1. Cry
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2. Future Black
Facing all the challenges that have appeared
I'm searching for a new belief
Nothing all around is right for me to trust
A black horizon waits for me
Forget the opinions
Decide yourself
Free your mind, let it flow
If your thoughts get some reason
Climb the sky, let them go
They tell me to decide my future life
But I have just been born in here
If only liars reign in my sweet world
There is no one to rule my move
We have no line to follow
Our dreams are beyond our reach
Nothing to hide
Nothing to show
Emptiness will prevail
No will to live – or fight for something far
Future black – color of my way
Facing all the people that have laughed at me
I will unchain myself out here
Everything all around is good for me to try
The black horizon's where I dwell
What feeds the world is
What feeds the lies
Is there a reason for the circle of life?
From here I see
There is no life
It's just a covered kind of torture till we die
3. Beyond The Distance
Sunset came too soon
For the pilgrims of the sand
Gathered in this tent
During the whole day
They've walked under the sun
In search of distant lands
A white sheet moved on
Along the hottest dust
Guided by the wind
But now they're taking rest
A blessing or a gift
Fallen from above?
Ancient stories
Watched by the dawn
Lonely candles
And the thickest fog
'We can go beyond the distance
That divides us from what we can't see
From what our hearts may not feel
On our way along the desert
We shall find an answer in the end
If we just dare to go on'
By the first daylight
Prayers can be heard
Might they endure the sun
Another journey starts
The same faces around
Wishes and regrets
They're on for a reward
Which may not even come
If they cross the sand
Moved by their faith
Still they look ahead
And walk no matter what
Find your holy one
Find the peace of mind
Find your rainbow's gold
The prize for those who'll stand
4. Shallow Room
Walls surrounding have concealed
The emotions with which I can't deal
Like accomplices in crime
Unconditionally
Every time remains of my childhood
Try to revive my long forgotten cries
I no longer want to be exposed
My refuge is where I know
No unwanted enemies will show
Isolated from outside
I'm delving into it
Nourishing the delusion that one day
Everywhere would be just like this place
Where the wounds that never heal get lost
I need to remind myself again
Here all of my sorrows had their end
Whether it's lack or hope or a big loss
In my shallow room I'll be
It's my sanctuary, my second skin
A place to feel closer to within
To find salvation and some comfort
In my shallow room I'll be
As the years go passing by
I perceive that it's of no use
Trying to find something else
To fall back on when I'm down
Only this somewhat shallow and lonely cube
Can prevent me from feeling so blue
I owe you this valued gift called life
5. The River
Calmness and harmony
True understanding
They suddenly turn into dust
Once back in time
Only childish emotions
Today tension lies between us
Abyss of intolerance
Tears us apart day by day
But I know we aim to get rid of
That feeling so mean and vain
Years of quarrelling
With each other's differences
Reduced the time of our lives
However we have learned
Lessons that no one have
We will together arise
I run away from the crowd
Sit down and stare at the walls
Ask myself if this is worth
Though I still yearn to hear your call
When you are not near
I believe I can't handle my fears
I go either dazed
Or out of control
Only pictures are not enough
To heal me
To bring peace to me
Who never meant to be a foe
The river of my dreams
Flows towards your sea
In spite of the obstacles
Along its never ending course
Our waters will merge
6. Shame On Youth
Behind masks of purity
Are concealed bitter seeds
Cradle of the next society
On the streets they are enraged
In their homes, locked in a cage
Unaware of who is not their age
Chemical friends are around
To support when falls their ground
Disillusionment, I was told,
With the world where they've been grown
Is to blame for such behavior alone
Selfishness and vile greed
Constitute their basic creed
Unbeliever of filling other's needs
Sparring faces are around
Who'd provide another round
Shame on Youth
7. When The Heavens Enrage
Speak just before the eyes of your beloved
Face their deception, would you feel the same?
Torn apart the link
That exists between
You and what's considered honesty
Remember your crimes
There's no hope or time
To repent of what you've done to me
When is it going to be modified?
Lies guide the thought line of the human being
But after our lives
Do you think you'll hide
Taking everything you gained on ground?
There's another world
Where you'll have to go
To the righteous' jury you'll be bound
Neither greed nor violence
Will take place from that day on
And the reasons of your life will let you down, alone
When the heavens enrage
Don't you count on your saints
There will be no redemption or a second chance
Pray for those you've despised
During the former days
Self-forgiveness, the only choice that has been left
You'd awake
Wishing you had not suffered
Death miles away
Only sweat on your sheets
Be my invited mate this evening
Take the time you want to justify yourself
"I did give you wings
And free will to think
You could pave your way by any way
But you always knew
Through my holy crew
All the harm caused would return one day"
8. Inner Strength
I've always talked to you, my friend
But I think you haven't understood me
And I know you will never be a part of me
You followed yourself and only
Didn't look around
Pretended that you were blind
But even the blind can see more than you
You say I'm all alone again
Tomorrow you'll be on your knees
The dawn will change your point of view
When I get by, you'll feel the strength
Two-faced hero
Savior of none
Keep your inner strength
I thought that time would heal our wounds
What a mistake
The dreams I had, had gone
You feel the same, your eyes can't lie
I found myself in sorrow, just didn't know
The cause of such wasted time
But I considered you a special friend of mine
9. Days Of Dying Peace
Emptiness fills my every night
Illusions, fed by morning light
The winter brings a time of change
Till the cycle has its end
Coming home, something I can't do
I make my move so far from you
Whispering souls behind me see
That I need my will to be
Sounds behind the wall
Are breaking the silence of night
Warn me of my fears
That should be forgotten outside
Here I stand, waiting for a sign
The spirit of a better time
I have lost my name, my lands
But decision's still in my hands
Days of dying peace
Weaken all of my last hopes
Absence of belief
Leaves our ending so close
And after all, sadness remains
The sun will bleed over us and leave the sorrow
Forgotten pages of a dusted book
10. Fleeing Soul
Home at night
Feeling every tear
That slips on me
I can recall
All the things I have left
Behind
Memories
Leave my heart compressed
And flood my thoughts
Here, all alone,
I'll unleash
Myself
I'm awake
But still I have thousands
Of dreams to face
And I'm waiting
For someone to hold
My fleeing soul