1. Nighttime Wishes
Do you remember me
I'm always there when you sleep
I am the one that you see
When your day becomes dream
I am hiding in the shadows
I'm lurking in the dark
I am the one that you feel
When you enter the world within
A world like yours but oh so cold
An oath to follow in this garden foretold
In here everything seems so old
And there by the end of the rainbow
It all shimmer like gold
Do you wish your morning came
Or do you want it to stay the same
Would you like to leave this place
Or rather disappear without a trace
And when your walls start to move
You are screaming in vain
Your world spinning around
You are returning again
Come and visit my home
I'm sure you'll find the way
To there darkness begins
Once here, forever you'll stay
A choir of angels welcome you home
The riddle is gone to where you belong
And when your walls start to move
You are screaming in vain
Your world spinning around
You are returning again
A shiver runs down your spine
Fongers cold comes from behind
Is this what you will feel
When your day becomes dream
A world like yours but oh so cold
An oath to follow in this garden foretold
In here everything seems so old
And there by the end of the rainbow
It all shimmer like gold
Do you wish your morning came
Or do you want it to stay the same
Would you like to leave this place
Or rather stay within
And disappear without a trace
2. Within
Blessed are the wicked
A lifetime disgrace
I hear their laughter
I hear their prayers
Conspiracy, no heart no mind
No self esteem, no crime denied
A circle takes form, aberration conform
A mistake by nature am I
A hollow illusion, internal confusion
It's now time to stop all this cries
Wayward time, infected lies
What will you find within my twisted eye
What will it show to your narrow mind
Will I loose control, my breakdown your cry
What is the chance it's you they will find
I'm so filled with pleasure, enchanted by pain
My crown you'll be honoured to bear
A repugnant being you'll feel my wrath
Oh ys it's now my time to die
A creation of evil
I'm darkness itself
At night you'll be sleeping
Nearby I dwell
Conspiracy, no heart no mind
No self esteem, no crime denied
Inhuman greed, instinctive deed
What will you find within my twisted eye
What will it show to your narrow mind
Will I loose control, my breakdown your cry
What is the chance it's you they will find
Within my twisted eye
What will it show, will it show
To your narrow mind
3. River Of Lust
Here I am trapped, concealed away from reality
The dreams that I've dreamt and the years that I've spent
I'm no longer free, I'm not me
The river of lust
They come with mourning eyes, see them come changing form
Their shadows are left behind no one can see, oh not me
The river of lust
Lead me to the secret, the river of lust
Lead me to the vision, the one I was sent
In this realm that I'm kept they tie my fear so close to me
Yesterday seems far away in here I'm lost will always stay
The river of lust
Lead me to the secret, the river of lust
Lead me to the vision, the one I was sent
4. Day's Undone
I do know where you spend all of your time
I do know why you are never there
You have found a dark cold place
An unknown dimension where angels cry
Departure one through heavens gate
A line of strangers who's left to wait
Another day is yet to come
There's no return to some undone
Day's undone
Please, don't you hear the voice of mine
You're now striding on the edge of life
The edge to all or nothingness
Be saved by me the holy one
Hear them, see them, feel them, help them
The darkened sky above the clouds
Are calling you to feel no doubt
Just follow them until the end
The past is now the strangers friend
Day's undone
5. Whore
Those coloured eyes are hypnotized
Coloured eyes are hypnotized of evil that's for sure
They see right through my clouded mind
See right through my clouded mind and they doesn't care but me, they're controlling, demanding
See my weakness, nights so sleepless
Those hidden lies can be the end
Hidden lies can be the end of all, doesn't care but me, they're controlling, demanding
Believe in me I'm telling you
Believe in me I'm telling you this is my final call
Me, you, we, us, them – I'm out of trust
Now, then, here, when – left all alone
Who's blame for all those lies
Who can hear my lonely cry
I will seek in heart and soul
The truth is that my name is soiled
Undress for me and tell me how
Undress for me and tell me how your heart became so cold
Despise yourself with words of hate
Despise yourself your wicked whore, oh you doesn't care but me you controlling, demanding
I'll hide my tears, disguise my fear
Me, you, we, us, them – I'm out of trust
Now, then, here, when – left all alone
Who's blame for all those lies
Who can hear my lonely cry
I will seek in heart and soul
The truth is that my name is soiled
6. Only Angels Know
Left all alone, like a million times before
All these tearstained by your side left marks in your soul
How long will it last, you wish to find some strength
You want to leave this life of sorrow and pain
When he last held your hand
He said he'll never let you go
He said that only angels know
It's all in your memories now
Only there you'll find
The words of comfort, the eyes of gold
That once made you glow but only hurts you now
What once embraced your heart had now lost it's hold
When he last held your hand
He said your time would last forever
When he last kissed your lips
He said he'll never let you go
He said that only angels know
Cold shadow of guilt
A desire fulfilled
No easy way out
Life lost it's meaning
Only angels know, only angels know
Lonely winter tears
Nothing but the grief
Take me away
A wound never heals
Only angels know, only angels know
7. Mourning Glory
What's told in stories, what's told in tales
Can turn to glory or bring decay
When good and pure still fail to rise
Something dark and wicked will sure arise
Awaken, arise, forsaken
Pushed aside and left to die
Someone else will guide your life
The smiling virgin will turn to stone
The sleeping beauty forever mourned
Your deepest fears all cast away
A lesson dear is about to come your way
Awaken, arise, forsaken
Pushed aside and left to die
Someone else will guide your life
When good and pure still fail to rise
Something dark and wicked will sure arise
Your deepest fears all cast away
A lesson dear is about to come your way
Awaken, arise, forsaken
Pushed aside and left to die
Someone else will guide your life
8. Neverland
I know I've walked this way before
A single step from nevermore
Who is my guide, who'll take me home
Who'll find the place where I belong
So this is neverland
So this is my homeland
A place that comfort me
My sanctum arised
A final conflict, a mind so odd
Days in sunlight been spent and gone
To my shallow grave is where I long
Who'll find the place where I belong
So this is neverland
So this is my homeland
A place that comfort me
My sanctum arised
I'll walk this way with blinded eyes
To my holy land that man despise
What to everyone will seem like hell
Is the place where I soon will dwell
So this is neverland
So this is my homeland
A place that comfort me
My sanctum arised