1. Nemesis Of Heart

Diversion gone bad from time
Bewildered by all this clarity
The aberrations of youth
Making us blind

Gone into a reverie
Visions dripping through my mind
A phantasm with no end
Luring me

Into the silver realm of dreams
Behold the stygian black nightmare
Erotic this yearning
Undulating gaze, whispers breathless

Pry your eyes from under the rose
Lipstick petals crushed
Moonlight pales the resonance of you
Your innocence fades in shadows deep screams
Suffer the lonely days
Final shine for winter eyes
In deep blue dreams of May

Nemesis of heart, friend of mind
A safe calm unmistakable
This anesthetic feel of you and me
Taking shape
Painted kisses coil in waiting
Emptiness bristles beneath my skin
Colder still are the feelings fast fading
Warmed where illusions begin

A taste of me lonely
Swallowed in midnight bliss
The words you whisper
Paints pictures of your kiss

Dark thoughts of old
That does not need saying
Hidden but always lurking
In the deepest of shadows

Silent darkness comes too short
Awake a dreaming child from this blackness
Open eyes, discarding world
Chasing vision you whispered, breathless

Pry your eyes from under the rose
Lipstick petals crushed
Moonlight pales the resonance of you
Your innocence fades in shadows deep screams
Findind my resting place
When the slow dark hours come
Frosty midwinter made moon

Nemesis of heart, friend of mind
A safe calm unmistakable
This anesthetic feel of you and me
Taking shape
Painted kisses coil in waiting
Emptiness bristles beneath my skin
Colder still are the feelings fast fading
Warmed where illusions begin

2. In My Darkest Hour

Oh, I wonder what lies beyond this world
Eternal darkness, must be better than this
Living in hope, aching for your last touch
Will I ever feel again?
Will I ever feel again? Feel...

Through the darkest hour, my pain unveils
My body feels like an empty shell
Tears once fallen, fallen for the last time
Never will I feel again, never will I feel again
Again...

I should have known that you wouldn't understand
Believe in nothing, would stay
And darkness covers my sanity
My soul yearns for death
My soul yearns for death

The screams inside you weakens
I grasp a hold but you let go
Don't leave; I need your pain to grow

Silence fills my mind, my eyes slowly dies
The pain I once knew, fades away

Now give into my torment
Distorts and medicates your mind
My razorblade a gift of love

I feel my last breath escapes my lips
Finally my soul is free

I should have known that you wouldn't understand
Believe in nothing, would stay
And darkness covers my sanity
My soul yearns for death
My soul yearns for death

3. My Demon

My demon is calling
My demon is calling out for me

You daunt me love with your dirge
In this bed I can no longer lie
The crimson roses surrounding your heart
Like a grave for me, and so beautiful made
Guide me through, safe from all thorns

I go from defeat to defeat with myself
The stakes are too high and I'm drawn
Into this obscurity well
The moonless night is mine

My demon is calling
My demon is calling out for me

These times are over, and I must leave
Only dismay in your eyes
The sound of a sweet child deadens
Thoughts of a past as swift as colibris' wings
Delirium prison, a dark hell, this can't go on
I bid thee my farewell

Down the hollow, I hear the voices
Demons call my name
The beckon me from the shadows
Trying to draw me closer
But I know, no one travels down the hollow
It's a morbid place, home to those who's lost their way

A gust of wind, you're not here
Walking towards this apparition
The one I'd love to leave
The one I love to hate

My demon is calling
My demon is calling out for me

4. In My Death I Dream Of You

A taste of your kiss, soothes my heart
Your eyes, looking at me, but you can't see
All of my pain, of leaving you this way
My heart eager to speak, but silence screams

How could I have known?
How could I let this go on?
How could I let you go?
How could I have loved you this way?

In my death I dream of you
I hope I'll never awake
'cause in my death I dream of you
I hope I'll never awake

The pain in my heart yearning your sweet touch
All my fears, drown into darkness
Drifting away, your eyes look back at me
I try to reach out, but my scars are too deep

How could I have known?
How could I let this go on?
How could I let you go?
How could I have loved you this way?

In my death I dream of you
I hope I'll never awake
'cause in my death I dream of you
I hope I'll never awake

5. A Final Lament

A final lament and you'll be gone
From my mind and soul
Banished to an eternity of silence
Echoing from all the walls
The most sacred of chambers
The last trace of you
Screaming at me, clawing and fighting
But my scarred flesh will hold
Numbered from all the pain
My walls, they will hold

This time no rose petal ground
For you to tread upon
This time no rose petal sheets
Cover my bed
This time no tears to drown the
Pain that burns your heart
This time it's you who yearns

You're alone

Can't you see that I'm your shadow?
I will never let you go
You are mine and you will follow
Fading are the days of old
Make me bleed; I'll make you suffer
Don't you think that I will fold
Your time will come as mine has now
You my shame, I'll take the pain
Your fear, your scars, I can heal them
All that you are I forgive
Your path will be mine, start walking
Their backs are turned, I'm all there is

I'm the silence that surrounds us
Seeping through our heart that burns
Don't look back, I'm right behind you
A song with no end, heat the hum

Scream... but no one will hear you
It dies inside your soul, you'll fall

6. I Am Silence

Watching the crimson veil of dawn
Tearing through silence, like darkness fall
Aching and yearning, twisting in pain
Sorrow once torn, scars from my flesh

Like withering stars, falling through time
Everlasting silence, burning within
Shadows of dreams, awakens in sleep
Burning the scars from its torment dream

Falling through a veil of mist
Blinded by darkness, its touch so sweet
Tasting the silence, the silence within
The embrace of the endless sleep

I heard the darkness, it grieves
I heard the anger, it sleeps
I am the silence of grief
I am the silence of sleep

Fell the nocturnal winds of dreams
Reflections of tears, frozen they scream
Darkness and emptiness is all I feel
Though silence grows in my soul

Like withering stars, falling through time
Everlasting silence burning within
Shadows of dreams, awakens in sleep
Burning the scars from its torment dream

Darkness embraces the cold winter moon
Like lovers dance in their macabre hold
Searching through aeons, darkness and cold
I'm craving for silence and silence I found

I heard the darkness, it grieves
I heard the anger, it sleeps
I am the silence of grief
I am the silence of sleep

7. Fallen

The pain I felt inside, you swept away
Your breath stilled my heart
A moment for eternity
You lay beside my like melting shadows we drown
Will this moment last?
My thoughts wander...

Do you feel the same?

And I fall into you
Silence whispers my thoughts
And I fall through this night
With you... by my side

The warmth in your voice tore my open
If dreams could ever speak
Would this moment last?
The shadows deep in me
You embraced and tore away
Fragile and alone you held my heart

Will you ever feel the same?

And I fall into you
Silence whispers my thoughts
And I fall through this night
With you... by my side

When I felt your soul
I grasped to my own
Burning in my heart
I reach out for you
And I wonder...

Will you ever feel the same?

And I fall into you
Silence whispers my thoughts
And I fall through this night
With you...