1. In Love & Death

Beauty not from this world
Dressed for burial ground
Mark of death on your skin
Fading flowers around
So serene is your face
Like before the awakening
Soul is so far away
Flesh is in the last waiting

My dreams, my hopes"it's all no more
My love! My soul was killed with you
Death is the way to the better world
But why I cry" I miss you so

Lips are pale and so cold
They won't ever caress
By these hands you embraced me
Now they're laid on your breast
Sleep my love and my life
Died away like a spark
All the light's gone with you

My dreams, my hopes"it's all no more
My love! My soul was killed with you
Death is the way to the better world
But why I cry" I miss you so
I will stand on my knees
Raising hands to your grave
Praying just for one kiss
Just one look at your face
But the marble won't answer
To my pleas and my moans
But the marble won't warm me
There's no life in the stone
I will roam blind and deaf
Days will be dark as nights
Why I can't just go back?
Why I can't turn back time?
Looking down from the sky
Can you read in my eyes
Without you I don't need
Any gift, even life

2. Suicidal Angel Of Revenge

Clad in the armour of still aching scars
With blade of hate I wonder in the dark
Through empty chambers of my memory
I search for dreams wherever they can lurk

Pain is locked inside
Doors are locked behind
Chains I've cast inside
Chains that bound my mind
Too much time I was
The prisoner of thoughts
Slave of my own dreams
But tonight I'm free"
And the death walks with me

I see them dying, fractured by my rage
I drink their screams to quench my hate
I'll tear them all apart, they won't escape
I'm suicidal angel of revenge
Pain is locked inside
Doors are locked behind
Chains I've cast inside
Chains that bound my mind
Too much time I was
The prisoner of thoughts
Slave of my own dreams
But tonight I'm free"
And the death walks with me

The final look and hungry shine of steel
The blade cuts the flesh and pain is here
They agonize, I have to feel
'cause from their wounds my blood spills

Pain is locked inside
Doors are locked behind
Chains I've cast inside
Chains that bound my mind
Too much time I was
The prisoner of thoughts
Slave of my own dreams
But tonight I'm free"
And the death walks with me

3. Drawings Of Pain

Open me by the kiss of steel
Do it now while I can't resist
Lick my wounds, drink my blood
Torture me with the lustful smile

No! Don't bury me
No! I'm not dead yet
My time will come
And you will see
Your victory become regret
The scattered pieces of my soul"
I'm still alive inside them all
The bloody traces on my skin
The drawings of the pain within"
Your final gift

Tear the soul off my helpless body
Bury me in violent ecstasy
Feed your lust by my painful rapture
Then go away and leave me with my scars
No! Don't bury me
No! I'm not dead yet
My time will come
And you will see
Your victory become regret
The scattered pieces of my soul"
I'm still alive inside them all
The bloody traces on my skin
The drawings of the pain within"
Your final gift

But since this time you'd better watch your back
Because I'm fractured but I'm still alive
Oneday you'll see me in your nightmare
Open your eyes and understand
The nightmare is reality!

...And when the Sun comes down
Look around and feel the fear
I am here, I am near
I am your curse
Ending your night or day
Look around and feel the fear
I am here, I am near
I'm your tormentor now

But since this time you'd better watch your back
Because I'm fractured but I'm still alive
Oneday you'll see me in your nightmare
Open your eyes and understand
The nightmare is reality

4. Eternity Is Not For Me

Eternity"time passes by
The wasted years"smoke to the sky
The afterlife is not for me
Cold emptiness"just leave me be

Feel the freedom, feel the pride
Rise above the holy rites
Deny their hell and paradise
Open your soul, open your eyes

Infernal flames and paradise
It's not for me"too many lies
To live my life like just one day
That's what for me"my game to play

Feel the freedom, feel the pride
Rise above the holy rites
Deny their hell and paradise
Open your soul, open your eyes

5. Fullmoon Mystery

This night has come"
The moon is full, it smiles again
I feel sweet torture of forthcoming changes
Pleasure and pain"
They're slowly driving me insane
Since now for me all human beings are strangers

Night is silent but I hear it's call
It's time to throw away my human skin
I feel sweet pain when on my knees I fall
I feel the brooding of the animal instincts

And then I raise
My head up to the cold black sky
This long awaited moment now has come
In fire of rebirth
My human body dies
The beast within proclaims: "Let it be done!"

Alive and dead"I am the hungry beast
I feel like primal strength is filling my new body
With burning eyes I'm snarling: "More, more, more""
The beast is free, the beast that I was hiding

And looking to
The face of smiling moon
I thrust my howl into nocturnal silence
Oh, my beloved, just wait"I'll join you soon
To whirl you in impassioned dance of violence

6. Oneday...

So mournful is the scenery of Death
So silent is the calm of her embrace
So tranquil is the odour of her breath
Come closer wonderer"closer to my grave

Just close your eyes and hear the soundless whispers
Feel dark enchantment of this gloomy place
So many finished lives, so many human histories
So many different fates, engraved in monuments

Don't walk away"don't leave me here alone
Don't say that you are homeward bound
I was like you but now I'm just the bones
The bones where worms their home have found

Frail sprouts of hope break through the frozen ground
Small sparks of life flame up in every seed
Birds have returned"life conquers all around
So spring has come for you but not for me

Stop for a moment, look around and think
What do you search? Why do you roam? What for?
Oneday you will be surely dead like me
There's no escape, you cannot win this war
Don't walk away"don't leave me here alone
Don't say that you are homeward bound
I was like you but now I'm just the bones
The bones where worms their home have found

And birds will fly away again oneday
And you will join me in this cold ground
And here you will find you home to stay
Why do you tremble now? Why do you make no sound?

7. Deadly Visions

I see black shades around the fire
Their silhouettes are full of burning lust
Their shapes are full of my desires
Their movements are gracious and so fast

The fiery spirits in the sky"
Flying away by burning sparks
They're dancing just for me tonight
They die away to light the dark
Oh, how I want this flame to burn
Inside my veins, inside my soul
To melt the iceberg of my core
To fill my memory's empty halls

And looking to this fiery mirror
I want to see the future tonight
To make the turbid visions clearer
I sacrifice my boiling blood
I want to set my soul aflame
I kneel and pray to give me power
To stop this pain, this empty pain
To burn away my fear's tower
The fiery spirits in the sky"
Flying away by burning sparks
They're dancing just for me tonight
They die away to light the dark
Oh, how I want this flame to burn
Inside my veins, inside my soul
To melt the iceberg of my core
To fill my memory's empty halls

I feel so cold, so very cold, the ecstasy has gone away
I try to move but I can not, and I prey
And the visions fill my mind as I spill my hot red blood
I have looked beyond the time now I must pay for this crime"
By my life"

8. Violent Erotica

Hiding in the darkness, standing here alone
I feel like blood begins to boil inside my veins
The wait is over and here you are
So come to me, my girl"come closer to your fate

I am the beast
Don't waste your tears
Don't try to scream
Just play with me
Run if you want
But you can't hide
Your time has come
You're mine tonight

You can not see me, but I see you
The heart is pounding deep inside my breast
The beast is ready to be released
I gonna feed him tonight on your flesh

I am the beast
Don't waste your tears
Don't try to scream
Just play with me
Run if you want
But you can't hide
Your time has come
You're mine tonight

Right in my arms you're trembling"don't be afraid
Don't try to scream, don't wake my rage
Just look into my eyes and feel my blade
You are my slave tonight, the flesh to rape
I am the beast
Don't waste your tears
Don't try to scream
Just play with me
Run if you want
But you can't hide
Your time has come
You're mine tonight

9. In The Dark

"Roaming in the dark again
Searching for the source of might"
Hey, tormentor! Give me pain
Fuel for rebellious mind
"Rushing through the labyrinth
Trying to break through the walls"
Living in chaos, living in filth
How to avoid all pits and holes?

Somebody says I am insane
Somebody builds me cenotaph
Hey, ripper! Cut my veins again
Now I want war, time passed for love

"Hiding wounds of cruel games
Scars and sorrows of all kinds"
Hey, believer! Start to pray
Time has come to choose your side
"Climbing high and falling down
Gathering pieces of my soul"
To stop the engine of my heart
It must be something more than fall

And even if I can not win
And if my fire is just a spark
I'll go through all the blackest spheres
To see the rainbow in the dark