1. Dying I Live

Open me and see,
how purity becomes suffering
and angels turn to demons
Untouched is my soul
as water turns to blood

Cut my heart wide open,
tear it apart and see
Please put an end
to this circle of misery

No one has the right to make me believe,
to praise God and to follow the light
Come my dear, eat the fruit of innocence
You'll be lead to heaven
and I'll stay in this chamber of hell

No one has the right to make me believe,
that if I don't believe I will forever sin
Creation of destruction
and destruction of creation
I am the battlefield!
I am destruction!

There's no room for me in heaven
Lust is taking over
and I'll never sleep again
The one who taught to bless
taught to curse!

I'm trapped in this world of disgust
Oh, I hate this cold life!
Not 'cos I'm unused to coldness

What is love?
What is desire?
What is creation?
Take my life or I'll be living dead
Can't you hear my empty calls?
Abused by the wisdom of the fallen souls
Inside of me there's a battle
between hope and a request for an end
Why don't you hear my empty calls?

There's no room for me in heaven
Lust is taking over
and I'll never sleep again
The one who taught to bless
taught to curse!

I'm trapped in this world of disgust
Oh, I hate this cold life!
Not 'cos I'm unused to coldness,
but 'cos I am used to hate!

No one has the right to make me believe,
to praise God and to follow the light
Come my dear, eat the fruit of innocence
You'll be lead to heaven
and I'll stay in this chamber of hell

No one has the right to make me believe,
that if I don't believe I will forever sin
Creation of destruction
and destruction of creation

Bitten by the guards of hell,
the soul-eating dogs
Will I prevail again?

2. Don't Kiss My Grave

Lightning strikes! It's time...
All sins are gone everything is so clear
Winds of fire made my path
Take my soul to the unknown half

Wounded hate I keep in blackness
Misery is what I am and see
I can't breed in life
Give me strength that forever lasts

My beauty come forth or I'll fall...

I stand alone in the fields of fear
Feeling that death crawls under my skin
The bloodred sky now starts to bleed
It covers my face with hellborn seed

I stand alone in the dark fields of fear
All sins are gone,
everything is bright and clear

There's no way to proceed the life of light
Infernal one, bring me the promised night

Sweet end please enter my heart of rage
Winds of fire now blow my ashes away

With death I'll feed the beast inside of me
Death is by my side! Death will set me free!

Behold the grace of frightened dreams
I fill my hole with emptiness
I will survive...
but in another dimension of life
I will survive...
I will not die !!!

Serenity invades my mind
I am dead but still newborn
with pleasure chains
Don't kiss my grave!
The light beyond is here now
to stay forever
I am through... not dead!

Blackened might, all mighty!
Confusion's dead, engrave hell in my flesh
Liars blinded by crosses, forget heaven
Why change my destiny?

I stand alone in the fields of fear
Feeling that death crawls under my skin
The bloodred sky now starts to bleed
It covers my face with hellborn seed

I stand alone in the dark fields of fear
All sins are gone,
everything is bright and clear

There's no way to proceed the life of light
Infernal one, bring me the promised night

Sweet end please enter my heart of rage
Winds of fire now blow my ashes away

With death I'll feed the beast inside of me
With death!

I watch with joy!
Oh yes I enjoy
watching the blinded ones
trying to climb the six-feet wall
Drowning above the surface
they will forever fall
Forever Fall !

3. Born To Suffer

Welcome to my lair
Thou wilt be my guest
Falling down the stairs
Your beauty I detest

Forever you will stay
the cellar is your hall
It's no use praying
I chain you to the wall

You are my playing field
Your screaming echoes through
To pleasure you will yield
As I'm entering you...

Born to suffer
Thou art in my domain
Born to suffer
Experiencing pain
Trapped forever
There's nowhere you can flee
Born to suffer
Your life belongs to me!

Your part is over now
It was played until the end
Your life ends here
It's your turn, turn to descend

My own little doll
Oh, I'm playing within
my personal toy
Feeling no sin

My personal toy
How I love your fear
Torture with joy
You'll never get out of here

You are my playing field
Your screaming echoes through
To pleasure you will yield
As I'm entering you...

Born to suffer
Thou art in my domain
Born to suffer
Experiencing pain
Trapped forever
There's nowhere you can flee
Born to suffer
Your life belongs to me!

My own little doll...
My personal toy...
Torture with joy!

Born to suffer
Thou art in my domain
Born to suffer
Your body will remain
Trapped forever
There's nowhere you can flee
My possession
Your corpse belongs to me !

4. Haven (A Leap In The Dark)

By the ruins on the hill,
all painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
My mind welcomes the dead

Rain – stings my cold face
by any chance I embrace
Failure – makes my value for life decrease
I fight misfortune with hate
Strength is so hard to regain
This has to be fate
I'll fall like an angel from heaven

Pain – emerged with my birth,
if I do anything right I get burned
Storms – in my mind a hunger for death

I fight misfortune with hate
Strength is so hard to regain
This has to be fate
I'll fall

I gather all misfortunes
and conclude the path of life
Future is lost and so is my hope
The only way out is to die

By the ruins on the hill,
all painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
My mind welcomes the dead
Oh God, where is my haven?!?

I step out on the edge,
watching the abyss below
Preparing with a deep breath,
as into the dark I flow

I fought misfortune with hate
It was so hard to regain
This was my fate
I am falling!

By the ruins on the hill,
all painful days I kill
Oh those thoughts within my head
Death welcomes me dead
Hell is my haven!!!

5. Facing The Nails

Crosses rising on top of Golgotha
Lonely, helpless, gathering what's left...
of nothing

Nothing shall stop this death of Christ
Betrayed, the pain grows deep inside

Flowing blood caused by the crown
Flowing tears caused by failure
The dreams are past
and the future is here
Face the message:
NAIL UP THE FUCKING SAVIOUR !

Drown in deep depression,
as you are left to die !

Naive thoughts that God
would be there for you...
Ha... you have carried the cross
and now you're upon it
Let the sacrifice begin!

Violent screams of torment,
this is the end and it's dark within
Bringer of light,
where is your holy gift now?
Bleeding, crying,
forget the thoughts of rising

Behold the dark flowing blood
Fearing that you have failed...
in the name of God

Flowing blood caused by the crown
Flowing tears caused by failure
The dreams are past
and the future is here
Face the message:
NAIL UP THE FUCKING SAVIOUR !

Long hurting nails
are forced into the flesh
There will not be a rebirth
for your soul

Suffer...
To be tortured...
Die and you will see!

6. Anthem For The Afflicted

Hear my anthem for the afflicted
Listen to your faith
To your fall I am addicted,
caressing you with hate

You're the shame of God's creation,
the blackness of his work
Lowest form of creatures
Below the blind you lurk

So deeply I hate you,
Godless scum!
Deform my paradise
With salvation I have come
An end to all your Lies...

My sword will drain your lustful souls
Rightful path I lead
A higher sky I will provide,
I will make you bleed,
drown you in your greed
BEHOLD THIS MOMENT
OF PEACE...

I am your world's Godsent saviour,
this is what you need
You're not worthy of God's creation
I will make you bleed

Idol deformed by malady
A cancerous disease
Performing sacred surgery,
the cure of sin is this

I'll castrate the human race,
remove you one by one
Into your feeble eyes I gaze
Die unholy son! Salvation's what I am
You'll never sin again
You bringer of antiseption

Follow me, I'm your guide
Forceful death I'll provide
Unleash you from obsession

Your master was decrowned,
by me he was dethroned
I'm next for succession

Fear me now, fall on your knees
your last prayer was cried for me
Darkening your vision

My sword will drain your lustful souls
Rightful path I lead
A higher sky I will provide
I will make you bleed,
drown you in your greed
BEHOLD THIS MOMENT
OF PEACE...

The holiest of all I am
The only fucking priest
I'll kill them, torture, slaughter them
Clean my world from beasts
BEHOLD THIS MOMENT
OF PEACE...

With vengeance I will emerge
From black skies I'll strike
Erase your race from this world of mine
I'll be alone at last!
BEHOLD MY RAGE AS YOU CEASE...

Am I really as sacred as I lied?
Hell no! Pale evil personified!

7. The Failed Paradise

Cold blooded murder this is
The burning will was not our choice
Scared eyes are staring at the sickness
Raped bodies will never be buried

Our children were slaughtered
by the holy might
We all live like beasts in the field
When your skull is crushed,
he smiles with joy...
God will dance on your grave
He'll dance on your grave
and spit on your stone

Preachers of holiness
believe in the innocence of God
We're hatred and born to bleed
Shall we survive in hell or commit suicide?
Before my eyes all shall die
But the preachers are hiding
behind the walls of stone
Immortal death lives inside

Cold blooded murder this is
The burning will was not our choice
Scared eyes are staring at the sickness
Raped bodies will never be buried
Our children were slaughtered
by the holy might
We all live like beasts in the field
When your skull is crushed,
he smiles with joy...
God will dance on your grave

Indemnity is lost
in this world of beasts
Lay down and face the doom
in these black hating eyes
...my eyes!

Preachers of holiness
believe in the innocence of God
We're hatred and born to bleed
Shall we survive in hell or commit suicide?
Before my eyes all shall die
But the preachers are hiding
behind the walls of stone
Immortal death lives inside

8. Painted Soul

Worshipping the weak misbegotten lord
I was doomed to live and die as a coward
Doomed to live by false tales
I couldn't stand the suffocating pain
I shut my eyes and saw the open gate

Now, you will follow me!
Slaves, help me to seek!
In hell, my soul I keep!
Satan shall turn us to beasts!

I'll sacrifice...
The hate is growing strong in me
I'll sacrifice
my flesh and blood to the dark forces
beyond mortal life
I shall now arise and damn your souls
We shall arise
and sacrifice their blood
and their holy souls

Weak and scared
they gave my life to the light
I shut my eyes and saw forever
I closed my eyes and realized
that reality takes more than lies
I woke up and hailed my future

Now, you will follow me!
Slaves, help me to seek!
In hell, my soul I keep!
Satan shall turn us to beasts! I'll sacrifice...
The hate is growing strong in me
I'll sacrifice
my flesh and blood to the dark forces
beyond mortal life
I shall now arise and damn your souls
We shall arise
and sacrifice their blood
and their holy souls

With a strong soul
I give my life to darkness
Chosen to destroy
the never-ending lies

I'll sacrifice...
The hate is growing strong in me
I'll sacrifice
my flesh and blood to the dark forces
beyond mortal life
I shall now arise and damn your souls
We shall arise
and sacrifice their blood
and fuck their holy souls

We shall arise!

9. Extreme Pestilence

You can't escape!
Trapped in this world where no one goes
Alone forever and no one knows
You're the grace of haze not insane
This sacred faith is to blame
You shouldn't bleed,
you shouldn't fall
You're enslaved and there's no fucking sense at all

Violence rains down upon the earth
Heaven denied cause heaven is cursed
Candles burn lighting your world
But still you remain in the dark
Damn those fates
and damn those fucking lies
Don't you try to run
cause god can't cure your pain
His fleshless grin met your face so vexed
With a whisper he said,
"You're next"

Hidden in darkness
till the light interferes
Why do you care to see
through those fears?
I fear the day when you will pray
For peace, for life to be taken away But the darker it gets,
the stronger you'll feel
The darker you think,
the faster you heal
Rise up!
Erase those scars in your eyes
And realize that there's no paradise

Temptress of the light
savagely ripped you apart
As innocent hate comes pouring
through your heart
Like a fool you say,
"What have I done wrong?"

Violence rains down upon the earth
Heaven denied cause heaven is cursed
Candles burn lighting your world
But still you remain in the dark
Damn those fates
and damn those fucking lies
Don't you try to run
cause god can't cure your pain
You can't escape.
Forever and ever you'll slay
Forever you'll obey!

10. Inside

Voices calling, my limbs in its grasp
No Regression like a homicidal marionette
Animated like a corrupted carnivore
A puppet meant for murder,
tempted by a twisted mind.

Oh lord, exorcise this creature
lurking in the dark windings
of my grey matter
Release me from this entanglement
of epidemic tissue,
demanding those dark deeds of death!

In my skull I'm not alone
I know it's dwelling there
Demon dominating me,
with which my mind I share

Deep within I'm oh so sure
It's lurking in my head
But I'm bold, I'm fighting back
I shall not be misled

Blood begins to surge
Turns my fear to lust
Can't deny the urge
in doublemind I trust

My control I lose
The other me is strong
There's no way to choose
To him I belong

Regression
My mind was far too weak
Temptation
A victim now I seek
Unearthborn
Not of flesh nor soul
Possession
My mind's been captured
now in its control

I'm a schizophrenic creature
Tracing scent of prey
I'm the puppet of my master
At the end of the endless hunt
I'm getting what I seek
Gashed by a blade in
bloodstained night
Adrenaline at its peak

Can't resist
Trapped by unearthborn forces
from far beyond
And those voices keep whispering,
keep hailing my hate
The urge is strong,
I know what has to be done,
when entering euphoric state of lust

The funeral choir mass
about bloodstained nights
And those voices inside
gaining in strength,
possessing my will,
I'm not my own anymore.
I've lost control of my flesh
Please set me free
from those black chains of insanity...

Stabbing on as victims fall
Finally I'm pleased
Listening to my inner calls
We have had our feast

Lust and hunger double minded
I feed the inner beast
Shame and remorse undivided
My sanity has ceased

Blood begins to surge
Turns my fear to lust
Can't deny the urge,
in doublemind I trust

My control I lose
The other me is strong
There's no way to choose
To him I belong

Regression
My mind was far too weak
Temptation
A victim now I seek
Unearthborn
Not of flesh nor soul
Possession
My mind's been captured
now in its control

11. Evilization

Welcome to the game,
the game called life
Blessed with noxious greed
I am the Lord of lords

Ready to rise, ready to kill
I'll evilize this world of mine
You're feeling so safe
You're feeling supreme
But when I'm done you'll be crucified

Believers in torment, souls in pain
I will make you suffer
I'll cut your bodies over and over again
Don't you try to flee!
I will make the blind man see
I will put the dead in pain again

With hate and desolation
I will evilize, I will deathenize
With a strengthened soul full of disgust
I will eliminate you stupid lambs
Listen when I laugh,
despair runs through your veins

Blessed with atrocity
It controls, it has no sins
Reinforced by the twisted
You are lost!

Honour of hell I will release
I'm oh so pleased, this is my feast
Prepare for attack you holy sluts
I will evilize! Lightning crashes in your eyes,
reflecting the fire of hell
I will kill you all,
kill your lies
I will evilize!

Children of perversion,
your days are numbered
I will raise you well, give you hell
You're the holy dirt beneath my wings
I hate you oh so deeply
You cowards I will reap

Believers in torment, souls in pain
I will make you suffer
I'll cut your bodies over and over again
Don't you try to flee!
I will make the blind man see
I will put the dead in pain again

With hate and desolation
I will evilize, I will deathenize
With a strengthened soul full of disgust
I will eliminate you stupid lambs
Listen when I laugh,
despair runs through your veins

You will rot in heaven,
the filth you created
Your mortal journey has just begun
Welcome to the Evilization!