1. January Stars

The masters of my faith
I trust my thoughts
Into your fargone light
I am alone, for you are plenty
I am alone in facing you
You and your power

My heart, it sinks and aches
The given pain, it cuts
It kills hypocrisy and lies

The masters of my faith
Open me your cards
Show me the righteous way
The way without vanity and hatred
Light me the road
And break the dankened veil of my thoughts

Break the circle of me sufferings
And of those who loves me
Define my choice
The masters of my faith

2. My Pain

You need my pain
And sight of suffering
You want to get this feeling
And you'll have what you are asking you
I'll give it all to you like in a play
And you will never understand the composition

On the surface, there always were
The tender feelings, those
Which anyone could see
But inside there stayed the thing
Which you will here now
'tis niether hatred, not blind fury
Out the mean of what I feel
With my since heart

It seemed I could be used
You thought that I could like
Being suboned by you
The worse of it is it you believe
That I'm just angry like a snake
'tis not nevenge, like you could do
It's my entine self
And it's the shape which my soul takes
When I just think of you

I did not betray or wanted to destroy you
I just want to bring a motto to your consciousness
I am the master and the rulen of the play,
And I want take this general defeat, like you could do
I live, I suffer and I ache
This pain is mine, the one you'll never get

3. Lost Within My Self

The chaos came: desires and passions
Destroy my mind
The strikes of heart and thoughts
Can not get normal
The innertion takes me
To the lost points far away
Once the feelings being so comfortable calm
Become unruled and wild and pulsing
The usual state of things
Ceased to exist
There stayed my pain
The feeling of delight jealousy and passion
I remain the same
I do not change
I play, manipulate and let the others
Do with me the same, and then enoure
I change surrounding and then
Come back again. I find and lose
The relaxation is found only
In the unbridled passion
In desire to dissolue or disappear
But all in all the feeling now is nealized
The one I cannot understand
It tries to conguen me and get me back
And to restore all what was lost
And that was just the decay of my soul
The memories which are passionate and sweet
Are mixed with everyday occurance
Will I ever feel the other way?
Please, present me with a gift
Of the other state

4. I Stay With You Forever

Lifting my hands to the clouds
I take off the sinful earth and fly
I'm carried by the wind so soft and clear
And by the bright blue sky
My flight is safe and fast, I have no fear
The sim, it warms and gently blinds
The touching tune
Of freedom and of passion
Is soaring in the space
It cavers me with warmth
And draws right to the edge
The edge engulfing me
With all its beauty
But only there I am tranquill –
And feel my lightness
My breath is deep
As if I don't exist
I'm unified with space
My bright blue skies, they call me

5. Lovefire

I wanted to reach a certain goal
Expossed many people including you
And I can't run away from the shadow
Which chases me
My sins, my sufferings
And given in the measure and deserve
That whisper of the thoughts and desires
Which carried you to me
I demed in vain
I've been captured by the power from without!
Voluptuousness was all and wanted
To get inside, to enjoy the thing
The most wonderful for me
Was something that my soul could not forget
The passion and uncovered
And the fire inflamed in you
Leaned to me and burned
But more important was for me
The lovefire smitten
I wanted to reach a certain goal
Exposed many people including myself
I ran away from the shadow
Which still chases me

6. Like A Lonely Wolf

I rambled alone
Just like a lonely wolf,
The wood ahead of me
And the mighty wind behind.
The road I saw,
It was so clear and real.
I didn't want to lose it.

And the thoughts
Which didn't let me sleep or rest
Flew faster than
My real time itself
And faster than the wind.
They chose the space, the skies
As their goal,
And took all of my passions with them.
They wished me to uncover a new way
Which could have brought me happiness,
And I could be conquered by no one.
I could be free
As if I ramble like a lonely wolf.