1. Lost Hope Bellows

Fear inside – holding me – cannot cry – never again
My mind – has been – clouded – with pain

Follow me

My time – is now – forever – I wallow
Wounded – bleeding – my eyes – growing dark
Where are these angels that were promised to me?
When will this savior come and rescue my soul?
Lies, all these years I believed in your god

Fornever for your apathy (trust me) I will take you away

My kingdom of heaven will be the happiness of my death
For in this hell I've lived for years, and all men treasure this

Grasp my hand I'll take you there, to the palace hereafter

Slipping – away – so cold – alive

Longing to be free

My trance – grips life – one more – final breath
These hands – lifeless – blood soaked – set free

Relinquish apprehension and believe these tales I weave are true
Travel this path steadfast and true, to idyllic but forsaken heights

Crawling through the dirt, Reaching for final strength
Left here alone, My death embraces me

Surrender unto this life A temptress I'll take your hand
And lead you to a sacred paradise

Lost Hope Bellows, Angelic smile
Wings of Heaven, Simplify

Legacies of kingdoms you seek. Havens for dishonesty
Deceitfuiness revealed by verses long untold

2. To Silence The Laughter

Among the flowers we sleep, Fear is a constant on my mind
For a simple glance from her eyes, Would, paralyze my life

Your fears long to keep you safe, The desire so strong, the taste so sweet
Come hear enchanting sonatas of restless souls, Lost in this garden
Eternal solitude. Forever calling for the end and sanguinary release

Am I willing to make this sacrifice, To walk among the restless souls
Failure decides this is my fate, In lifes last day we break for the sun
Torture and lust share my thoughts, Beauty and blood smelling the dirt

My hunger drives my every move, Lusting for a taste – my crimson needs
Follow me through darkened tomorrows
Grave yet pure; A prelude so tranquil
Exquisite loneliness your end is drawing so near
I quench my godless longing

A frosted wind chills my bones, A thousand years of pain
My heart would never allow such weakness, My thirst would never quench
All these flowers are turning to snow, I starve and you laugh

(Suspend these visions of divinity) Triumphant I rejoice over thee

If all is dead m my eyes, Then all is lost within my heart

Lust ~ intoxicating you. Come. Come with me join in ecstasy
Crave – warm bitter tastes of wine. Blessed – with the tears of immortal souls
Love – it takes your strength away. Slave to desires of nocturnal way
Bound now to covenants of blood

3. In Mournings Symphony

I slowly open my eyes – Just one more time I'll see the rain mist the day
It feels as if I've slept a lifetime – Wake me....from this somber sleep
Never before have I felt so alive – so alive
Never before have I been so alive
I hear the whispers of angels, They speak to me in song
Sad, and yet so beautiful, The mourning of a loved one

I've come here for thee – to take yon afar
To a kingdom to rule – to dwell among gods
So come down with me – submit to the lust
For the pleasures await – and thou shall riot want

My God, What have you taken from
That face, Is that my reflection
No, This can't be happening
My life, Stripped away from me

Listen to Celtic winds bring forth hymns of rapture

Why, I'm not ready to die
Hear me, Give me another chance
Save me, It can't be my time
Please, Don't take me away

I beg of thee let the sunlight dry my tears
I see myself, But I'm no longer there
My soul slowly soars as my pain fades away
I feel so alive with open wings I fly
Dark, clouded sleep
Awakened by the silence, silence so sweet
The angels sing symphonies mourning me
A gentle sound so cold and bitterness
Erotic melodies fill my head with dreams of grandeur
I see myself succumb, entranced in symphonic splendor

4. The Ravens Eyes

Chilling cold comes this night
Sunsets warmth gives way to moonlit skies above
Oh slowly ascending high she guides my flight
Far away from this loveless land, I'll land

Take flight, the ravens eyes are watching my every breath
The cold smile of death is upon my lips
Take flight, my dark angel of mercy
My mothers tears haunt me – tormenting you, image of anguish and rage
With every dark thought I have – memories hypnotizing
And every prayer for the end
She deserves so much better than me – her heart signs in misery
Is it so much to ask for an end to my pain?

Fear blinds my eyes – hinders flight – lost now
I gaze at the stars brilliant gleam
Oh slowly ascending high they guide my flight
Far away to your grieving heart, I soar

No one will cry for me – tears mean nothing to angels of sacrifice
No one but you, only you
Only you know how I feel – I'll take your pain
And we share this common bond – bound for all eternity
Fly far away and bring me paradise

Weep not your tears for me – hear the chilled winds, they whisper
Pity not this one, for this sacrifice I've chosen
Into stillness I fade – so serene yet still yearning – my eternal bliss
Still the wind calls for this one dark eyed raven