1. Dissimulate Invalidity
Shades of gangreous grey
Starts at the toes
Wounds that do not heal
Slowly it grows
Plastic bag
Draped over the limbs
Hiding the stench
Geriatric masochism
Engorged with fluid
Bag suffocated
Waterlogged, blackened feet
Toes obliterated
Resembling legs
Washed up on the shore
Hidden from the world
Geriatric masochism
Desperation evident
Amputation eminent
They perform the operation
There cutting of the feet
Amateur amputation
They burn the stubs of meat
Unable to hide
The horror is now discovered
Order the task
Of truncation
Unable to hide
The body is now dismembered
Order the task
Of truncation
2. Imprisoned And Afflicted By Aberration
She delivered faith to maniacs
No divinity in insanity
When the time was right
Commence kidnapping
Daughter of the faith
Repeatedly raped
Mental ward gangbang
Her god was not watching
Surviving for weeks off the semen of her molesters
An object
She was owned by a hundred maniacs
Sodomized, demoralized
Impregnated by a hundred maniacs
Schizophrenics, child molesters laughing manically at nothing
These were all her mates to be
Bestial copulations, each more brutal than the last
Locked in a closet
Covered with semen
Praying for death
Kept a slave for 30 days
Sadistic ways to violate
Pulverized, purple face
Deflower, desecrate
Pumped full of psycho semen
She was found
Barely alive
Catatonic
Carrying child
Bastard
Child
Spawned
In hell
Son of
A hundred
Maniacs
Bastard son of a hundred maniacs
3. Apostasy Of Unknowing
Aposthetic rebirth
Pious to the unknown
Reverent paradox
Revealed
Your faith is my void
Absolving the venerable
Venerable opprobrium of fallacy
Sacred allegiance of lies
Doctrine of inconsistency
Apostasy fulfilled
Aggrieved conceit
Gagging on your own rhetoric
Dissolve hierarchy
Blind obedience
Recant parables
Of hatred
Deny leap of faith
Absurd remnants
Of a frantic
Necrophobe
4. Catathymic Rage
Catathymia
Emotionally traumatized
Beginning of the end
My brutal fantasy
Envelopes me
Unsolvable internal state
Leads to emotional tension
Dreaming of a violent deed
That i must now carry out
Paranoid, and anxious your blamed
Building desperation-uxoricide
Anger now a threat to my fragile sense of self
Imbuing violence with symbolic thinking
Tension culminates-catathymic rampage
Anger, tension, destablizitaion
My core perturbed, ungodly time bomb
Paranoia, killing the only way
Rage motivation
Stabbed hundreds of times
Killing with unparalleled ferocity
Animal instinct has taken over
I'm now a programmed killing machine
Extremely violent episode has been achieved
Target of the tension smashed repeatedly
After the brutality, relief
There is no recollection of the catathymic killing
5. Myiasis
Host to maggots prematurely
Infestation begins early
Being devoured alive
As gangrene spreads,
They quickly thrive
Harboring a colony, killing of the living tissue
Derma now eradicated, wounds no longer superficial
Many frantic mating flies, hovering around the sores
Feasting on a living human, this cannot be happening
Degeneration, septicemia
The rise of suppuration
They feed off of the pus
Live, rotting
Dwell in my own foul odor
To far gone to be preserved
Past the onset of disease
I now welcome my demise
Degeneration, septicemia
Afflicted victim of the
Spreading myiasis
6. Obligated To Suffer
Heavens gate
Spawn ranch
Waco
Obligated to suffer
Removal from the exterior world at any cost-emigration
Societal deviant
Recruiting with immoral misleading means
Displays of unconditional affection and kindness upon entering
Eliminate free operation of personal thinking, and all judgement
Spirit breaking brain washing procedures, absolute dependence on a deranged leader
Convinced that the world is an unsafe place
Causing phobia, guilt and agony
All are embraced
Cults way of thinking becomes second nature
Individual ideals disintegrate
There is no exit imagined from this twisted evil place
Forgotten children expire slowly
Self completely gone, tortured existence
Giggling while reveiving castration
7. Procreating An Apocalypse
They all stand up
Simultaneously
Viciously attacking living human beings
They move to fast to find decent shelter
A wave of death causes instant hemorrhaging
Virally infected-suffocate
Melting eyes and taking limbs and heads from torsos
Awake, and dead virus is devouring
Its over, human life, the sky bleeds
Devouring everyone who's heart still beats
Finish off the human race remaining life is dying out fast
Screams are now fading away, society a thing of the past
No prayer for a dying world, the blood in veins no longer courses
The living have all expired, behold a forest of virulent corpses
Procreating an apocalypse
Nothing left, turn on each other
Unbridled display of gore
Husk of man, freakishly torn
8. Pleasures Of Lunacy
Dried or stored in formaldehyde
Missing her vagina when she died
No other body part would suffice
Cunt hunting my gruesome vice
Collector of labia
Large and small
Young and old
Warm and cold
Sever the divine morsels in meticulous fashions
The man with the most vagina is my ultimate passion
Dissector of vagina
An expert
Grave robber
Bitch torture
Dig her up nice and ripe
Scalpel, scissors, hands
Kill my own, I don't mind
She doesn't have a chance
Manicured beef curtains
Cleverly combined
Fabricate a necklace
Gratifying prize
Recto vaginal gouging
Flawless vaginectomy
My obsession is my twisted reality
Sever the labia cured and tanned
Sickening pillage
Vagina inspector Labia collector
Dehydration of vaginal castration
Vaginal thievery pleasures of lunacy
9. Dementia Cephalus
Derangement
Progressive dementia, torture in the cruelest of forms
Man without a mind is a man no more
Fading into emptiness
Personality traits are decaying away
Psychological distress manifests as memory fails
Soul extraction
Neurological degeneration, delusions
Disease pathology tangled brain tissue
Brain lesions
Episodic flashes, all that's left of a life once known
Wandering, confusion, apathy
Final place to die, its your room-you've never seen before
Many crying faces not one of them do you recognize
You don't wonder why, loss of cognitive ability
You will die helpless, not knowing who you are
10. Perpetual Animosity
Human disease
Torture everyone and everything-embedded in my brain
Tormenting my every moment, permanently toxic
My blood forever burns, my hate is fuel
A gift from humankind channeled from me to you
Perpetual Animosity
The hatred for this path is what drives normal men to kill
For the twisted and depraved, it's a never ending cycle
To dream of ending life, without a question why
There is no moral boundary to the sickness
The world moves to quickly for your fragile mind
An apathetic ending to your obnoxious life
This mental torment an ailment that will not stop
The entire world must be punished for what I am