1. On The Way

I've come so close to the sun
That the melting has begun
I'm burning up inside
Soon we collide

I've come so close to the flame
That everything's the same
I shiver as I burn
There's no return

I'm on the way, way back home
I'm on the way, way back to the sacred stone
I'm on the way back home again

I've come so close to the fire
And I keep on getting higher
I'm dancing on the way
Towards my grave

I've come so close to the sun
That all is said and done
I'm burning up in pain
I'm born again

No god can save me but you can easily
Keep my heart warm and tame my agony
No god can kill me, my goddess this is no lie
If you should leave me, I would surely die

2. Break Me Down

Make me smile, make me weep
From your cage I set you free
Make me wake, make me sleep
Your warm smile all I can see

Make me creep, make me crawl
But one taste and all is gone
Make me stand, make me fall
In your command I am till dawn

Break me down
From within
Break me down
Being without

Can I win, will I loose
In your poison I will drown
What the hell, what's the use
I can't make it on my own

3. Metamorphosis

Destiny pulled us together
Under a shooting star
I thought this would last forever
But destiny disagreed and pulled us apart

Faith made us lovers
Under a burning star
I thought my pain was over
But faith disagreed and broke my heart

I was born with the devil, now I'm dying with an angel
I was born in hell but now I die in heaven
I lived among the evil until I discovered you
But now you live with someone new
and he loves you...

Karma showed us Eden
Under a flaming star
I thought my soul was mended
But karma disagreed and now it's scared

4. Betrayed

Betrayed by my heart
I never could doubt your words
Though I got hurt every time
Betrayed by my trust
A poor guard against swords
That cut deeper time after time

Betrayed by my faith
I saw the knife in your hand
Still I turned my back to you
Betrayed by my lust
How could I not understand
None of it was true

No more betrayal
Never again
No more deceit

5. Loss

There is a void deep down in me
A hollow space where my heart used to be
I have searched for it to no avail
I've tried to love but always fail

An empty shell deprived of hope
A man hanged without a rope
A faint shadow of who I once was
My life a reminder of my loss

6. Assurance

Would you hold me for a moment
Would you hold me for a while
Could you alleviate my torment
That I again could feel alive

Would you hold me for a moment
Would you hold me one more time
Could you mend my disappointment
That I could leave this shit behind

Do you love me, do you love me like before
Do you love me, do you love me anymore
Have you loved me, have you loved me at all
Can you assure me, do you love me forever more

Would you hold me for a moment
Would you hold me in embrace
Could you confirm my misjudgement
So my sorrow would be erased

Alone and cold again
I've walked astray
I can't go on like this
Does love exist...

7. She Died

Beautiful rose with a bloody nose
Beautiful bride with a black eye
Beautiful angel she flew and fell
Straight into the pits of hell

She flew straight in the flames of hell

Beautiful rose with torn up clothes
Beautiful bride she died
Beautiful angel she flew and fell
Straight into the pits of hell

She flew straight in the flames of hell

8. Nothing More Nothing Less

The more we see, the more we need
Possessed and haunted by our greed
The more we want, the more we lie
The more we get, the more we crave
One step closer to our grave
The more we want, the more we die

Blood, sweat and tears
Fades away and disappears
Reaching for the sun and moon
With the long lost silver spoon

Good intentions fade away
You kill yourselves, you're killing me
You kill humanity
Only me, myself and I
Is tattooed to your mind
And no one shall survive

The more we see, the more we take
And all that's real turns into fake
The more we want, the more we lie
The more we get, the more we lust
And getting more becomes a must
The more we want, the more we die

9. Shooting Star

Again I am alone
Watching sorrow reign
Your sweet laughter's gone
And all I feel is pain

Wrapped up in bitterness
I'm going insane...

I wish that you'd fly back
Just like you flew away
'Cause now my world is black
And I am so afraid
I wish that you'd return
To my empty arms
And again we'll burn
My little shooting star

Again I am a mess
Searching for someone to blame
You left me in distress
You left me in pain

Wrapped up in sickness
I'm going insane...

Can't face another day without you
Without your love
Can't face another night without you
Without your love

Can't maintain sane without you
Without your love
Can't shake this pain away without you
Without your love

10. Felicity

I'm searching for a flower
Within this desert storm
Beauty for my mind
Something worth living for

I'm looking for a flower
Within this rain of snow
Beauty for my soul
That I lost a long time ago

I'm searching for a flower
Within this land of fire
Beauty for my senses
A feeling I desire

I'm looking for a flower
Without it I am blind
Beauty for my eyes
And I search 'til we're combined

I see you as a star
So beautiful but so far
I hope to meet you one day
But you're so far away
...my felicity

We hold hands every night
But say goodbye at the birth of light
I hope that you were reality
And here to stay
...my felicity

Do you even exist

11. Summer Rain

I'm often standing under
Lightning, rain and raging thunder
Although it's sunny outside
Storms approach I can not hide

Clouds gather all around me
I feel so little, scared and lonely
Thor swings his hammer trough my head
The pain strikes, I wish that I was dead

Oh, summer rain, come fall on me
Yes come again, come fall on me
Wash out my pain, come fall on me
Oh, summer rain, come fall on me

Gravity is getting stronger
I do not know if I can take this no longer
Dripping wet and freezing cold
I'm trapped in myself and want to unfold

Please, someone notice me
'Cause I'm too weak, too tired to scream
Am I the only one
Who lost the summer and the sun