1. Depression – Part 1

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2. Depression – Part 2

Born in 1900, born to be a man
My smile is my disguise, but inside angry and sore
I think I might go crazy, I am feeling kind a weak
I want to be alone, I am ready for death

I press the knife into my wrist
And I hear my blood pour out

As the stars come out
Need to meet a god
I am lost in my own world
There is nowhere to hide
No hope in my life
I like to taste pain
My fear is your fear
There is nowhere......nowhere to hide!

Once again I'm praying, 'cause I'm looking for a god
I need someone to trust, I try to clear my mind
I need some time to think, my mind is going blank
Like a tear down on my face, I am on a road to death

3. Whispers

Questions burning in my mind.
Do you love me as I am?
With my sins and devotion.
Please give me absolution.

Yeahhhh....I gaze into your eyes.
Yeahhhh.....try to feel your mind.

In the light of the day, I can see your face.
I listen to your voice, you whisper my name.
I...I need your help, your guiding hand.
Please...please give me strength to bear my scars.

There's a poison in my brain.
You kiss me on my head.
Underneath this pale gray sky.
Can you tell me your secret?

4. Redemption

Flames over the cell
Burned by the rising sun
It's always the same
Breaking chains it's time to run

You feel...how in my life was I wrong
You give...me what I could never have

Now that I'm falling
Is it infinity?
Or...is it a trap
A memory breakdown? You feel

You feel...how in my life I was wrong
You give...me what I could never have

Fight...we don't live to find answers
We are here just to question this life
This human life – illusion?

Fight...we can't find, find a key
Can we reach reality are we
Are we ghosts, dust in the wind?

Flames over the cell
I'm burned by the rising sun
It's always the same
Breaking chains it's time to run

You feel...how in my life was I wrong
You give...me what I could never have

There is no easy life
When this silence surrounds us
It's raining in my eyes
To live is now too much for me

Fight!
Five hundred and fifty-five
We don't live to find answers
We are just to question this life
This human life illusion?
Can we reach reality?
Are we ghosts?
Are we ghosts?.... Dust in the wind?
It's time for redemption!

When you're flying away to the stars...

5. Miracle

I was wandering like a ghost
With no place to run
The net is closing in
Trapped in this dead end

The solace, the end I...
Await
The solace, the end I...
Await
Take me oh...."With your soul I play"
Take me now..."She is made of clay"
Just a miracle..."You are nothing but a pawn now"

Life's a giant cemetery
The illusion's to believe
That we can't get out of this place
When we only leave the grave

Wait a minute my son
I'll make your dream come true
You' re nothing but a pawn
You' re in my hands now

Now I can't believe my eyes
Has he heard my voice
This so familiar shadow
Coming from the fog

Thanks my God, show me now

6. Burn 7

Say what you burn in my head
Say what you are in this hell

In the icy world of old desperate souls
The first bullet flew to the wheel of chance
The second one could have been for vengeance
And the last one taken as evidence

Fight, I can't fight again
Here is the pain in my veins
Fight, I can't fight no more
fight in the light of the fire

In the dead heart of this tortured life
A gun was better than a knife
But what I did
I can't remember
Did I really kill
During December?

In the cold night...
The next one was no doubt a stray bullet
Flying so fast in the heat of the night
The fifth was the result of a gangland killing
The sixth shouldn't have killed that poor victim

Down, now
I can only move my eyes
Down, now
I feel a burning in my heart
Down, now
I can't manage to think
About, now, the dead man could finally be......

7. The Strongest

Since the day you made me die
The witch opened my eyes
And told me "Steal his power"
"You'll rise from your ashes"

I feel the earth beneath my feet
I will reach Heaven's gates
And I will face the dark one
And burn his dirty mind

With the passing of time
I will reclaim
My life with her
With the passing of time
I'll be the strongest

I promise you I'll make you cry
And soon you will implore
You will be the king no more
Of your kingdom of pain

You'll end up six feet under
I will dispose of you
You can't re-enter my life
You'll be just a bad memory

8. Since The Day

Since the mournful day she died
I've committed no crime
I'm living with my black heart
Huddled up like a child

Gold dust underneath my feet
I'll reach Heaven's gates
I'm living by the black light
I sense the smell of blood

I remember her dress of blood
My face drowning in there
Just screaming in the black night
Praying not to be there

Heartache, pain – all that remain
It's raining in my heart
I can still hear their sad barks
Of the dogs of hell

I can't turn around
Death's ghost is behind
I can't go away
I need to cast off my bonds
I can't live

I can play
By the Devil's rules
But I can't like a game
When the dice are loaded
By a sadistic cheater
I can play with madness
But I can't bring her back
Back to life...

My heart spills out all over the floor
I don't want to live anymore
I only stay in the dark
I cry every blessed day

I won't say that I'm innocent
But I've paid for my crimes
I have explored my dark side
I'm very close to death.

9. Wonderland

Looking for a sign
Just can't remember
Walking the line
Between life & death
Smelling the flesh
An incense of sacrifice

He talks of a time
That wasn't my life
He reads in my mind
Things I could deny
Is it a crime?
Am I really the chosen one?

Here in the dark
Sounds behind me like gun shots
There in the mark
I can read "The End"

She talks about lies
Of all those past days
She reads in my eyes
How fed up I was
For her it's a deal
No pain no more change in my life

Here in the dark
Sounds behind me like gun shots
There in the mark
I can read "The End"

When I entered the darkness
I saw the merciless man
He said "Come on, take my hand..."
"Welcome to my wonderland"

When I feel into the darkness
This old man, that some call madness
Just said "Hey! Bring me some heads!"
"Welcome to my wonderland"

I'm looking for a sign
I just can't remember
It smells here like sacrifice
Welcome to my wonderland

Here in the dark
Sounds behind me like gun shots
There in the mark
I can read "The End"

10. The Ancestor

At first I open just one eye
I feel that I'm groggy and I...
Can hardly move

Death is sitting next to me
This red face of the woman that
I love more than anything

I can't manage to realize
I fall out of the car and I...
I throw up

I gotta know
I gotta ride
If I am dead or still alive
Beyond the night, beyond the crash
I gotta know
I gotta ride
If I am dead or still alive
Beyond the night, beyond the crash
Beyond the other side

I feel a presence inside me
I can hear: "No, don't be afraid,
I am the Ancestor
At the crossroads of eternity
I'm here to protect you because
They have unfortunately died
But you will not be alone
Look for your guardian angel
Believe".

11. Car Crash

When I jump into my car, I turn the volume up
I shake my head against the beat, then I can feel my pulse
The sign of living fast
Hear my motor purr
Get right, get right

The race is my religion, the steering wheel my heart
I know I am burning my life, I'm sitting near to Death
Screaming at the windscreen
It's more than I can bear
Get right, get right

Hear the crushing steel, tears in my eyes
Where is my glory, I feel so sad

Start to make the wheels squeal, I love this sound of pain
Suddenly I felt the wind, blow into my head
Then I saw a man
And I heard his voice
"He's dying, he's dying"

It was on a Friday morning
And on a foggy street
On the road I could see
The lorry of Death seeming to rise from nowhere

12. The Choice

Alone in the waves of time
Looking for which way is mine
I'm down and I?m totally poor
I am the slave of chance

Losing control of my brain
I feel I'm losing my mind
I see the shadows of rain
In the land of illusion

Tell me what you are
You play, you say
You lie about her
You play with my mind

Are these streets my only home
Degradation my family?
From where comes this wild horse?
What choice between these two doors?

In this mirror I see my life
In her eyes... I see my double
She desires my soul and he craves my blood
The time of sacrifice

Your sins are a kingdom I've seen before
Was I at this time a fool or a king?

Light!... light of heaven
Flames!... flames of hell now
I can't decide where I'll end
End my life

Tell me what you are
You play, you say
You lie about her
You play with my mind

Now in the flames of this hell
I forget all of my pain
Ready to take this cold hand
His blood flowing through my veins