1. Acedia

In the distance I hear the laments of a soul
The chant of emptiness, the song of perdition
Waiting for a sign, waiting for a light I stand in darkness
Waiting for a sign, waiting for a light I – drown – in – me

I fall alone in the eyes of fate, Acedia
I rip my skin, I burn my flesh, Acedia
Nothing is real, nothing is real, Acedia
Acedia

Hold the knife of lies and take my feeble hand
My heart belongs to you until eternity's end
Hold the knife of lies

Come to me, there is no hope
Why did you forsaken me? I'm cold inside
Come to me, there is no hope
Why did you forsaken me? I'm frozen

But all I can see is a pale empty shadow,
A scream from the past, without reality

Your heaven is a ghost, my flesh is real
Your angels are falling
My blood is your doom

I've seen your face despaired and crying
All alone
My blood is your doom

My nameless quest is a sin if his light is real
But there is no hope of redemption

Now your will of power has come to end
My redemption is in me (lies within myself)

2. As Chaos Ceased To Be

Welcome in a world of morality
Of valours, of joy, of love,
But there is no life

As chaos ceased to be, life desapeared
Waves of existence invade our tranquility
As chaos ceased to be, death becomes real
Present denied, we fall into history

There. is no life

Post-human race
Nihilism
Putrid feelings
You shall reign on earth. without me

Protect the strong
Against the weak
Your shamefull heart
Will always beat

Now it's to late you're alive
Your poisonous life enthroned our existence

As chaos ceased to be, life desapeared
Waves of existence invade our tranquility
As chaos ceased to be, death becomes real
Present denied, we fall into history

As chaos ceased to be, life desapeared
Waves of existence invade our tranquility
As chaos ceased to be, death becomes real
Present denied, we fall into history

Welcome in a world of morality
Of valours, of joy, of love,
But there is no life

Let the gracefull andante saves us all
Let me die in harmony

Listen to the soteriological melody
And die in harmony

Die in harmony

3. Waiting For My End

I see through a veil, a mirror for the light
And my cells fail once again
Words lose their meaning
And become annoying sounds
Bells of pain, that rapture my innocence
Angels in disguise
Start to weave my skin
And smile with disgust
And wait for me to end it all

I once dreamt of god.
Almighty among us
Watching us die
Begging for mercy
Watching our suffering
And pleased by our pain
A grand theology bizarre
That drives me from my faith
And casts such a sweet poison divine
Worms inside my veins
Conceeding my every doubts
To a weakening and dying self

And now that I take his throne
Crowned with thorns
Dying like the son
and eternal as I.
I order the world to consume us all

Angels disolve in the air around
Biting and kissing the sweetest parts of me

Let the flesh be blessed by anger
Religious suicide into a world of reality
Let the flesh be blessed by anger
And winds are waiting for my end

Raising the stigmatas to the vaults
I make the blood fall into the chalice
As filthy monks around sing my name
And splendours of values unnaturals
Drink now from the potion made poison
Of the ill veins that chain my soul
And feel the absurdity of words themselves
Refusing to combine and follow my cursed will

The pulse of damnation slowly resounds
The goals of insanity reveal themselves
If I am to die, all will follow me
If I am to live, all will die for my glory
All will die!

And the young raped virgin will crown me with despair
And set upon each of my heads the names forgotten
Whose very meanings now extrude from every letter
Sounds that break the steel and mark the flesh with all my sins
I carry universality within my destiny
For I am the snake that speaks freely to all

4. Surrounded By Infinite Nihilism

Curse of ages that surrounds me now
Paintings depicting nightmares absurds
I fear what my own hands bring out of the clay
Colours out of controls melt in visions I flee
The portrait changes itself by everyday
I can't even look at my forsaken face

With it wicked eyes it lurks around
Seeking its reflection my eyes always down

It forces me to murder every night
And feed the colours with the taint of life
Roting more by everyday as I glorify misery

Icons of oblivion
Take forms into my hands
Twisted writings
As all around blurs and merges black
I forbid myself to create any further
But the creation holds me like a puppet
Pantomine without shape
I ritualise through pain

And I'm sure
That it lives
It seeks me out
It hunts me down
It feeds on me
It licks my fears
It's eyes are evolving to pure evilness
Pain. Art. Crime.
It. is. I.

The portrait changes itself by everyday
I can't even look at my forsaken face

With it wicked eyes it lurks around
Seeking its reflection my eyes always down

Scissors will cut through all this light
And bring my eyes to nothingness
How could obsessions follow me into monochromy?
I won't even see the blood of my eyes
Will reality fall with sight?
Does anything exist out of colours?
And the damned eyes of the mirror
Will they still see and look at me?

5. Ex

Standing alone in the deepest void of hell
Burning chaos as only reality
(bordel de breaks a la con)
Time is a thorn in your veins
Time is my knife in your flesh

There wouldn't be desire without me
For I am the axiome of your life
The principle of all will on Earth
The essence of your being

Of your life
Dead inside/Fear me not/Sinfull grace/Eyeless soul
(whorship me)
Hidden in your pitifull dreams
I know what you'll never know

Freedom as strong illusion
You'll never see what I see

Time is a thorn in your veins
Time is my knife in your flesh

Evil is the seed of creation
The primal process of art
Run toward my heaven
From nowhere to beyond

Dead inside/Fear me not/Sinfull grace/Eyeless soul
(whorship me)

Eternity has come to end
You don't deserve me
My quest is now over
Just fuckin' die alone

Deeper and deeper is the thorn in your veins
Deeper is my knife in your flesh
Stay in the sphere of your forsaken world
Drowning in emptiness

Drown in emptiness

Standing alone in the deepest void of hell
Burning chaos as only reality

Shed the tears of bitterness
Shed the blood on my feet

Oh, I see your eyes, your pain, your end

I remain the only God on earth
After the holocaust of thoughts
Desire invade everything
But you're not here anymore to see

Dead inside/Fear me not/Sinfull grace/Eyeless soul
(whorship me)