1. Come Insanity

I can feel them in my head
I can feel them in my veins
They're always calling out my name
My life will never be the same

I can't see their faces
Everytime I close my eyes and sleep
From the shadows they will come
From the darkness they will arise

Can you see
Can you hear
Can you feel what I feel
Can you feel the pain that I?m feeling

Can you see
Can you save
Can you take me away from here
Can you take me away or come insanity

I am so alone
I wish someone could see all the things that I see
I am so afraid
I can't think I can't live I can't do anything
They try to reach me
And they try so hard to take control
I am lost and I can't believe
And I'm slowly fading away

2. Alone

Is this for real
Or is it just another fantasy
That I'm living in
Trapped in this nightmare we call life
I'm blinded by my hate
I can't take it no more

Locked up with the shadows within
I can hear them whisper
I can hear them calling
They preach the words of wisdom
But the words just fade away and die

It feels like I'm losing my mind
'Cause the shadows within tell me how to end my life
Suicide is the only way for me
Don't try to save me 'cause I only wanna die

Now it's time for me to say goodbye
It's time for me to close my eyes and fall
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be a part of this anymore

Why don't they leave me alone
Don't wanna live when I'm alive
Why don't they leave me alone
Don't wanna face another lie

All alone I'm surrounded by silence
I hear them call my name
I hear them preach the words
They say I must believe
They say I can't go on like this
They never leave me alone

I am not afraid
To take the final step and close my eyes forever
What is left for me to do
Except taking my own life
And leave it all behind

3. Fantasy

In my dreams I can see myself
Standing all alone
Calling out for someone to hear me
But the shadows just move on

In my dreams I'm walking alone
Trying to find someone to guide me
To the light and away from the shadows
Please show me the way

In my dreams I can't feel no pain
I'm trying to find a reason to live
My life is an endless journey
And I've reached the piont of no return

I'm living in a fantasy
My life is a tragedy

Sometimes I hate myself
And everything that I have become
Can't control this feeling inside me
Can't go on with my life pretending

Sometime it will come to an end
I'm slowly fading away I'm falling
I'm slowly dying inside
I've reached the point of no return

4. As I Die

Everytime before I sleep
I say a little prayer
Wishing that someday I will be forgiven

I lay me down I close my eyes
I start to fade away
In my dreams I'm so alive
I feel so good inside

When I sleep
I see myself as a little child
All my worries all my hate is gone
And I feel no pain
I see a man that reaches out
I feel so safe inside
He's coming closer
And I know that I'll never be afraid again

I die
But in my dreams I'm so alive
Take me far away from here
Take my hand and guide me to the light
As I die
My eyes are closed I?m dreaming
I never wanna wake up
I never wanna see the light again
As I die

I'm so close
Still it feels like an eternity
All my life
I've been waiting for this moment
I'm not afraid
I've been praying for this time to come
And now it's time for me to see the other side

5. Misery

All my life I've been living in a lie
I've been crying on my own
I will die on my own
In my mind I am already dead
I am scared and I'm waiting
For someone to take me away

Can't you see that I'm falling
Can't you see that I'm crying

All my life I've been living in a lie
I've been lying to my self
I've been lying to my soul
I cannot live like this anymore
I just wanna sleep and hope I fade away

I know that someone?s haunting me
I know that someone?s calling me
Telling me to end this life of misery

I know that someone?s holding me
I know that someone?s guiding me
Away from this pain
And away from this life of misery

All my life I've been searching for the light
I've been living in the dark
I've been living in a dream
I hate everything that surrounds me
And I hate everyone and I hate myself

I am lost and I'm running out of breath
I fear myself and I fear what I will do
I will die and I?ll never be forgiven
I close my eyes and I will end it now

6. Circle Of Memories

Clouds cover the sky
And I feel how the darkness closes in on me
All the lights are gone
Still I see them coming
Crawling closer to me

Trapped in this corner
I'm alone so afraid so cold
And I?ve lost the sense of time
I start to scream
But the echoes just keep coming back to me

Without a shadow of a doubt
I can see them coming out of the walls
They surround me like a dark cold circle of memories

I regret all the things that I've done
But here I am in the center of the circle of memories

Night falls and it's getting colder
I feel the shadows hiding in the dark
What have I done 'cause I can't remember
The loneliness I feel is killing me

So cold so afraid
Can't believe that my fear is echoes from the past
I start to scream
But the echoes just keep coming back to me

7. Haunting Shadows

I can feel the pain
And I can feel the sorrow
I can feel the hate
And I am losing control
All my life I've been living in chaos
But now it's over and I'm falling

I can't close my eyes
I can't feel myself
I can't lay me down
Because I cannot sleep
All my life I've been living in darkness
It's over now and I'm crying

Please God just take me away from here
Just take me far away from here
From the haunting shadows
From the endless pain
From the chaos inside
Please take me away

I can't see myself
Because I'm falling apart
I don't know who I am
I don't know anything
All my life I've been living in darkness
But now it's over and I'm falling

I am all by myself
I don't need anyone
I can't look in the mirror
Because there is no one there
All my life I've been living in darkness
But now it's over and I'm crying

8. Will To Live

I don't know if I am dreaming
I don't know if I'm awake
So many times I've seen it before
Or is it just an illusion

I don't know if I'm alive
Or have I fallen into the dark
Please take my hand
And give me back my will to live

I don't believe in miracles
I don't believe in heaven
I'm alone I'm afraid and I cry
And I cannot live like this anymore

I don't believe in paradise
I don't believe in God
Hear me see me feel me help me
Give me back my will to live

Can't someone hear me call
Can't someone hear my prayers
I've been waiting for a long time
Please give me salvation

I've got nothing more to live for
I've got nothing more to say
Please take my hand
And give me back my will to live

9. The Other Side

Tell me what I've done
Tell me what can I do
To ease my pain and take away the sorrow
Tell me who I am tell me what do you see
When you look into my eyes
And you see all the hate

Tell it to me now
Tell me everything you know
I cannot live another day
I cannot hide the pain
All I wanna do is to leave it all behind me
And fall into an everlasting dream

Come morning stars
Come clouded skies
Come heaven's light come guiding light
And show me the way to another place
Take me another time
Take me to the other side

Come fading dreams come memories
Come all the shadows come guiding me
And show me the way to another place
Take me to another time
Take me to the other side

Can't you see I'm crying
Can't you see that I'm dying
I'm lying here alone
I'm lying all by myself
Waiting for someone
To tell me now is the time
To cross the line
And see the other side of life
All I ever wanted
Was for someone to see me
All I ever wanted was for someone to heal me
But now it's too late
For me to say that I'm sorry
It's time for me
To take the final breath

10. I Close My Eyes

Like a blind man I lay awake
And I stare into the dark
All alone so no one can hear me cry

Fading light from a distant sun
I see myself at the end of the line
I close my eyes and slowly start to fade away

Why can't you see the tears I cry
Why can't you feel the way I feel
Why can't you see the tears I cry
Why can't you see the tears I cry
Why can't you feel the way I feel
Why can't you feel the way I feel
Why can't you see the tears I cry

All the things I've done
And all the things I've said
It's too late to say I'm sorry
All my life I've been so alone
I've been crying myself to sleep at night

In the mirror I can see the reflections
Of a lonely man who is fading away
Broken dreams and a broken soul
I say goodbye and I close my eyes