1. Admire And Resent

Why the hell are you inside my head?
I thought I told you – saty away
You entered me at your own risk
Now you must suffer the consequences
Suit yourself

Punishment where punishment is due
How does it feel?
Punishment where punishment is due
Inside of me

To play this dangerous game
You have to learn
To avoid from being trapped
To play this dangerous game
Inside of me
Learn or burn from within

You penetrate deep into my domain
You want to know – more and more and more and more
You infiltrate truning mine to your own
You just don't know – any better

If you stare into the dark too long
The dare will stare back at you after a while
If you dig deeper into me
You will become what you both admire and resent

Punishment where punishment is due
How does it feel?
Punishment where punishment is due
Suffer mental suffocation
Suffer mental suffocation drowning in a dream

2. Impressions

Fill a glass of water
Dip your finger into it
Then take your finger out
And watch the ripples tremble
Then when the surface is calm
You look into it again
That's how much impression you make
When you pack your bags and leave
This godforsaken world

There's no meaning in life
It's just a meaningless strife
An endless struggle to gain
A lot of bullshit in vain

Creed is cool, just take what you need
He who has the most things when he dies, he wins
Money is the coolest thing in the world
Buy your love and buy a life and buy a DVD

Now, never ever sit down and think
Never ever ponder about
Never ever carefully plan
Never ever care at all

There's no meaning in life
It's just a meaningless strife
An endless struggle to gain
A lot of bullshit in vain

It doesn't make any difference
If you try to change world
You hug a tree, you dont eat meat
You don't wear fur,
You vote for this, you vote for that,
You hate everyone
You love everyone you don't care at all you care a lot...
Do you think that mother earth gives a shit?

3. Blunt Force Trauma

Goodbye to freedom
The time has come, i could feel it coming
Incarceration
Lock me up and throw away the key

Enjoy the existance
You never know how long it lasts
Envy the "normal"
Longing for conformity, and what i'm not

I saw the truth, inside
I can't believe it's me
I saw myself, from beyond
Standing outside of me
My bloodstained hands, so dirty
I can't believe it's me
I saw the truth, inside

Goodbye to society
What! have done, has brought me to my knees
Hello to concrete walls
Of concrete truth and concrete laws

Enjoy my anger
Feel it bubble up and burst
Envy the "normal"
I know i cannot be a part
Of what they have

Inside of me rages a war of insanity
I do not know how to feel total tranquility
But i am alive
Feelings i had may now to be dead but i used to know
Know how to love for the light it reasons, not to control
Now i am emotionally dead

Welcome into my mind
Those of you who like to poke in тнesе
Now slice my cerebral cortex
To try and find a clue

I once heard a hard blow
To the frontal lobe
Could cause emotional
Disturbances in my head

A blunt force trauma
A loveless father's way
Pointing directions
On the map of death

I saw the truth, inside
I can't believe it's me
I saw myself, from beyond
Standing outside of me
My bloodstained hands, so dirty
I can't believe it's me
I saw the truth, inside

4. Falling Star

At nighttime I awoke
I saw her face
Expressing agony

The terror in her eyes
Reflected me
An image oh so clear

Tomorrow i'll be an open wound

As our roads have split
I face the day
As our roads have split
I chase a falling star (as i wish for a wish)

The power that i have
Surprised her
I stalked her for a month

And then i felt so sure
She was the one
The woman in my dreams

The terror in her eyes
Deserted me, begins to fade as life dies away
A picture in my head begins to take; an unaccepted shape

As our roads have split
I face the day
As our roads have split
I chase a falling star (as i wish for a wish)

5. Naked

I wear your fear
like an evening gown
a proud display of dark desires
i am superior, a true fatalist
of sick minded descendance

Another day, another dollar
another sapiens defaced
her nakedness, the expression in her eyes
so ferociously displayed

You will remember me, I promise you

Nude to the bone

You call out names
I've never heard
Your desperation is appealing
I thrive on you
And the sounds you make
Til all your energy is gone

Some other time
Two souls in limbo
We'll meet again on equal soil
You can't have back
What i have taken from you
But you can hate as much as i do

You will remember me, i promise you

Split personality
it's just a hoax
this wickedness is real

6. Nothingness

Caught up forgotten feeling sad
so false never trust a man
corrupt and swollen up with spite
the bitterness infected fight
cold hate
my fate
one, two, three begin the count
the murderous voraciousness

A mutual understanding saved the day
so interrested in what you have to say
take my hand, take my hand

Selfcentered never ever care
controlled frantic tantrum
live a life of dreams
nothing is what it seems
cold hate
my fate
flow from admirative state
towards uncontrolled hate

A mutual understanding saved the day
so interrested in what you have to say
A mutual understanding saved the day
so interrested in what you have to say
take my hand, take my hand

7. The Method

The frozen stare in
the eyes of those
who have fallen prey
reflects in the blade
of the instrument
chosen for this task

A scalpel,
and some rope
a roll of ducttape
the tools of my trade
my best friends

Hitch hikers,
prostitutes
runaways
and junkies
i'm gonna take you
for the ride
of your life

First bound and gagged
then transported
to a remote area
i'll let you know, what i will do
just too see it in your eyes

The fear of dying

Thrive on the fear
in the eyes of those
who are falling prey
the silent scream
in their cornea
is my only fuel

Here it comes, the first cut
oh how she cramps up in pain
like a worm, on a hook
she's beautiful tonight

8. Marrow

Somewhere maybe on the dark side
Later maybe here on earth
Death is maybe a beginning
Life is way too short to live

Sometimes I feel like I'm going mad
And sometimes I feel like I'm going home
It's crazy
It's crazy

Raining tears from a black sky
Raining tears from a black sky
And all I have left, is a picrure of you
And you bet that I regret
Not taking care of you when you were alive

Inside deep into my marrow
You pierced into my soul
Left me with a dark impression
Hollow aching for your care

If I ever see your face again
I don't know if life repeats itself
Losing your life wasn't easy the first time
Don't know if I can do it again

Sometimes I feel like ending it all
And sometimes I feel it's not worth a damn
It's crazy crazy
It's crazy crazy

I don't believe in what they say
That there is an other side
But I, I live on the hope that I'm wrong

Raining tears from a black sky
Raining tears from a black sky
And all I have left, is a notion of you
And you bet that I regret
Not taking care of our love when I had a chance

9. The Forsaken One

And so i leave, and say goodbye, to earthly measures
How meaningless, a life to waste, that noone treasured

This thing that built in me
an early memory
of paternal pressure

Collapse beneath the weight
what he anticipates
and expects op me

Sky is falling down
on top of me, the forsaken one
sky is falling down on me

I wonder how, he will find out, about my death
I wonder what, what he will think, when he reads the letter.

He will not shed a tear
I'м positive he'll fear
This thing will cause a stir

In his perfect atmosphere
The worst thing to appear
Is a family crisis

Sky is falling down...

I lie awake on the floor i'm open
Cut open widf. by my fear to fail
The warm relief of letting go, of leaving
Today i'll be free, free again, beyond here

10. Narcosis

Listen closely pay attention
Hear a friend out
Try to understand
Senseless violent actions
Caused by crazy people
Fuelled by traumatic past

If you put your trust in strangers
You don't really know the outcome going under

Gunpoint persuation belief
Better never ever go near going under

When a hollow hearted man a man like me
Tries the sudden comfort of a late night kill
I just fuel another log to the fire
Watch it burn consumed by lavish lust

Going under, falling asunder
Take away, all these little
Creatures in my head
Take apart, all these little
Fragments of my mind
Pulse, flat, zero, signal
Pulse, flat, zero, signal

Listen closely open minded
Trust in noone you are your own god
Have you tried the left hand path?
I bet you will like it as much as me

When a shallow hearted man a man like you
Shape the children with the tools of your trade
Just remember that your ways are not for all
And the use of violence will create a hollow soul

Going under, falling asunder
Take away, all these little
Creatures in my head
Take apart, all these little
Fragments of my mind