1. Thought-Tormented Minds

One feels that one is listening to a thought-tormented music

2. Questions

I deny I may have done
Such a thing I would be in dread of
Oddly enough I prayed for you
I would need a stronger trust

Fear, unrest along my body
I can't turn out a heavy anguish
I would if I only durst
I would if I only got it

Did you mind I left?
Did you mind showing your emotions?
I could see your hands
I could see them hiding your expressions
...hiding your expressions
...hiding your expressions

I deny I may have done
Such a thing I would be in dread of
Oddly enough I prayed for you
I would need a stronger trust

Did you mind my truth?
I knew that you blinked my questions
What a bad mistake shame and hate
It wasn't fair and I was conscious

3. Sleepless Night

Moment of clearness in an empty space
I'm wrapped around as in a state of grace
Calling – clung to your name
Screaming – the words I've never said
Everything is gonna fall down again

All that I trust now is crumbling
Like a house of cards for a breath of wind
Calling – clung to your name
Screaming – the words I've never said
Everything is gonna fall down again

I hate myself for these grey days
Loneliness breaks me again
I hate myself for these sleepless nights
Darkness please close my eyes
Today I'm ready to regret
I don't know what I say
Sadeness please go away
I want to disconnect my brain
To dry my veins
To pacify my heart tonight

I don't believe that it's happened to me
I only hope that it's a trick of a mind
Calling – clung to your name
Screaming – the words I've never said
Everything is gonna fall down again

I hate myself for these grey days
Loneliness breaks me again
I hate myself for these sleepless nights
Darkness please close my eyes
Today I'm ready to regret
I don't know what I say
Sadeness please go away
I want to disconnect my brain
To dry my veins
To pacify my heart tonight

...Today I'm ready to regret
I don't know what I say
Sadeness please go away
I want to disconnect my brain
To dry my veins
To pacify my heart...
I want to disconnect my brain
To dry my veins
To pacify my heart tonight
...tonight
...tonight
To pacify my heart tonight

4. Lost Smiles

I realize there's story behind every human being
A story you don't expect
There's a voice telling you this story
A voice with a special emotion

Sense of upside-down worlds
I sigh for lost smiles
Flashes of a serial voice
A voice with a dull sound
I wouldn't say upset
Just that I Won't forget
...I Won't forget!

Why it's so hard to forgive
Somehow let me try
It is complicated to give a meaning to right lies
So complicated to give a limit to wrong things
Nobody can find peace
Somebody can cry out just this

Sense of upside-down worlds
I sigh for lost smiles
Flashes of a serial voice
A voice with a dull sound
I wouldn't say upset
Just that I won't forget

5. This Gloomy Sickness

The evil winter of the souls now it's coming to me
The dying embrace of the season is bringing cold and thorns

But I'm still alive and I say goodbye
Goodbye to all the thoughts that shocked my head
It's a strange state of mind but I can't deny
Of having been afraid and so wasted in the last days

The evil winter of the souls now it's coming to me
So I'm still alive and I say goodbye
Goodbye to all the thoughts that shocked my head
It's a strange state of mind but I can't deny
Of having been afraid and so wasted in the last days

I've been afraid but I'm still alive
Silently the winter comes and won't fade away
This gloomy sickness

The snow-while breath of the winter
Is bringing cold and thorns, tears and blood
The dying world of a mother is leaving answers and hopes
So I'm still alive and I say goodbye
Goodbye to all the thoughts that shocked my head
It's a strange state of mind but I can't deny
Of having been afraid and so wasted in the last days

6. We'll Never Be

Life gives us only a chance
And time recalls us everytime
Now I remember when I was a child
We live in nothing everyday
Finding our way
I remembered when I wished to grow up

We dream away our time again
crying for our mistakes
Leaving in silence our trails
All the things that I have tried
To save along this life
I saw myself saying:
"We are wasting our best years
trying to become what we'll never be"

And then my words scatter in the wind
Nothing ever changes in these boring days
Because now we accustom ourselves to be useless
Because we are not ready to be born free as we were

Feel the rage for all that now I waste
Fear, lament is what I'll feel until my end

..."We are wasting our best years
trying to become what we'll never be"
...we'll never be

7. Witness Of A Better Time

I'm looking back
There's nothing that can relieve me
Searching a day to hold on to
Missing a night with bright stars

Feeling cold inside
Surrounded by my dreams and all my pride
My voice that fades away

Memory of stories that taken far away
Of moments lost in time

I've never guessed
I've never trusted
I've never asked to

Memory of good emotions burning fast
Sad regrets, in bad ways they destroy my mind

Feeling cold inside
Surrounded by my dreams and all my pride
My voice that fades away

I've never guessed
I've never trusted
I've never asked to

Memory of good emotions burning fast
Sad regrets, in bad ways they destroy my mind

I've never guessed
I've never trusted
I've never asked

To be the witness of better time
...of better time
...of better time
...of better time
...of better time

8. Afraid To Go On, Afraid To Come Back

Walking, walking nowhere
Hearing an inner voice
Wandering alone an empty path
Thinking of the deepest cut
Walking nowhere
Whispers of an inner voice in my head
The stillness I miss it's hurting me

I still remain
I don't want it to reach my mind with sorrow,
I feel inside myself it's getting dark
a grey cloud is my sky
I can't help believing in all my lies
I'm waiting for a wind that blows me away
And I still keep a wish to fly away
But I'm afraid to go on

Wandering alone an empty path
Thinking of the deepest cut
Walking nowhere
Whispers of an inner voice in my head
The stillness I miss it's hurting me

I still remain
I don't want it to reach my mind with sorrow,
I feel inside myself it's getting dark
a grey cloud is my sky
I can't help believing in all my lies
I'm waiting for a wind that blows me away
And I still keep a wish to fly away
But I'm afraid to go on

I still remain
I don't want it to reach my mind with sorrow,
I feel inside myself it's getting dark
a grey cloud is my sky
I can't help believing in all my lies
I'm waiting for a wind that blows me away
And I still keep a wish to fly away
But I'm afraid to go on

And I still try to turn my head
But I'm afraid to come back

The stillness I miss
It's hurting me
It's hurting me
It's hurting me
It's burning my hopes

But I'm afraid
I'm afraid to go on
To come back
The stillness I miss
It's hurting me