1. Black Sabbath / Subway Apathy

What is this that stands before me?
Figure in black which points at me
Turn around quick, and start to run
Find out I'm the chosen one
Oh no, no, please God help me!

Big black shape with eyes of fire
Telling people their desire
Satan's sitting there, he's smiling
Watches those flames get higher and higher
Oh no, no, please God help me!

Is it the end, my friend?
Satan's coming 'round the bend
people running 'cause they're scared
The people better go and beware!
No, no, please, no!

As a desolated subway
As an empty city street
It takes me away
Towards oceans of concrete

A grey walk into the void
Through faceless humans
Nauseating melancholy
Suburban distress

Lifeless as your jaded eyes...

Pitch black misery
Dead leaves in rainy afternoons
Cold – Cold sidewalks at night
Frozen by bleak neon lights

Lifeless asy our jaded eyes

Our sight is broken by a train
This time I know it will be at last one
A reflection of the subway
inside your eyes
Waiting for the last train
of this endless night

Lifeless as your jaded eyes...

To fade into the dark
To run away towards another
Grey – Another greay suicidal day
Subway Apathy crawls in me

Subway Apathy crawls in me

Blackness
Pale grey walls
Dark landscapes of iron
Deep inside my soul

2. Solitude Ways

Last night I walked again that soil,
places in my mind
Remembrances as cold pieces of glass
Blood red stained mirrors
lie broken upon the floor
A time so far – Something we can't recall

I'll take your hand towards the night
where our souls will be as one
I can't describe the day
when we crossed our solitude ways

Deserted houses – Haven of mine
Tombs under eternal fog and frost
The pool of blood is turning cold,
as we watch our reflection
becoming red as December dusk

I'll take your hand towards the night
where our souls will be as one
You'll never cry alone in the rain
The sleep will heal our solitude days

They'll never live the meaning of parting
Souls left alone in the night
as tears flow with the pain

Loneliness, coldness and bloodlust
Alcohol, razorblades and the same old places
Blood, tears and semen
the only human things will be left of me?

I love the night as I love your eyes
You'll burn inside the cold lands of my heart
Our way together towards inhumanity
Our dreams without any God above

I'll take your hand towards the night
where our souls will be as one
We'll never cry alone in the rain
Only Death now could divide our solitude ways

3. A Dish Best Served Cold

Sickness inside of us, another night to dream your killing
Unpunished– Filled with self-esteem
Our Goddess will be grateful

Naked bodies hacked to pieces
Sweet women' faces twisted and mutilated
Tied to a rope in the dark of these rooms
Force-fed with blood and cum

Our vision of heaven is the vision of hell itself

A raving point of exit, the destruction of every dream and hope
Today's youth discomfort – Fuel for the Propaganda engine
We'll slaughter your future and rape your new-born children
You don't exist, you never existed

Our art is made of gore and entrails
Paintings of cruelty to design your unexisting lives
Your breath is dying out frame after frame
This movie is no more blue
We painted blue with black and flesh with blood-red

You suffer your hell on Earth

To jerk-off as they cut you to pieces
To zoom on your agonizing desperate eyes
To stare your now eternal looks of terror
Your lives never meant anything to us.

To look (at) your empty faces dressing your own dead-skin masks
To think of your dreams we butchered at birth
No one is innocent

No one is innocent

Now we finally consumed our dish best served cold
You fucking die, we become Gods.

4. Disheartenment / Alone / Steal My Corpse

Lying in a dark corner
The black candle light is dying out
Trying to refuse this suffering
As coldness burns my pale naked flesh

I faced my fears a thousand times
Endless doubts – Life of paranoia
I try to find a way out
From this state of suicidal urge

I watch with empty eyes the blade
As tears begin to fall down my face
Another night alone with myself
At one with melancholy and depression

I bleed because the dark is near
I cry as I realize you can't be here
I need to caress your skin in the night
But now my only friend remains this knife

Why must I live with these fears?
I know my only tragedy is my mind
Sometimes I think I'm wasting all the joys
And with this bitter thought I fear to die

I feel so jaded now, so far away
I can't face next morning with this pain
Another cut lacerates my flesh
Sometimes I think it will be the last

I'm only trying to objectivate this hate
I prove towards myself and life itself
I only need to watch these fifty wounds
I opened upon my body in the night

I only need to stop these sick death thoughts
And cry for joy when you'll be here again
I'll watch you sleeping naked at my side
I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow

Everyone can kill himself one day
Life brings pain and suffering on our way
Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems
But in death you'll know...
Disheartenment wins

Once again life is killing me
This time I know there's no way back
Left alone, abandoned
Without any chance in tomorrow

You're gone forever
As I try to find a reason for this
Endlessly wondering why
You burned away all I was living for

Remembrances are all I still own of you
As I lie in my bed, drunk, confused
Flashes of our past passing before my eyes
Just like dying, endlessly dreaming of you

Dreaming of forgotten words and smiles
Trying to push away the need to harm myself
I feel is growing deep inside of me
I feel I will have to carve this pain upon my skin

Loneliness arises from the past
I will not bear this torment longer
As I try to sleep to heal this madness
But this bed now seems to be like my tomb

Now I know it's all too late to save me
I keep on dreaming of past years
I can't feel that warmth anymore
You turned my existence in a terminal disease

I know all I once called life ends today
As you disappear forever, flying far away
All emotions inside of me are dead and gone
I can't stand this silence, but now I'm alone
I'm alone

Where have you gone when I needed you?
Never again

5. Daylight Obsession

I watched into the burning sun.
My eyes filles with obsession.
An eternal walk towards nothing.
An empty road, as long as my eternal sickness.

I watched into a dead horizon.
My blood falls into the sun.
My thoughts drown into emptiness.
Stench of death in the air.

The sickness of a summer afternoon.
My sticky flesh covered by insects.
A dream of naked bodies dying on meathooks.
The smell of your slaughtered whore-meat
rotting under a blinding sun.

Your last stop – Dead end.
My twisted visions revealed to you.
You'll never understand
this ravishing desire for demise.

Hanged dolls, sing-song.
Bones swinging endlessly.
Hot winds of a funeral day.

I walked through the same old walls.
I smelled the same old dust.
Dust of forgotten times.
Dust of shallow lives.

6. Papercuts

When my feeding time,
She pushed food through the door.
I crawl towards the cracks of light.
Sometimes I can't find my way.
Newspapers spread around.
Soaking all that they can.
A cleaning is due again
A good hosing down

The lady whom I feel maternal love for
Cannot look me in the eyes.
But I see hers and they are blue.
And they cock and twist and masturbate!

I said so
Nirvana

Black windows of paint,
I scratched with my nails.
I see others just like me.
Why do they not try to escape?
They bring out the older ones.
They point at my way.
The older ones come with lights.
And take my family away.

And very later I have learned
To accept some friends of ridicule.
My whole existence is for your amusement.
And that is why I'm here with you!
to take you
with me to
your eyes are blue
Relief to

Nirvana

7. Spectres Over Venice

Lost among this waves
Brought to you again
A splendour of decadence
Still feels like I've been there before

Mesmerized spirit-like
Through dark paths at night

Like a Kinski nightmare
A ravishing atmosphere
Melancholy enthroned
When carnival is gone we're all alone

In the darkness
Shipways are silent, only the wind howls
And the echoes of ghosts
Screaming voicelessly to me

Mesmerized spirit-like
Through dark paths at night

Like spectres over Venice

Laguna arise and take my grief away
Her breeze caresses me
and leaves my soul to wander forever

I wonder what this cold life
Will bring on my way
How things will be
When I'll walk through this city one day
One day

8. Love's Burial Ground

You abortion of life
You cherish all the things you're living for
Your only pitiful victories
in your pathetic existence

Drowned in your well-being
Your hapiness won't be eternal
My hate for you is longer than life itself

A strong will to erase your earthly existence
The desire of cutting your wrists
And let you die bleeding

Without identity– A worthless subhuman being
Another waste to increase your sickening race
I'm just waiting for the punishment due
I'm just waiting to piss on your desecrated tomb

The vision of my face in your dying eyes
Your useless prayers I will not hear
You beg me to save you
As I put your head down into the burial ground

I'm shivering down my spine
The ecstasy of buried love finally is mine

9. Entombed By Winter / House Of Nostalgia

Observe the snow under which I lie with empty eyes
Losing life, remembrances of cries
Frozen images of last sick days
The forceless body hanged shows me ill-fated ways

Recalling desolation, no one cried my death
The acrid taste of rotting takes my breath away
My violet lips covered with frost
The paleness of those walls is lost...
It's fucking lost

The winter grows cold
It takes me into the frame of dust and old
The silence in me...
Please Death set me free

Fallin' upon my buried coffin
the snow freezes my last smile
And the tears are crystallized
But the pain remains in me

Still and cold and dead
My body lies under the ground
A withered flower falls on me
Upon the ice of my grave

Entombed By Winter...

Memories of life, times lost in my mind
Ages of a forgotten existence, so far now
Dusty shells of pictures buried by years
Tell me who I am
Tell me how to see my dawn...
Tomorrow...

Were we born to struggle and suffer?
Happiness is a short while
Where we forget to be humans
Hate is only a waste of time
The cold is growing, end of days
Hold my body and take me far away
Far away from this grave of frost

We must enjoy these moments of inhumanity
Before they take our dream away...

Entombed By Winter

Thought I dreamed it again, the place where I constantly wander
So far and wrapped in darkness
It stands as the incarnation of my obsessions

My soul is keaving my body once more
As I enter those wretched ancient walls
Corridors of post-mortem existence
I breathe the evilness of dark deserted rooms

Tears falling from my eyes as I walk towars the stairs
Haunted by something I can't perceive
A house built on my utter negativity

Last visions of a fullmoon, the frozen nighttime wind
I lose myself through those endless dungeons

Take me away, take me there where I'm born
Embrace me in your inhuman angst

The smell of distant places in my dreams
Nostalgia, take me home...

10. Scars

Remembrances – Once more I'm there
Living in the past
Faded pictures of yesterday
My best and worst memories
Will be forever here

Another night – Bleak fading lights
I'm growing old with them

Burning grief consumates me
I'm falling to dust

Another day – Is turning grey
Tonight I burn my pictures

When I come home
from these useless days
And I dream of past joys
Then I fall again into loneliness
And my blood streams in remembrance

When I cry into darkness
And my scars release blood
Sometimes you would have wantes to die
To let me the last good memories of you

A desert inside
Cold blue dust is falling on my eyes
I'm flying away
Dreaming of those bittersweet days

Now I watch these opened wounds
For every cut i burn another fear
Both we were painful scars,
drops of blood falling in an endless sea of sadness.

11. Depression / Feedback

Right here, all by myself
I ain't got no one else
The situation is bleeding me
There's no relief for a person like me

Depression's got a hold of me
Depression-i gotta break free
Depression's got a hold of me
Depression's gonna kill me

I ain't got no friends to call my own
I just sit here all alone
There's no girls that want to touch me
I don't need your goddamn sympathy

Depression's got a hold of me
Depression-i gotta break free
Depression's got a hold of me
Depression's gonna kill me

Everybody just get away
I'm gonna boil over inside today
They say things are gonna get better
All I know is they fuckin' better

Depression's got a hold of me
Depression-i gotta break free
Depression's got a hold of me
Depression's gonna kill me

Depression's got a hold of me
Depression-i gotta break free
Depression's got a hold of me
Depression's gonna kill me