings, please disappear
3. The Lachymal Sleep
Useless numb existence I breathe
My tired limbs crawling through mud
Sickening clamour from bodies so still
Weakened by each moment I breathe
Let me slip into hiding,
Let me dream one final dream
In this coffin of light
In which I live, kills my will
To feel alive,
I beg you to help me through
Red colours the broken
Embodies the snow,
I bleed with the cold
4. Upon The Cataract
Sadness, drowning me again,
Sickness, crawling through the murk
I can hear the water come rushing in
My life, it feels like a disease
Sleepless, hiding from the sun
Lifeless, fallen to the ground
It stains my soul
It leaves me cold
I've foreseen my downfall
Paint my soul
In colours of the old
Broken down, I fall
Useless, words become useless
Drowning, I face the final fall
The world is no more...
It washes over me like a disease
I can't forget you,
I can't be free from the memories
Down, down we go from here
There's no place better
Kill, kill me dear,
I can't hear any laughter
Your shameful face swallows your soul
Kill, kill what's left of me
I can't go any further
I used to be so fucking strong
But now I have nothing
Faceless I have become,
Sleepless, sleepless once again
Hiding from the sun...
5. Leaden Winged Burden
No words can help me
Down here I dwell
Recollect, must forget you
Try to sleep, in too deep
It stains my soul, it hurts to know
Down below the darkness grows,
I burned my wings for less than nothing
I failed to see, forgot to breathe
I am to blame, breathing the shame
It sickens my heart, it tears me apart
Cursed by the sun, what have I done?
I am to blame, breathing the shame
It sickens my heart, it tears me apart
O burden let go, help me to grow
I don't deserve your precious words
They're haunting me, they disagree
I can't see, I can't believe
In this world, better leave
6. Threnode
I despise my own existence
I am all yet nothing
I distrust the human condition
With every breath I take
The world is dead through my eyes
The flesh, a grievous swarm of flies
I'm blinded by the piercing light
Sickened by this false harmony
The world is dead through my eyes
The flesh, a grievous swarm of flies
Life, like a wound that acts
Dragging me down through a torn existence
My restless soul...
I seek comfort
In the darkest of times
Time keeps dragging on
I feel like I don't belong
The world is dead through my eyes
The flesh, a grievous swarm of flies
Life, like a wound that acts
Dragging me down through a torn existence
My restless soul, pierced by the light
The silence grows, there's nothing left but the stains