1. Hooked
I am of those who breathe death to my lungs
I only live to deteriorate and die
I serve me, myself, my own
I will not take advice for my life.
Misery, come walk with me
Be my life's companion
Starve me, shrink me
Drain me of life.
Hollow, I wish to die.
Hollow, I wish to die.
I am not preaching, I just describe my life
Imagine what it's like to live like me
I live on lies, make believe, desertfacts
I even lie to me and believe myself.
Dawn, I can see needle on my course
Fighting is useless, easier to die
I heat it up, sense no amounts
Keep no track of trace or time.
The needle is my fiend, it takes me away.
The needle is my fiend, it takes me away.
Misery, come walk with me
Be my life's companion
Starve me, shrink me, drain me of life,
Misery, you are my only friend
Misery, please take my life
Bring me down again.
2. Warzone
War can take the best of a man
Age him thousand years in a week
Remember how many lifes were taken
How snipers took of the kids
Opening of Auschwitz
The final days of the war
Witness the unspeakable
The stench that hung in the air
Empowered from above
Authorized to kill
The disguised rote kreuz people
Are officers of the SS
Hand to hand with the devil
The blood springs from the teeth
And how few days pass by
To build a century
3. Basic Facts Of Life
Wanting to fly so much
I jump off a cliff in ecstacy
Feel my spirit grow wings
And hit the ground in agony
Mother Earth
Whose spirit I embrace
Yet a smaller part of you
I cannot comprehend
Sense that I am mortal
My body will wither and die
Despite my youth I'm aware
The basic facts of life
What about the souls
Are souls mortal too
Could you picture yourself take lives
As it is, it's all we have
I would take your life
To defend myself, the ones I love
I would take your life
I would take your life
4. S.A.D
As always the seasons have turned
And winter grasps the northern world
Might of darkness cease the day
The light of life driven away
Dust is what is left
Of the blossoming spring
Let the winter begin
How can I face this reflection of me?
My own flesh and blood, so dislike me
Father, I am of you
But yet so fresh, sprung of this world
Another world
Black milk of dawn I drink you
In the night of dark embrace
At dawn, at dusk, at all times
'till all my beloved are defaced
This light of dawn I'm ceasing
From my dark life enhanced
The sorrow of another world
In the past winters it's engulfed
And dust is what is left behind
Of the blossoming spring
Let the sorrow begin
How can I face this reflection of me?
My own flesh and blood so dislike me
Father, in herited
Indestructive bonds
Parrallel carnations
Take us on, throughout all time
Travelling but you
Are inside me
And I see your history
Condemns me
5. The Dying Art
It's a real special way of achieveing
I cannot quite confirm
Horrid twists in your ways or arranging
We will see what you get in return
I am feeling
Something never needed
Horrid way to twist the truth
Bond of mine
Suffered
I am not content with your excuses
Pathetic and useless, matching your intrusion
I can feel patience dying in me
Very soon to beyond my vergebound of mine
Broken
Patience is dying in me
Believe me
It can't be reversed
Boiling inside me, it's breeding, growing
I have to expose
Patience is dying in me
It can't be reversed
Fragments of the dying art
Aggressions released
Patience deceased
6. Centuries
Some said nothing is forever,
Everything has come to an end,
And we know: Human lifes are ending.
Everyday as the clock ticks
time, as measured pass me by.
Just know if there's nothing,
I wan't to keep my soul.
Centuries leave behind,
history for us to find,
pernitence, the humble man,
bow down, for you are on sacred ground.
For all things i held so dear.
In my life i saw disappear,
First blood, first stroke,
Even all in one blow.
Suffer me and I suffer you,
one blow and our lifes are through,
You question me, I question you.
My gun sees your life is through.
Speak of the sun refused to shine,
speak of dust to hide behind,
speak of half-life period time,
speak of devils, speak of god,
speak of all that was lost at once,
speak of me and speak of you,
speak of how to see the day through.
Mysteries all solved,
by one man, centuries ago.
tragedy, the future.
Mankind is on holy ground.
Centuries leave behind.
Penitence, the humble man,
bow down, for you are on sacred ground.
7. Drowning, Dead Dreaming
Water
Is swallowing me, trembles with me
Stealing my heart, freezing my skin
Take me
Under
Drowning
My sorrowful life
Is was build for another world, I don't belong
I will never be, human as thee
Below the earth I am waiting
Dreaming and dead for the world
But through weak minds I'm creating
New hope for spawning of me
Below the earth I am watching
Dreaming and dead for the world
But through weak minds I am hatching
New hope for spawning of me
Deeper
In minds I am writing
Spawning new dreams
That swallows the sense
Of consciousness
You will never know me
For I am beyond your sense
Of comprehension
I am out of this world
Of chaa, disorder, civian, war.
8. Facelift
It all went wrong form the start
I tried hard but agony took me
I spend my life building up
As mischief is brewed from my heartblood
Those precious drops we need for survival
In hours of grief, taken from us
Lost our youth, toil for lifes worth
Lost our minds, searching for something.
Come be my saviour
Give my life worth
Please turn back time
Facelift
Misadventure, life is a whore
I fucked her once but she fucked me twice
And i know, yes i know, there's no way
No way to get even.
And I learned nothing this time around
Spent all of my time in the past
And I know, I will fall
As ignorant as the day I was born
Those precious drops, need for survival
In hours of grief, taken from us
Lost our youth, toil for lifes worth
Lost our minds, searching for lost times.
With my life on the line
Taking all I could grasp
Take down all that I could
Wasting all of me
9. Subconscience
Desire
Boils in me, I feel the urge, under my skin
It runs in my blood
It's taking me, I give in to my drives, I set it free
My spirit of splendour come to me.
For my life i have ceased
Taken back wife to be
My love spirit of me
All sense to me, lost life ceased.
Power in me, will be of me
And of my life
As supposed to be
Pain makes free, release me
From my life desire.
Come to me, child, come to me
For I am your host
Breathe what i breathe, taste what I taste
Drink of me, eat my flesh, swallow me and posses me
You can take my life as yours for keeps
Once layed your hands on me, touch of death
I pay with life, and through death I am alive
The price i pay is of cheapest
And love is forgotten to me
I swear myself to be free
Lay down with me again
Let me suck you again
Drink your blood, drink your youth, absorb you
Into me what you are
How soon I feel like exploding
Burst into life, into my precious.
Power will flow into you
Become your life
As meant to be
Pain makes free, release me
From my life desire.
10. Life Eraser
With the power of mind,
I travel between worlds,
the spice of life,
New ways to joy my senses.
Jump through space,
on certain places,
gateways to spheres,
and time erases.
Traveller through time,
seeing the future,
disappear through blasts
of unknown power release.
Life eraser.
Life eraser.
I can't tell you
how small we are,
as one thousand images of life,
in one instand comes to me.
And I see the elder races.
Putrid forms of man,
see him rise and claim the earth.
his downfall is at hand.
11. Spit Or Swallow
I've been inside you for years,
know all your functions by heart,
so don't try to sell me your cheap lies for truth,
don't fuck me, I know you, I'll fuck you.
I've been your conscience, all you couldn't grasp,
I know you by heart and by hate.
By all means, I know what is,
What was?
Don't fuck me, I'm fucked as it is,
I will drown those thorns of disgrace in your skin,
Pierce you, with my knowing of you.
I read you like an open book,
I tell you some pages are blank,
your story is yet to be told,
Don't fuck me, I know you, I'll fuck you.
Pathetic little cunt,
you moan for it as i eat you,
penetrate your skin inside of you again,
I own you, dictate you, derive your stupid actions.
Your mother turned her wrinkled worn out back at you whispering,
I've lost my child.
But still you are whispering, eat me, swallow me,
as you display your pink parts.
My nose smears blood, your youth and your virginity.
(long ago taken by me) still tempting and drawing.
Spit or swallow.
The opening words.
The opening words, spit or swallow, as long ago whispered by me,
still rings in your ears, I fucked the living out of you, bitch.
Semen of mine is your drug.