1. Drained
What we had, we threw away
We were close to heaven, but we ended up in hell
What we had, we threw away
Just cause the hurt doesn't show
There's no way to recover, you broke my heart in two
I had a dream of growing old
I saw us driving to the end of the road
We had this world of make believe
I thought I saw the fire in your eyes
You ripped the heart out
You ripped the heart out
You ripped the heart out of my will to survive
You ripped the heart out
You ripped the heart out
You killed the part of me that kept us alive
I'm drained and out of phase
I was shooting straight but you stole my aim
Could have walked for miles
We were supposed to be the end of the line
2. The End
I've got a new kind of fear
Something you don't want to view
This is best I can seal
It's way to misery
We can't undo what we have done
Just face what's open
We fight, we stumble
The fuse is lit, you better run now
I can't tell you what to do
This crossword is our own
But I know what we'll become
The outcast on the run
Do you think about the end?
The worst you say we're on last breath
And the emptiness in space
Do you think about the end?
That's our last breath now
The worst you say we're on last breath
And the emptiness in space
What if I say to you
Let sleep distort for a while
A perspective from the hollow
And will we can't control
I can't tell you what to do
This crossword is our own
But I know what we'll become
The outcast on the run
Do you think about the end?
The worst you say we're on last breath
And the emptiness in space
Do you think about the end?
That's our last breath now
The worst you say we're on last breath
And the emptiness in space
And the emptiness in space
And the emptiness in space
When we were young
Was this the dream we had?
We are celebrating nothing
We need to find our way back
When we were young
Was this the dream we had?
We are celebrating nothing
We need to find our way back
When we were young
Was this the dream we had?
We are celebrating nothing
We need to find our way back
I can't tell you what to do
This crossword is our own
But I know what we'll become
The outcast on the run
Do you think about the end?
The worst you say we're on last breath
And the emptiness in space
Do you think about the end?
That's our last breath now
The worst you say we're on last breath
And the emptiness in space
3. Like Sand
I believe that the whole wide world is against me
I believe that the whole wide world is afraid of me
How did I end up here
Half a life and still full of fears
If I am honest I think you'll see
I'm scared to shit what's coming for me
You say make the most of your time
(But) How does it work when it's on your side
What can't kill you makes you stronger
So I heard but I'm going under
I will try...
I want the whole world in my hands
But it keep slipping through like sand
I try hard to be like you
You're my queen but I break in two
I think I can overcome
All the mistakes that I've done
You say make the most of your time
(But) How does it work when it's on your side
What can't kill you makes you stronger
So you say, but I'm going under
4. The Truth
We are, we are, we are
We are, we are, we are
The time has come to bring you down
Take the power back and show you how
I hear the sound of a plane passing by
Someone had the same thoughts as I
But as I get to the end of mine
You deny and think everything is fine
We are, we are, we are
We are the truth that hurts the most, cuz'
We are, we are, we are
It hurts when your denial's exposed
It hurts when your denial's exposed
Why can't we see eye to eye?
Think of all the things we leave behind
[I hear the sound of a car driving by
You can go on for miles
But you will run out
This is not your day
Are you just gonna turn around and walk away?
We are, we are, we are
We are the truth that hurts the most, cuz'
We are, we are, we are
It hurts when your denial's exposed
It hurts when your denial's exposed
But as I get to the end of mine
You deny and think everything is fine
We are, we are, we are
We are the truth that hurts the most, cuz'
We are, we are, we are
It hurts when your denial's exposed
We are, we are, we are
It hurts when your denial's exposed
It hurts when your denial's exposed
5. In My Room
Here in my room
I'm behind the wall
I'm out of reach
I don't sympathize
Adjusting the level of delusion
Feel like you're one of the same
Encoding the white noise
Lose my way and fall again
Creating dreams from a broken past
It tears a hole and sucks you dry
If you know secrets, tell me now
Creating dreams, let the worlds collide
Escape the void and feel alive
Don't have the answers but I'll survive
Here in my room
I'm behind the wall
Away from the flock
Closure will come
Adjusting the high of expectation
Feel like you're out of the brave
Dig deeper
Find a new path and climb again
6. Before I Fall
How far to go, I'll never know
I pushed too hard, so you ran away
I know you bleed for me
And you know I die for you
As yearning with open eyes from darkness to light
The cold is real that I know
The scars I feel but I won't let go
I know that I can find the meaning of it all
Put my fears behind before I fall
My will to be something more
Say the right words and be what I've promised
I know you bleed for me
I know I will die for you
7. Through My Eyes
You did me wrong and I applauded you
I became the blade and I pierced through
Now hiding from the world outside
Trying to create magic for the pacified
You never felt the answers were aimed at you, my friend
Did you find yourself lost in the world we swore to protect?
If you could see it, if you could see it through my eyes
Why are we so different
Want you to feel it, want you to know what it was like
Then maybe you understand
You always did prefer to keep me on distance
So no wonder it served as your riddance
You never felt the answers were aimed at you, my friend
Did you find yourself lost in the world we swore to protect?
If you could see it, if you could see it through my eyes
Why are we so different
Want you to feel it, want you to know what it was like
Then maybe you understand
(If you could see it through my eyes
if you could see it through my eyes)
8. Battles
Pain... you're not my friend and despise you
Friend... you're in pain and I adore you
What are you waiting for?
I'm here, let's consume it all (Consume it all)
Before they take it all away
I hear them from the other side
As I sit and let the day go by
Trying to see see if the world is still alive
Let the day go by
Insane... to be caged when you're to blame
Blame... break free from insanity to praise you
What are you waiting for?
I'm here, let's consume it all (Consume it all)
Before they take it all away
I hear them from the other side
As I sit and let the day go by
Trying to see see if the world is still alive
Let the day go by
9. Here Until Forever
I can't wait to hear your voice again
I am far from lonely but without you I'm a mess
I close my eyes and drift away
I'm wondering what you are doing now
When I look at you, I see me
We will always be part of history
When l look at you, I see me
(Here until) Forever I will always be
Mind and soul we are the same
A hand on your heart you know I am there
You are my lighthouse in the dark
I can see you from a thousand miles
Forever I will always be...
When I look at you, I see me
We will always be part of history
When l look at you, I see me
(Here until) Forever I will always be
I hope you feel that nothing dies
I am alive in all you touch
Close my eyes and drift away
Wondering what you are doing now
(Wondering what you are doing right now)
10. Underneath My Skin
Waiting for miracles appear
All the heights I did aspire seems forever gone
A torn and shredded grin to fit the blackened day
Shoveling the ashes from the times of selfish ways
I'm taking more than I can give
Is this the life I wanna live? The life I wanna live?
There's nothing underneath my skin
Is this the life I wanna live? The life I wanna live?
Falling like stars from the sky
Burned out before the trial and are forever gone
Kneel and pray to find the right way back inside
Been to hell and back but still feel I'm blind
I'm taking more than I can give
Is this the life I wanna live? The life I wanna live?
There's nothing underneath my skin
Is this the life I wanna live? The life I wanna live?
11. Wallflower
I like to look at you from a distance
I like when you scream in my face
Afraid to say the right words in right order
So they make sense to a person with such grace
What if my dreams don't become reality?
Is my life just a big mistake?
Will I be happy for the times I had
Or would I reconsider and recalculate?
I wanna be heard but leave no trace
I wanna be seen but take no space
I wanna be, I wanna be, leave no trace
I wanna be, I wanna be, take no space
The older I get, the younger I feel
The younger I feel, the older I seem
The more I feel, my age seems real
I Like to pretend I'm as young as I feel
12. Save Me
Here's a hammer, build a ladder
It's a long way up to heaven
If I dig, it might take as long
But maybe in hell, that's where I belong
Seven days and seven nights
Avoiding heat from the fires
And I have walked this path before
I'm afraid I'll lose it all
Will somebody save me?
Somebody save me
I've been trying so hard but I can't see that far
So save me
Just let it rain, I'd rather stay away
From the laughs of the common and the company of crows
Memories they fade, but I'm far too awake
Welcome to my charade