1. Novus Inceptum

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2. Severe Emotional Distress

Cutting yourself to relieve the pain,
Try to believe that you're sane,
Self mutilation for self redemption,
Now you're on your own.
Cutting yourself your despondency,
Mental distress overwhelming now,
Cold blunt steel now is critical,
Now you're on your own.

Severe emotional distress

Seperate the anguish,
seperate this fear,
Seperate from sadness,
Now I see things much too clear.

Cutting yourself a dependency,
Anxiety mixed with agony,
Bleed out the grief with a knife,
Now you're on your own.
Cutting yourself end this wretchedness,
Tribulation will not finish this,
Lacerations cannot help you,
Now you're on your own.

3. Nothing

Endless suffering, enduring this pain
Cast aside tolerence, this torture remains the same
This endless torture remains the same
Eclipse and masking all that you ever were
Shards of reality slicing through your mind
Escaping this grieving nightmare

And I fall into nothing
Forever jaded
And I hold onto nothingness
Dissolving my senses

Distorting the paralleled
Contorting the grieving world around you
This endless torture remains the same
Through these eyes you pierce and smash those warped perceptions of this relentless debauchery
Escaping this grieving nightmare

And I fall into nothing
Forever jaded
And I hold onto nothingness
Dissolving my senses

Tolerate my being
Binded by my hate
Calm this relentless craving
Before it's too late

4. Timeless Winter

Scorched by winter's wrath
I lay still in the night
This winter's choking embrace
Leaves me with no will to fight

Timeless winter

My heart decayed and deadened
By this ravenous winter
Forsee the end is frozen
Begins this timeless winter

Forever crimson, warmth shrouds my body and soul
As two worlds collide my being dwells within this empty black hole
Death embraces be, destroying my sanity, reaching for the light
Fading to darkness, this feeling of emptiness, my physical perish with sight

My heart decayed and deadened
By this ravenous winter
Forsee the end is frozen
Begins this timeless winter

Seamless neverending time
As I begin to quiver
I lay still with these crystals of cold
This lifeless body begins to wither

5. Out

Your destiny in despair
Offered no escape
Chronic burden terminal
Winds of plague
End this dream

Out of sight, out of mind
Shades of black despondency
Out of sight, out of mind
My spirit crushed by agony
Out of sight, out of mind
Going blind
Out of sight, out of mind
Walking blind

Abandon hope, relinquish
Undo this creation
Ethereal collapse terminal
Cast aside, wither away

As the light in your eyes
Fade from your lifeless body
Transcending on your way out

Desperation, dejection
An eventual ending
Spiraling into a void
Lethal end incurable

Standing on the ledge
Euthanasia
Going over the edge
Not the answer

6. A Past Beyond Memory

Hiding again behind your wall
Decay, decline, a downfall
A failure forgotten out of time
Collapsed so long ago

Drifting on
Lost on the way
A past beyond memory

Gone past the point of no return
Lead to a place so far gone
The dark embraces all your fears
Someday you'll rise again

Drifting on
Lost on the way
A past beyond memory

Minutes seem to pass away
Lost upon my way
A past beyond memory

7. Surrounded By Night

Surrounded by night
This placid dark is so consuming
As I start my journey home
I feel the cold wind on my face
I'm dying to be warm

Surrounded by night
The coma blankets all emotion
As I start this requiem
I'll take just one last breath
For this last sleep
I'm dying to be home

My path's been set
Never second guess
This undying need for warmth
Our lives surrounded by your shameless dillusions
Seeking sound and sight through fate's electric light
And I'm grasping for control
Numb to this darkness
Surrounded by night

8. Eternal

Searching for absolution
Nailed to your cross of self redemption
Your salvation has long since passed
Holding onto the curse, this curse that is your faith

Try to tear these walls down
But I will not take the fall

First in line
Cleanse your sins
Cast away anxieties
Today the suffering is done
Your dream is dead
The end has just begun

Try to tear these walls down
But I will not take the fall

Forget this life and what you once knew
Forget this suffering and what is eternal
Forget this life and all that you know
Forget your sins and what is eternal

Try to tear these walls down
But I will not take the fall

9. Pain Through Breathing

Pulling away slowly, scurrying on
Wandering through this landscape
An absence of data
Void of all emotion
Hoping this day will be my last

Chasing the unobtainable
Believing in my own lies
On a path of self-destruction
Strangled by all emotion

Blur the edges of my memory
Pain through breathing
Drown myself to help forget
Silence all my thinking

There's no believing
There's no returning
There's no beginning

10. Suspension Of Disbelief

Sailing on a sea of lies, of perfect uniformity
Created, stimulated, fabricate the falsification

Suspension of disbelief
And I fall into the ocean
Will you be there to rescue me
As I start to take on water
Drowning me

Commencing you ending
Believing falsity
Your ending inception
Consummating your demise

Suspension of disbelief
And I fall into the ocean
Will you be there to rescue me
As I start to take on water
Drowning me

Sailing on a sea of doubt
Believing the forgery
Distorting your invention
Fabricate the falsification

Suspension of disbelief
And I fall into the ocean
Will you be there to rescue me
As I start to take on water
Drowning me

Commencing you ending
Believing falsity
Your ending inception
Consummating your demise

11. Paralyzed

Running away from within
Emptiness follows you there
Rapidly shifting inside
Swallowed by apathy

Flowing perpetual streaming
Your dismay is concerning
Paralyzed, with the fear in your eyes
Paralyzed, the fear won't subside

Bleeding until deep despair
Grasping to corrupted lies
Never to falter again and again
Your truth has long since died