1. The House Of Shame
Run!
Rise!
Burn me
Reducing the stigma
Born to live in this house of shame
While I dig the grave
On my path to find faith
You weren't there
While I was dying
You're the reason I'm feeling so deranged
I will stay here and haunt you forever
Why always staring into the light?
If I don't hide inside the darkness
You'll be compromised
But sometimes
You will fly with me again
Without falling
Rise!
Read my words
Run!
Mark my words
I'm bedridden here
Locked outside of my faith
Incurable, captured by time
You're the reason I'm feeling so deranged
I will stay here and haunt you forever
Why always staring into the light?
If i don't hide inside the darkness
You'll be compromised
But sometimes
You will fly with me again
Without falling
I told you to leave me alone
Take my soul
Sometimes
You will find me there again
Without mourning
Sometimes
You will fly with me again
Without falling
Rise!
Read my words
Run!
Mark my words
2. Broken Things
Now sunk in the horizon
We'll watch the hours go by
Fall and then arise again
I hear the darkness breathe
Sunk into the horizon
We'll watch the hours go by
Fall and then arise again
I hear the darkness breathe
Sunk into the horizon
Fall down
Let those tears come down
Let them fade away
Let them burn across your face
As you keep smiling inside
You cannot be afraid of your destiny
All the walls you've built around
Without me right by your side
One two three
The count of your lies
I can see right through your eyes
Read my lips
I cannot fix
All the broken things inside my mind
One two three breaking free
Turn another page and run away
Sick sick sick
No more tricks
Think about the mess you left behind
Sunk into the horizon
We'll watch the hours go by
Fall and then arise again
I hear the darkness breathe
As the sun comes down
Over your regrets
It takes time to heal the pain
But from the scars we will learn
We've been trying so hard
But it was too late
Now you shut the door behind
I won't be right by your side
One two three
The count of your lies
I can see right through your eyes
Read my lips
I cannot fix
All the broken things inside my mind
One two three breaking free
Turn another page and run away
Sick sick sick
No more tricks
Think about the mess you left behind
Sunk
Fall
One two three
The count of your lies
I can see right through your eyes
Read my lips
I cannot fix
All the broken things inside my mind
One two three breaking free
Turn another page and run away
Sick sick sick
No more tricks
Think about the mess you left behind
Sunk into the horizon
We'll watch the hours go by
Fall and then arise again
I hear the darkness breathe
Sunk into the horizon
Fall down
3. Delirium
Delirium, delirium
Delirium, delirium
I can't surrender
I cannot breath and I'm still going under
it's hard to realise
it's getting closer
I fear this struggle
is wasting me from inside
Delirium, delirium
Delirium, delirium
Insane obsession
is growing faster
there's no medication
It's hard to realise
lost in confusion
I hear the silence
is screaming aloud inside
Delirium, delirium
Delirium, delirium
Enclosed in a shrine
locked away inside my mind
I walk in the darkness and neon lights
delirium will take me away
Delirium, delirium
Delirium, delirium
Delirium, delirium
Delirium, delirium
4. Blood, Tears, Dust
Do you remember my friend
When I was frozen and dead inside
A piece of nothing in this world
Till I heard she said
Three nights of hell
Immortality spell
Light up the sky
Make it through the darkness
Can you believe this my friend
I was empty and broken inside
She came to save me from the storm
Blood
Tears
Dust
Take my blood
Tears
Dust
5. Downfall
Let the light get into the room
So I can see your face
You don't need to hurry
You can stay here some more
As I just want to talk (to talk)
I know it sounds so strange (strange)
I feel it's hard to give a sense to everything
When I'm down
It's hard to walk away
'Cause nothing seem to change
The sun will never heal the rain
Life goes on and I bury another day
(I feel so empty now)
As grief and rage and fear rise up at once
(Alone in the maze where I'm lost)
Keep holding my hand
I promise I won't shed a tear
(Look at me)
But please never let me go
I don't know what else to do
(It's hurting so much inside)
When I'm down
It's hard to see your face
While all things seem to fade
The sun will never heal the rain
Here we go again
I can't take it anymore
Another drink alone
Until my life gets numb
We used to be so close
Now we are so far apart
I wish I could let go
But you are forever gone
When I'm down
It's hard to walk away
'Cause nothing seem to change
The sun will never heal the rain
When I'm down
It's hard to see your face
While all things seem to fade
The sun will never heal the rain
6. Take Me Home
Big train down the track
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Coming back
It's time
Jump onboard
There is room for many more
Big train down the track
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Coming back
It's time
Jump onboard
There is room for many more
Take me for a ride
Take me for a ride
So many pieces a shattered life
I try to put together everything
So many faces I have to wear
Sick of everything I have to fight
Sit with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright
Sit with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright
I can't find the words to say and what to do
It's like I've lost control of everything
A tragic ride, a state of mind
Sick of everything I have to fight
Sit with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright
Sit with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright
Sick of everything but I still fight
I don't give up where I stand in life
There is nothing left on the other side
I save myself giving up on the lies
Sit with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright
Sit with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright
Sit with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I'll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright
Take me for a ride
Ride
Ride
Ride
Take me home
7. You Love Me 'Cause I Hate You
I'm back in my house
And you're still sitting down
The crimson couch
Has never felt so uncomfortable
And the room is so cold
The tape on your mouth
Is slowing your breath down
The rope is still tight
The tension becomes so tangible
So unbearable, so unbearable
You love me 'cause I hate you
(Everything but love)
You love me 'cause I hate you
(Everything but love)
I'm sorry if I crossed the line
I know I've lost it but
You are always on my mind
Obsessed with you and me
To love is harder than you think
I'm sorry if I raise my voice
I never meant to hurt you
But I had no choice
Don't ever lie to me
'Cause I am smarter than you think
You love me 'cause I hate you
(Everything but love)
You love me 'cause I hate you
(Everything but love)
There's no running away
There's no guilt and no shame
I've crossed the line
Is this the end?
There's no running away
Even if you're afraid
I'll make you mine
Until the end
You love me 'cause I hate you
(Everything but love)
You love me 'cause I hate you
(Everything but love)
There's no running away
There's no guilt and no shame
I've crossed the line
Is this the end?
'Cause no running away
Even if you're afraid
I'll make you mine
Until the end
You love me 'cause I hate you
8. Ghost In The Mist
Well now get out of my face
Locked here I can not escape
It's my life
What the hell is going on
The difference is that I can't change it
Everyday seem like it's worse than the day before
And I can't take it
I just want to erase the things I hate
And all the faces I see
Write, write in my face
Again and again
All I got fault this is nothing but hate
Write in my face
Feed in my rage
All I got fault is nothing but hate
I'm a ghost in the mist (It's my life)
My life slips away
I wander and see
I don't make any sounds
I'm lost in the mist
And I sure lead the way
Locked in by my fears
With my knees on the ground
Everyday feels like it's so predictable
And I can't change it
I just want to break these habits
Take control of this confusion
Write, write in my face
Again and again
All I got fault this is nothing but hate
Write in my face
Feed in my rage
All I got fault is nothing but hate
I'm a ghost in the mist (It's my life)
My life slips away
I wander and see
I don't make any sounds
I'm lost in the mist
And I sure lead the way
Locked in by my fears
With my knees on the ground
I'm a ghost in the mist
My life slips away
Well now get out of my face
Locked here I can not escape
Can't get you out of my face
What have I do now
Locked here I can not escape
What have you done now
We'll not forgive you
I'm a ghost in the mist (It's my life)
My life slips away
I wander and see
I don't make any sounds
I'm lost in the mist
And I sure lead the way
Locked in by my fears
With my knees on the ground
I'm a ghost in the mist
My life slips away
So what have you done now
Locked here I can not escape
What have you done now
We'll not forgive what you say
What have you done now
Locked here I can not escape
What have you done now
We'll not forgive you
9. My Demons
And I don't know what to say
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
I feel fucked up today
My demons cursing me as I'm awake
My head is spinning I can't explain
Your words are poison inside my veins
You lied!
I don't believe you I can't relate
You lied!
I hate your voice cause it sounds so fake
(You lied...)
And I don't know what to say
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
I'm thinking about you
I'm choking without you
And I don't know what to say
I should've walked away
And break the circle that never ends
No other way to survive the pain
It's either I kill or I will be killed
You lied!
But I'm still giving myself away
You lied!
I don't regret every single day
(You lied...)
And I don't know what to say
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
I'm thinking about you
I'm choking without you
And I don't know what to say
I think of you and I can't forget
Every word you said hurts inside my head
Cannot let you go, things will never change
I feel fucked up today
It's either I kill or I will be killed
(You lied)
And I don't know what to say
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
I'm thinking about you
I'm choking without you
And I know right now
Just the way that I will be killed
You lied!
10. Claustrophobia
Claustrophobic hate
Starts a chain reaction
If it doesn't kill you
If love is the answer
Why does it feel so good to hate?
I don't give a damn about heart shaped lies anymore
I don't need forgiveness
I don't want to listen to your prayers
I want to rise up to the stars above
And fall down to the ground above
Why
Why don't you try
Why don't you stay with me?
(Time is over)
When I'll be gone
You will be suffering for me
(Time is over)
You think that I am worthless
Like one of your dolls that feeds on pain
I don't give a fuck about heart shaped clouds
I will open my eyes
Stay away from you
Why
Why don't you try
Why don't you stay with me?
(Time is over)
When I'll be gone
You will be suffering for me
(Time is over)
Why
Why don't you try
Why don't you kill me?
(Time is over)
When I'll be gone
You will be suffering for me
Why
Why don't you try
Why don't you stay with me?
(Time is over)
When I'll be gone
You will be suffering for me
(Time is over)
Why
Why don't you try
Why don't you kill me?
(Time is over)
When I'll be gone
You will be suffering for me
(Time is over)
Claustrophobic hate
Starts a chain reaction
If it doesn't kill you
It will shape your life
I don't need forgiveness
I don't want to listen to your prayers
I want to rise up to the stars above
And fall down to the ground alone
Will hate be the answer?
11. Ultima Ratio
He's trying to run
He cannot hide anymore
The hunt has started
Dead or alive
There is no terror in my eyes
It feels like I'm paralysed in hell
No more time to realise
It is now or never
Breath is short but I'm alive
I'm getting closer to the gate
Keep on hiding in the dark
Will this nightmare ever end?
Inmate out
Time to rack him down
(Never ends)
Lock him back inside his cell
Save me
Before I fall apart
Come closer to me while I'm still alive
It never ends, it never ends
No end
Red lights are flashing in my eyes
Sirens ringing in my ears
Here's a chance to save my life
I'm not ready for this
I'm trapped inside
The fire of all the things
That might have been
The torture never ends
Inmate out
Time to rack him down
(Never ends)
Lock him back inside his cell
Save me
Before I fall apart
Come closer to me while I'm still alive
It never ends, it never ends
No end
Save me
Before I fall apart
Come closer to me while I'm still alive
It never ends, it never ends
No end