1. Mental Penitentiary

Part of a world
So few others know
Consciousness smothers
Unable to show
Trapped with my mind
Can't breathe nor see
Succumb to my penitentiary

Longed for freedom
Obnoxious to me
Perennial within purgatory
Strength to persevere grows weak
A tired, empty soul
Clouds turn dark as angels weep
I am in no control

Nothing matters, all is naught
Myself I can't redeem!
Wasted time on worthless thoughts
Agonized by dreams
Myself as my companion leads me
Through the darkest hour
Blitheness something unbeknownst
All simpers got devoured

Trapped
Inside
An endless void in which I will be losing my mind
No trust
No guide
No one to help me through this living hell I must subside

Compulsive endless lunacy
A mental penitentiary

Days go by
Myself a vice
Relentless menace
In disguise
Manacled between 4 walls
Traumatized
None hear my calls

A cipher no one dares a gaze
On his way through this endless maze
I atone for my iniquities for things I've never done
Right is wrong and wrong is right
Where do I belong?

Trapped
Inside
An endless void in which I will be losing my mind
No trust
No guide
No one to help me through this living hell I must subside

Unchallenged hate in a critical phase
Subjugated, dejected, a desperate case
A life forlorn behind those bars
Still I reach out to the stars
Forth comes the anger led by uncertainty
Trust is a matter insubstantial to be
Unknown when this journey ends
A voyage that got out of hand

The curse of hope will never die
The bitter reality impregnated by lies
Every night's an unknown trip until the crack of dawn
Mournful, hopeless, entirely withdrawn

Longing for more
Efforts in vain
Stricken down as madness prevails
No reason remains to pretend
Silence specifies the end

Infected by insanity
My peace of mind has ceased to be
Compulsive endless lunacy
A mental penitentiary
A mental penitentiary

2. As Life Slowly Fades

I'm your shelter when your plans will fail
Weak minds I conquer, I shall prevail
Your wish for death yet the source of life
I tell nothing but truth that is built on lies

I feed you anger, fill you with hate
Sustain the will to retaliate
I preach forgiveness, love and peace
I'm the sweet-tempered joy and subconscious disease

I'm the serpent in for the kill
Fall and obey to my will!

A torture of pleasure, laughter in pain
Suffer the leisure, keep playing the game
You are alone, together with me
Feeling good in this insanity

Subtle I conquer, dominant I reign
The envoy of pleasure and bringer of pain
Your curse of misfortune, your force of ascent
Your source of redemption with sadistic intent

I prey upon your weakness and I feast upon your fears
I take responsibility for all your fuckin' tears
Your angel of mercy
Breaking your spine
Freedom's illusion, know that you're mine

I'm the serpent in for the kill
Fall and obey to my will!
Forlorn
Your breath turns cold
Darkness surrounds you, your skin's turning old
Solitude
No one hears your call
As life slowly fades, a new one shall fall

3. Suspended Reanimation

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4. Broken Dreams In Isolation

Lost in space in the river of time
The raging water's current draws the line
Gasping for air in a rush against time
Nothing is real but the fire in my eyes

The intensity of a world yet to be
Consuming me, I'm going down
Nothing matters anymore
As my quartered body drowns

Grab hold of me, save me from my death
This stream of anger, takes away my breath
Is there anyone there?
I'm drowning in regret
Suspended reanimation
Of broken dreams in isolation

Over and over upside down
Throwing and rolling my world around
Aching pain, I'll never be the same
But that's what was needed for my senses to be found

I'm coming back!

Dive deep inside of the whirlpool of rage
Reset the clock and reopen the gates
Suspend the reanimation
Of broken dreams in isolation now!

Let go of me and let me become one
The stream and I, are what anger has become
No regrets for decisions made
As I'm flowing down to my imminent fate
Left alone in a river of hate

5. Feed Me Violence

Nauseous contractions
Pounding thrusts
My sanity at stake but isolation is a must

A rabid dog
In a cage, too small
Wicked, wild and vicious
I'm so sick of it all!

I'm breaking out of this cage!
I'm a violent storm of rage!

Burning wrath
In a state of desire
Desire for freedom
My wings, set on fire!

But I'll drag you down with me
To the ice cold floor
To witness my madness like never before!

Defy!
Obey my command
Orders filled with malicious intent!
Comply!
Or you won't survive
The violence will get you high!
Chaos arise
Let chaos arise
Prevail or die
Break the silence
Feed me violence!

Hunger for destruction!
Gimme gimme more!
Shove it down my throat or I'll be kicking down the door

Adrenalize!
Or pay the price
Nothing that satisfies me more!

Defy!
Obey my command
Orders filled with malicious intent!
Comply!
Or you won't survive
The violence will get you high!
Chaos arise
Let chaos arise
Prevail or die
Break the silence
Feed me violence!

The building rage
I'm gonna destroy this place
Violence running through my veins

Feed the addiction
Infect it to the core!
Ripping my flesh
Still screaming out for more!
Brutalize!
Tear out my eyes!
Give me my ultimate high!

Let chaos arise
Prevail or die
You will beg for silence!

And feed me violence!

6. Oblivion

Burden, fortune
Affection or anger
Nothing can withstand the fall of time
This world keeps turning
Harmonious or burning
Depends on how many step over the line

Lives in denial
Closing our eyes
Pretending we didn't foresee our own demise
Once in the future
Now in the past
The wheel keeps on turning, nothing will last

Burn!
From fire to ashes
As darkness declares the black dawn
Laughter falls silent and fades in despair
Memories vanish, no one left to care

No control
But none realize
We buried our future existence and life
Into the abyss
Beyond the sky
Oblivion
Everything dies

Praise our profanity
From diamonds to rust
Earth will crumble, all turns to dust
Nothing remains
We went too far
Just shattered spirits and fallen stars

Oh, can't you see?
Retribution
We're going to bleed

Driven by ignorance
Loaded with greed
Crushed till the limit
Bounds we exceed
Forced to collapse
By our very own hands
Profit has outplayed
The common sense
What is the prize
We are going to pay
Was it all worth it?
Lust for decay
The clock is ticking
We cannot pretend
Justice is calling
We draw near the end

No control
But none realize
We buried our future existence and life
Into the abyss
Beyond the sky
Oblivion
Everything dies

7. Shades Of Solitude

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8. Anger Within

Desperation, incompetence and rage
I harvest frustration, cannot turn the page
Pulses of pleasure, pleasure or pain?
Passion? Aggression? It all feels the same!

Lost in an ocean, uncertain of my fate
Living life ahead of time, always just too late
The trail of frustration is taking its toll
Broken loved ones and a poisoned soul

Oh, can't anyone see
What endless torture is doing to me?
Subdued inner force with a will to break free
Preventing the presence of tranquillity

Sleepless nights – the beast that bites
A war that's under my skin!
Blistering flames – a burning rage
Eternal anger within!

Will this deafening silence, ever recreate the violence
Or swallow me as I exceed?
The rush that I need, the anger I breed
Sustaining the endless defiance

In my time of need, I was left here to bleed
But I always cut out my scars
Inner hostility, forever inside of me
Tearing my soul apart!

Oh, can't anyone see
What endless torture has done to me?
Subdued inner force with a will to break free
Preventing the presence of tranquillity

Sleepless nights – the beast that bites
A war that's under my skin!
Blistering flames – a burning rage
Eternal anger within!

9. Among The Depths Of Sanity

Shades of fear
A darkened room
Terrified
I never felt this way before
Anxiety absorbing me

Locked within
These walls of madness
Nothing here but pain and sadness
Alluring voices calling me

Tired and worn
Darkness that swallows all light
Screams of damnation
Herald the endless nights
Who are you?
What do you want from me?
Malevolent entity
Driven by insanity
Dragging me
Into the depths

Embraced by darkness
I fear the night
Into the abyss
No end in sight

A rotten kingdom
Built on pain
Draining power that I
Will never regain

I've got to escape
This horrible place
Doors are locked
An endless maze
No light just darkness
All I see
Trapped in here, eternally

Living in scorn
Darkness that swallows all light
Screams of damnation
Herald the endless nights
Inside a world of loathing and deceit
Desolation!
The transition is complete!

A matter of time and time takes its toll
Grinding my mind as it swallows me whole
Fighting a battle that can never be won
Chaos and madness united as one
Screams
Unheard cries
Mental terror, deep inside
An internal atrocity
Drains the life right out of me
Forsaken, cold, agonized
But now I finally see...
It will always be there
I'll never be free
Among the depths...

Of sanity!