1. Awakening
Im thinking
That every day is the same like the day before.
Im growing to be a part of a unchosen world.
A rotten way of life
thats punishing my innocent soul
Im turning my face away
waiting for the mirror to brake
Like a dream
my years are passing in front of me
An outstanding feeling
which captured my destiny
My hope is buried
and seems to be forgotten into thhe past.
An endless fall
is changing my will to defeat my inner fears.
The are voices
awaking me from the lethargy.
Nostalgia brings my inside out
and feeds my body
with emotions of another life.
My eyes are staring the abyss
searching for a light behind the dark.
Into the sunlights shaft
the darkness is more deeper
My eyes are staring the abyss
searching for a light behind the dark.
Into the sunlights shaft
the awaking
As the stars are fading out
at the blackness of the sky
The end of my time is standing
right in front of me
challenging me to ignore it.
Nostalgia brings my inside out
and feeds my body
with emotions of another life.
2. Nightrage
Walking on the lifeless time of mind
searching for dream drops
to harden the aura of my heart
my inner world is torn apart
In gray clouds of lies
in the sphere of illusion
wandering in the wind of desertion
I let myself to the waves of madness
that crucified my time in an ineffable chaos
The vultures of loneliness
are folding their wings
under a sun of despair.
Awakening the nightmares
thats bleeding fron the crown of life
The words are falling dead
as the nights rage is approaching
the sound of silence is perching
inside me drowning every breath of hate
You can feel me
you can see the future
od a world thats dying inside me.
Find the pieces
which are drowning
in the endless sea of time.
Walking on the lifeless time of mind
searching for dream drops
to harden the aura of my heart
my inner world is torn apart
I let myself to the waves of madness
that crucified my time in an ineffable chaos
3. Befalling
How it feels
when life is leaving you behind
and you're trying to catch up so hard.
How it feels when death is beside you
and you're trying to take our last beath.
We are flashes in the darkness
like pale morning stars
with their last trembling light
while the sun vanishes for ever
we are drems kept in vain
How it feels
when all the stars are falling down
and you're flying with to them
How it feels when you're all alone
and your heart is crying with pain.
Were dying every new morning
as if we'd never been were loosing ourselves
inside the greatness of infinity.
Were dying every new morning
as if we'd never been.
Were left for rough loneliness
stone upon our lives are befalling
our years bitter wisom into the unhealed time.
How it feels
when all the stars are falling down
and you're flying with to them
How it feels when you're all alone
and your heart is crying with pain.
Were dying every new morning
as if we'd never been
were loosing ourslebe
Were dying every new morning
as if we'd never been.
Were left for rough loneliness
stone upon our lives are befalling
through our years.
4. Traumaticon
The shades of the past
are evoked before me
like gnomes who demand
the eternal condemnation of my soul
Chains and hooks suppressed my thoughts
captivating the memories
which I could never erase
And you extend your aged hand
towards me to wipe away my
tears and agony
Songs of life who echo like
noises and burst from biblical torrents as my mind
is being squeezed relentlessly
I am now left blind un excruciating
pain as forvent daggers are being
driven into my eyes
The shades of the past
are evoked before me
like gnomes who demand
the eternal condemnation of my soul
5. Blemished
Fallen angel, dreamer angel
you've list your wings you're trying to live
while your faith is vanished in the dust
A cry from nowhere so empty, so cold
a strong illusion thats pulling your thoughts
in a false world.
Like a wish at the dawn of loneliness
in your haunted eyes visions are yout reality
and dreams are your endless hell.
Behind the darkness
there are secrets of forbidden worlds
forgotten sunsets in a circle of your lost dreams.
The stars are dying discoloring the sky
buring angel your shouldering fire
is curving inside your eyes.
Passing shapres of dark and light
frustrating your mind a blemished body
thats in defiance of the guilt.
Passing shapres of dark and light
frustrating your mind a blemished body
Faltered angel you're only fantasizing
a shiny tomorrow in which no one believes.
Like a wish at the dawn of loneliness
in your haunted eyes visions are yout reality
and dreams are your endless hell.
6. Disguised Failure
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7. Voracious Sleep
Night breath
lead me beyond this dream
through the stars, through the clouds.
Where my sins are hiding
in the icy wave of fear
there's a gray dimension of emptiness
whhere my tears are betrayed
Sacred soul
you're dying in atrang way
falling into void.
A denying sleep that's poisoned my entire life
in a black colored scenery.
I can feel the time around me
like the veils of a misty sea
Awakening my fate passing to unreal
there's a brand new age through the years.
The night seems so cold
and I can feel the tears in my eyes
like a heavy rain
stealing my ability to search for more
as a blank statue I accept my destiny
As the daylight comes
the unborn sun is knowcking on my dream
to arise my senses
but I'm falling deeper
into my voracions sleeps
Awakening my fate passing to unreal
there's a brand new age through the years.
A denying sleep that's poisoned my entire life
in a black colored scenery.
8. Secrecy
Before I see my emptiness
let me feel let me touch the sky
in all my life I've lived loneliness
now I'm crying out to a god thats forsaken me.
Now I'm falling down like s star in the winter night
now I embrace my death at the end of my time.
When skies will be ready to accept my soul
and dreams seems to be the end
life will put me in her arms again
to creat the breath of tomorrow
I'm seeing a pale horizon
the path in the land of nowhere
the shining shadows
that dance in the moonlight
A pale horizon the paths of secrecy
the shining shadows the birth of a new star
At the end of my dream a light still remains
to enlave my existence
in this world that despises me.
At the end of my dream
no one sess me dying
my screams in the void
only death is here for me.
efore I see my emptiness
let me feel let me touch the sky
in all my life I've lived loneliness
now I'm crying out to a god thats forsaken me.
9. Nemesis
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10. Wounded Eyes
In deserted times the eyes are hovering
ripping the veils of life
Capturing the light reflectinc sedate waters
in the sphere of destiny
My life is flowing slowly scaring the wounded souls
which has been forgotten in the swirl of death
Comparing the abyss with dying
feeling the chaos in darkness.
Silver leaves are falling down
upon the empty heart.
That's unaware of the coming of death
which destroyed the sky I was looking at
changing night into day.
Endless fight of time with time
Every night is bringing
the silent of death and emptiness
like a distant echo of my deserted times.
Every brand new morning life becomes a denial
I dare to touch the sky with my wounded eyes
It's dawning for those
who have no todays and yesterdays
who only have tomorrow to live or die