1. Judas

(I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming)
(I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming)

You are beautiful on the inside
You are innocence personified
And I will drag you down and sell you out
Run away
I am cold like December snow
I have carved out this soul made of stone
And I will drag you down and sell you out

Embraced by the darkness, I'm losing the light
Encircled by demons, I fight

What have I become? Now that I've betrayed
Everyone I've ever loved, I pushed them all away
And I have been a slave to the Judas in my mind
Is there something left of me to save
In the wreckage of my life? My life
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
Judas in, Judas in my mind
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
Judas in, Judas in my mind
Judas in my mind

Oh, this guilt is a heavy cross
There is blood on the path I walk
And each step I take is haunting me

Embraced by the darkness, I'm losing the light
Encircled by demons, I fight

What have I become? Now that I've betrayed
Everyone I've ever loved, I pushed them all away
And I have been a slave to the Judas in my mind
Is there something left of me to save
In the wreckage of my life? My life
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
Judas in, Judas in my mind
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
Judas in, Judas in my mind

Judas in my mind
Judas in my mind

What have I become? Now that I've betrayed
Everyone I've ever loved, I pushed them all away
And I have been a slave to the Judas in my mind
Is there something left of me to save
In the wreckage of my life? My life
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
Judas in, Judas in my mind
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
I'm becom-, I'm becom-, I'm becoming
Judas in, Judas in my mind
Judas in my mind

2. Drinkin With Jesus

Drown in the holy water
At the bottom of the trenches
And stare into empty bottles
As they wipe away my senses

Taking me lower
'm isolated from the martyrs and saints
Getting me closer,
You're the only that's left that can heal my pain

No one but us, my friend my lust
All alone and I'm drinking with Jesus
I made this bed, I lie in it
All alone and I'm drinking with Jesus

Whoa, I build a wall around
Fucked up, I'm drinking with Jesus
Whoa, I'm never coming down
Fucked up, I'm drinking with Jesus

I'm in the hands of Heaven
When I'm pouring out a whiskey
And I've got a cross to carry
Even if it's gonna kill me

Nothing but silence
As I eat away the burden of mind
Chasing that lightning
Searching for salvation in a bottle of wine

No one but us, my friend my lust
All alone and I'm drinking with Jesus
I made this bed, I lie in it
All alone and I'm drinking with Jesus

Whoa, I build a wall around
Fucked up, I'm drinking with Jesus
Whoa, I'm never coming down
Fucked up, I'm drinking with Jesus

Now, now, now!

No one but us, my friend my lust
All alone and I'm drinking with Jesus
I made this bed, I lie in it
All alone and I'm drinking with Jesus

No one but us, my friend my lust
All alone and I'm drinking with Jesus
I made this bed, I lie in it
All alone and I'm drinking with Jesus

Whoa, I build a wall around
All alone and I'm drinking with Jesus
Whoa, I'm never coming down
Fucked up, I'm drinking with Jesus

Drinking with Jesus now, now, now!

3. Painless

My life trapped in between
A whisper and a scream
A suicide machine of my own making
You let it kill my brain
Like needles in my veins
Consumed in your own grace
There's no escaping

My fix is the misery
Won't stop till the end of me
I can't feel anything

Killing me one breath at a time
Cutting you with my pair of lives
So go on and lay me down to rest
You make it painless, painless

(I can't, I can't, I can't)
I can't feel any pain
(I can't, I can't, I can't)

I drift into the grave
I've come out half awake
My soul is yours to take
Always forever

I feel you under my skin
And life is twisting within
Temptation always wins
It's never over

My fix is the misery
Won't stop till the end of me
I can't feel anything

Killing me one breath at a time
Cutting you with my pair of lives
So go on and lay me down to rest
You make it painless, painless

Do you know what it's like
To be hollow inside my life, my grave
Do you love me enough to finish me off
Don't leave me here this way

(Killing me one breath at a time)
(Cutting you with my pair of lives)
So go on and lay me down to rest
You make it painless

Killing me one breath at a time
Cutting you with my pair of lives
So go on and lay me down to rest
You make it painless, painless

(I can't, I can't, I can't)
I can't feel any pain
(I can't, I can't, I can't)
I can't feel any pain
(I can't, I can't, I can't)
I can't feel any pain
(I can't, I can't, I can't)

4. Weight Of My World

Can you take the weight
Can you take the weight of my world

I am the flames in a burning building
Evacuate (So why are you rushing in)
It's torn and frayed
This thread I'm holding
About to break (So why are you making up)

Whoa, I'm pulling you down
So can you take the weight
Can you take the weight
Whoa, it's crashing around
So can you take weight
Can you take the weight of my world

Can you take the weight
Can you take the weight of my world
Can you take the weight
Can you take the weight of my world

I hear the sound of a thousand voices
Calling me out (We all know what you have done)
So flip the switch, blow it all to pieces
I can't be fixed (I hurt everyone I love)

Whoa, I'm pulling you down
So can you take the weight
Can you take the weight
Whoa, it's crashing around
So can you take weight
Can you take the weight of my world

Can you take the weight
Can you take the weight of my world
Can you take the weight

You think that you can carry this affliction
Resurrect this black hole heart in me
I know that there is truth in your conviction
Are you strong enough to hold me off again

Whoa, I'm pulling you down
So can you take the weight
Can you take the weight
Whoa, it's crashing around
So can you take weight
Can you take the weight

Whoa, I'm pulling you down
So can you take the weight
Can you take the weight my world

Can you take the weight
Can you take the weight of my world
Can you take the weight
Can you take the weight of my world

5. Wordsworth Way

Summer days, they drift away
But the memories remain
Autumn days and lost in the haze
But nothing stays the same
I saw her standing at the edge of the drive
My emotions, forever paralyzed
Everything that was good in my life
Was taken away that night

This road, it stayed the same
My pleasure of joy and pain
That house is in my dreams
My childhood never sleeps

Help me, help me find the way
To get back from where I came
To a time where everything was beautiful

Winter days, they melt away
Like her image in my mind
Seasons change, cleansed with the rain
Washed away before her time
I drive these streets, so old yet so new
A looking glass, I can't see through
I still remember the day she died
Second of December, I could not cry

This road, it stayed the same
My pleasure of joy and pain
That house is in my dreams
My childhood never sleeps

Help me, help me find the way
To get back from where I came
To a time where everything was beautiful
Help me 'cause I can't say goodbye
Still living with this lie
In a time where everything was beautiful

This road, it stayed the same
My pleasure of joy and pain
That house is in my dreams
My childhood never sleeps

Help me, help me find the way
To get back from where I came
To a time where everything was beautiful
Help me 'cause I can't say goodbye
Still living with this lie
In a time when everything was beautiful
Was beautiful, was beautiful to me

6. Burn Me Out

Anything is better than an emptiness and hopelessness
Suffering is where I see the truth in you
You're the arsonist that makes sense of this, I can't resist
In the flames, I feel a part of you, you

It's the only way to reach through
It's a path to the divine
It's the only place I go to
When dark and light collide

So burn me out
Use me 'til there's nothing
My heartbeat down
Kill me from inside
Burn me out, I need to feel alive
It's never enough, never enough

Take what you want from me
Take what you want from me
Take what you want from me
Burn me out, come burn me out

Nothing eats away like the cold regret you can't forget
Isolation only makes the hurt worse

It's the only way to reach through
It's a path to the divine
It's the only place I go to
When dark and light collide

So burn me out
Use me 'til there's nothing
My heartbeat down
Kill me from inside
Burn me out, I need to feel alive
It's never enough, never enough

Take what you want from me
Take what you want from me
Take what you want from me
Burn me out, come burn me out

Take what you want from me
Take what you want from me
Take what you want from me
Burn me out, come burn me out

It's the only way to get through
To where I know myself

So burn me out
Use me 'til there's nothing
My heartbeat down
Kill me from inside
Burn me out, I need to feel alive
It's never enough, never enough

Take what you want from me
Take what you want from me
Take what you want from me
Burn me out, come burn me out

Take what you want from me
Take what you want from me
Take what you want from me
Burn me out, come burn me out

Come burn me out
Come burn me out
Come burn me out

7. Three Days In Jail

Voices used to caution me
Now they've all abandoned me
No shame or guilt to hold me down
Until I'm 6 feet underground

Face to face with my demise
Masked behind so many lies
I set my sights to self destruct
I pull the pin and blow it up

I own this misery
I'll take the fall
So throw away the key

Here I go spinning out of control
At the end of my rope
(Now I'm sitting in a cell like a time bomb ticking
One, two, three days in jail)
All alone only one way to go
From the bottom I know
(Now I'm sitting in a cell like a time bomb ticking
One, two, three days in jail)

I've accepted I've done wrong, my back against the wall
Trapped behind the bars, middle finger to the guards
I obey no laws, streets probably safe now
Throw away the key, I've accepted I'm on lockdown
No phone calls or letters
People throwing shade similar to umbrellas
But it ain't Rihanna just a whole bunch of felons
Pumping up they chest thinking they hardest villains

Gotta be a menace, bout to snap
I ain't talking bout a image or video
Y'all don't wanna even see me tho, I'm a menace to society
One self-destructive individual

I own this misery
I'll take the fall
So throw away the key

Here I go spinning out of control
At the end of my rope
(Now I'm sitting in a cell like a time bomb ticking
One, two, three days in jail)
All alone only one way to go
From the bottom I know
(Now I'm sitting in a cell like a time bomb ticking
One, two, three days in jail)

My black, my hate, my hurt, my bait
My drug, my lie, my test, my fall, my pride
My play, my game, my fear, my fame
My road, my rage, my bars, my walls, my cage

I own this misery
I'll take the fall
So throw away the key

Here I go spinning out of control
At the end of my road
(Now I'm sitting in a cell like a time bomb ticking
One, two, three days in jail)
All alone only one way to go
From the bottom I know
(Now I'm sitting in a cell like a time bomb ticking
One, two, three days in jail)

Three days in jail
Three days in jail

8. Elevator

Step inside
We're gonna take a ride
To the promised land
Heaven is in our hands

We've all been down
There's only one way out
'Cause when you're feeling low
There's only one way to go
I'm your elevator

So hold on tight and don't look down
As I lift your body off the ground
To the penthouse floor above the clouds
I'm your elevator
Hey, hey, hey
I'm your elevator
Hey, hey, hey, hey

We crawl through dirt
You know we've both been hurt
Put your faith in me
'Cause I've got the golden key
So wave goodbye
I'm gonna get you high
High above the crowd
Nothing can stop us now
I'm your elevator

So hold on tight and don't look down
As I lift your body off the ground
To the penthouse floor above the clouds
I'm your elevator
Hey, hey, hey
I'm your elevator
Hey, hey, hey
I'm your elevator
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey

I'm gonna get you high
I'm gonna get you high
I'm gonna get you high

So hold on tight and don't look down
As I lift your body off the ground
To the penthouse floor above the clouds
I'm your elevator
Hey, hey, hey
I'm your elevator
Hey, hey, hey
I'm your elevator
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey

9. Running With The Bulls

In a trap, desperate for quick escape
Beaten down, it's time that we made our way out
There's no turning back from this place
In the back they shove us from side to side
Like a bomb ready to blow inside
We're too in the moment to be afraid
To run away

A sea of emotion, I'm riding the wave
Pulling me under, it's all I can take

Here we are, one step from dying
Razor sharp knives in our back
Here we are, we don't stop, we just
Keep running with the bulls, running with the bulls
Here we are, caught in confusion
In this storm we learn who we are
Risk it all just for the feeling
Running with the bulls, running with the bulls

Live in fear, we cheat just to stay alive
Had it grow, conform what we've left behind
I never wanted my heart to wake
No control 'cause life is a crashing wave
Torn apart we dance in the hurricane eye
Nothing can kill us, we'll be alright
We'll be alright

Crying in silence, you push me aside
No longer waiting 'cause this is my time

Here we are, one step from dying
Razor sharp knives in our back
Here we are, we don't stop, we just
Keep running with the bulls, running with the bulls
Here we are, caught in confusion
In this storm we learn who we are
Risk it all just for the feeling
Running with the bulls, running with the bulls

No time to rest
When you're cheating death
We could go there any time
It's play close to the chest
And the fools who say
Stand still and wait
They will surely disappear from earth
By changing their way

A sea of emotion, I'm riding the wave
Pulling me under, it's all I can take

Here we are, one step from dying
Razor sharp knives in our back
Here we are, we don't stop, we just
Keep running with the bulls, running with the bulls
Here we are, caught in confusion
In this storm we learn who we are
Risk it all just for the feeling
Running with the bulls, running with the bulls

10. Capsized

I can feel it in my guts
I can feel it in the veins
It's just another door shut
It's just another restraint
It's what I've lost
Another high within the plain
I don't like what I've become
Another day I've spent in vain

Till I find out who I am
I'm waiting for the end
To come and take me under
Am I living in this lie
Part regret and part denial
How can I recover

Turning over in the waves (Capsizing)
Lost forever in this lonely place (Capsizing)
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I've made wash it all away

It's from your lips
It's the sadness in your eyes
The emptiness you can't fix
With a smile and a lie

Till I find out who I am
I'm waiting for the end
To come and take me under
Am I living in this lie
Part regret and part denial
How can I recover

Turning over in the waves (Capsizing)
Lost forever in this lonely place (Capsizing)
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I've made wash it all away

No shelter in this place
My head a hurricane
I need someone to rescue me
Don't abandon me

Turning over in the waves
Lost forever in this lonely place
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I've made wash it all away

Turning over in the waves (Capsizing)
Lost forever in this lonely place (Capsizing)
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I've made wash it all away

(Capsizing)
(Capsizing)
(Capsizing)

11. Wolves At Bay

You like to hunt, your game is fear
I was the one, your souvenir
This is a fight, the one that you've been asking for
You did incite the call for us to go to war

Pushing and pushing
Giving me no choice
Humiliate, intimidate
Until I hit the breaking point

Back to the wall
Keeping the wolves at bay
Fight my way out
'Cause it's the only way

I'm the fearless, I'm relentless
I'm the dog that you can't break
I'm the outcast, thought you could outlast
I've had enough, there's only so much I can take

It's just a game, try to break me down
Need me to blame for how your life turned out
You think that the pain will go away
If you become the wolf and I become the prey

Pushing and pushing
Giving me no choice
You set the fire
And brought me to the boiling point

Back to the wall
Keeping the wolves at bay
Fight my way out
'Cause it's the only way

I'm the fearless, I'm relentless
I'm the dog that you can't break
I'm the outcast, thought you could outlast
I've had enough, there's only so much I can take

Back to the wall
Keeping the wolves at bay
Fight my way out
'Cause it's the only way

I'm the fearless, I'm relentless
I'm the dog that you can't break
I'm the outcast, thought you could outlast
I've had enough, there's only so much I can take