1. Birth Of Wine
Time to submit myself,
And obey your will
Living the life I've had
I need this badly
I am the horse you ride
I am your rope
I release my sweat in pride
Please spur me on!
Your secret stays with me
Hold on to mine
But I need to go now
To break your little heart
You know I will come back
Time and again
In silence you wait for me
In your deep blue dream
In and out through this polar world
We all have something to hide
Lustful eyes and empty glasses
The gates thrown open wide
That one day you did come to me
And offered your relief
You whispered secrets in my ear
And showed me how to dream
This is the start of my new life
I witness the sparkling glow that you carry
Is there an older love we could hide
During this unreal nocturnal ride?
2. The Green Man
Always been searching for the ecstasy and joy
With my pleasures I control frustration
What is this call I'm now hearing deep inside?
This need to leave my old circles behind?
The face that fills my dreams
It used to be my love
Now an insane feeling darkens every day
What is this transformation raising from below?
I feel I'm stretching like entangled vine
Dream, dream, going to give my seed
Feed me now with your restless feeling
Green, green, fill me with power
With fertile semen and endless potency
Must be the strangest creature I have ever seen
Staring back at me, more meaningful and real
I'll grow until I am the one that might have been
The source of fairytales and all love...
Dream, dream, going to give my seed
Feed me now with your restless feeling
Green, green, fill me with power
With fertile semen and endless potency
3. A Shadow Of Myself
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4. Breaking The Circle
I have become
A shadow of myself
Wandering around
Wounded within
Funny how it always felt like
I don't really belong
'Brotherhood', you said,
While stabbing my back
Breaking this circle
Thinking about
Your ugly face
When you let go
Of the mask you used to wear
Funny how it always felt like
I don't really belong
'Brotherhood', you said,
While stabbing my back
Breaking this circle
Carrying all the mindless memories
I always remember when it rains
Underwhelmed by your pretentious soul
I will smile as if fades away
5. Accidents
Sometimes I need to take a walk
Become a stranger in the crowd
Always searching for your eyes
Free from the blindness people follow
I know that I've been here before
And I swear, sometimes you were with me
In different times we witnessed places
Returning there I'll always find you
Every night I see them come,
The accidents will happen
People truly live their lives
In a random godless game
'Have no fear', I said to you
But is there fear in my heart?
Fear of being cast aside
Fear of being loved
Fear of being able to
Show my deepest feelings
Fear of being there for you
When I am feeling cruel
6. A Woman Out Of Snow
Once happy tale broke yesterday
A dream gone sour, it could not last
I'll now reclaim my destiny
Leave behind those awful times
Always cold as I talked to you
Felt the breeze within my soul
Different eyes and different views
I know I had to let you go
So did you find your way out?
I saw you drift so very far
Now you have been replaced:
I've made a woman out of snow
In the ancient days they sang
About a man who forged his dream
A golden girl with silver feet
Silver eyes, in icy sleep
I don't know how to do that
I am a man of snowy fields
Suffering this sunlight
I watch her slowly fade away
I'm warmer every day
Hopelessly lost in blinding light
When she is gone, they say,
I'll find a fountain and a stream
7. Leper, Leper
Through my eyes fingers come alive
Search and rise within my skull
Feel my ways
Each thought touched by the pain
These fingers here... They must be mine!
Take these eyes, I don't need them now
With my nails I set them free
A mirror dream, completely true
The face appears through terror and blood!
Leper... You used to be so beautiful
You hope that you are dreaming now
But this is for real
Mirror, it surely cannot lie to me
This must be what's left to see
I can't run away...
The skull nightmare and intense pain
They haunt me still, after leaving my bed
Face to face with my wounded head
Swollen holes and wakened flesh
Leper... You used to be so beautiful
You hope that you are dreaming now
But this is for real
Mirror, it surely cannot lie to me
This must be what's left to see
I can't turn away...
Help me now
As I'm torn apart
Time to seek the final rest
Use your hands
Like I did mine
I want to leave this world behind