1. Ashes

Carried far faraway
On the wings of gold
Ride – ride the wind
I'm the wild one
Forever in the eternity lies the truth
Inside I'll burn with my own sorrows

In your dreaming eyes
I swear I saw the kingdom rise
Where the rainbow ends
My love for you will remain
In the fire of Armageddon
Our wishes come true

Lonely cries echoes through the night
My mind was filled with memories of you

But I have to rise – rise again
From the ashes of my own burning hell

Like the ashes in the wind
I will fade away

When thunder and lightning broke the silence
And the rain comes whipping
My beauty of naked lusts
Forbidden desire – saves me

"Like the ashes in the wind
I will fade away"

In your dreaming sad eyes
I swear I saw your own misery rise
Where the rainbow ends
My love for you will remain
In the fire of Armageddon
Our wishes will finally come true

But I have to rise – rise again
From the ashes of my own burning hell

My beauty of naked lusts
Forbidden desire – saves me

2. Twilight Shadows

I stared out in my emptiness
Loneliness surrounds my bleeding soul
Summer turns into autumn
Cold winds blew in my inner self
Master I swear the day I'm strong
I'll have my revenge

"Long cold winter
winter is here to stay"

The requiem called my great name
I stepped through the dimensions
and deeper into the abyss I slipped

I slipped into the abyss

I saw visions I felt pain so heavenly
My silhouette fell

Into the valley of naked shadows

Sad shadows danced with my dying soul
They gave me blood and satisfaction
beyond all dimensions

Master I swear I'll have my revenge

"Long cold winter
winter is here to stay"

Flames of forbidden desires
Took me to place I never been
I will be the thunder and lightning

Under the cross
I raised my wings and flew far away
into your dreams
Your misery will be my treasures
And my name will be outspoken loud
I'm your holy God – save your tears

Sad shadows danced with my dying soul
They gave me blood and satisfaction
beyond all dimensions

Master I swear I'll have my revenge

Twilight shadows danced with my soul
and winter was here to stay

3. Illusions Infinity

Now I'm tired of all the years
That gone by my strength slowly fades
As I lay down my horrified life
Flashed before my eyes

I hungered for insanity
Illusions infinity

"I trusted and God except myself"

With the silence of grief
The wind whispers your name
The gates lie wide open filled with secrets
Treasures you can't imagine
Through the stream of insanity
I'll lie awake

As I lay down my horrified life
Flashed before my eyes

I hungered for insanity
Illusions infinity

The God of lies superstitious nonsense
Blinding religion
Fools enslaved under the cross
No God as strong as I am
See our salvation rot away

Live in your illusion
Die in your illusion

"I trusted any God except myself"

Through the stream of insanity
I'll lie awake
Waiting for my ship to take my soul home
To the golden shore of everlasting sleep

Illusion infinity

4. Forever Not To Be

I stand in the middle of the circle
The circle the strong attraction
I smell the taste of dishonest
Dishonest like a burning flame

Listen to their sad symphonies
Fear my soul

The eternal way to disaster
The freezing garden – I bleed
Throw your veil away
In the river of proudness

Listen to their sad symphonies
Fear my soul

For thousand years I've wander
When the blood drops from your feet
You'll spill it on your dying shadow

For thousand years I've wander
When the blood drops from your feet
You'll spill it on your dying shadow

Forever not to be
Forever you'll plead to me

Your beautiful breath
The mind filled with fools
Your lovely soul
I can lead you to the dead

Listen to their sad symphonies
Fear my soul

This pain shines as a star
Your heart dreaming ice
Your flesh burning passion
Your sins will never be forgotten

Listen to their sad symphonies
Fear my soul

For thousand years I've wander
When the blood drops from your feet
You'll spill it on your dying shadow

Forever not to be
Forever you'll plead to me

This pain shines as a star
Your heart dreaming ice
Your flesh burning passion
Your sins will never be forgotten

Listen to my sad song
Listen my sad symphony

Forever not to be
Forever you'll plead to me
Forever, forever, forever not to be

5. The Colonnade In White

I gazed at the healing horizon
In the dawn of the dead
"Beauty of divinity"
Beauty of divinity
"Show me the way"
Lead me into your light

"As long as I live
No heaven no salvation"

As the sun climbs higher
and the shadows get shorter
And the drinks get longer
That's when I will face my destiny, destiny

The sun rose for the last time
An angel descended in the blood red sky
His light will show the way
Through the colonnades in white

Paralysed by your revelations
"Visions seemed so real"
I drifted back in time and mind
I'll remember the smell of innocence
But time passed by passed by

I will walk alone with my shadow
as my only true friend
Anger – rage
Let my glorious soul be free

The sun rose for the last time
An angel descended in the blood red sky
His light will show the way
Through the colonnades in white

As the sun climbs higher
and the shadows get shorter
And the drinks get longer
That's when I will face my destiny

"As long as I live my heaven will be your own hell"

6. Inside The Sadness

I entered the gate of rage
To my own moonlight funeral
I was your truth and your fate

Inside the circle of time
A tunnel of madness
Spreading the fear
I shall arise

Your innocent young face
Twisted in sadness and sorrows
I won't fall from grace

Inside the circle of time
A tunnel of madness
Spreading the fear
I shall arise

The wind blew cold and icy
as you sent a rose into my grave

Inside the hands of time
I shall arise

And forever you shall remember

I will be inside of your soul
I'm your truth and your faith
Inside of you I will remain

7. Horizon Of Dreams

Endless river
water made from thousands of tears
Farewell to misery
Saviour of agony tears and the fear

I prayed but I bleed
You tore my soul apart

The face I saw on the water surface
Told me what I am and what to be

My blood holy spirit will live in eternity
Taste my blood
Drink the water
"Drink the water"

I fell into the river with grace
and proudness that you'll never gonna see

"I'm surrounded by light and honour
Raised to the skies of heaven
In the name of glory and pride"

Feel my presence breath the air
"Breath the air"
I'm everything "Everything"
I'm everywhere "Everywhere"

I prayed but I bleed
You tore my soul apart

I fell into the river with grace
and proudness that you'll never gonna see

"One in a million I stood
at the horizon of dreams"

8. Naked

I feel naked

The darkest of clouds
binds mountain with sea
cause – still your face is torturing me
The harmony seduction shattering my head
Please, enter the light don't be afraid

"Why can't my conscience leave me behind
what must I do to proof my regret?"

Sweet child, I'll see illusions of you
dancing over the fields
Be mine, before you must turn back to your
beauty sleep

Can you forgive me for my mistake
Time is floating through my veins,
can't let you fade away
Your face's still whirling in my mind,
drives me to insanity
Sanity, it really makes me bleed,
what can I do?
You tell me

Honestly, I pray for you in my dreams
but my dreams are twisted towards reality
As I cannot clear it out,
in my deepest thoughts
why I took your life with this knife of mine

"Through the sky my spirit will arrive"

Sweet child, I'll see illusions of you
dancing over the fields
Be mine, before you must turn back to your
beauty sleep

I wish to dry your tears one last time
Time is floating through my veins,
can't let you fade away
Your face's still whirling in my mind,
drives me to insanity

Which evil curse are controlling my soul?
That makes me breathe these violent breeds
I'll try to stay in calm, being self restrained
When my abnormal feelings arise and carry me
far away

As I see you far away
Your shadow in the light
Now, when you finally have returned
I realize the world is ours

Finally, the world is ours
I realize, the world is ours

9. Without Grace

In the source of tranquillity
Where dreams became reality
I saw you cry
But I couldn't feel your pain
I stood alone in the rain

Your eyes begged for forgiveness
But you have ridden to many winds

Without grace the truth became twisted

You held the key to eternity
But you wanted too much
– my divinity
You've lost everything
– as night turns to day
I'll leave you alone on the golden shore
I saw the tears in your eyes
A burning passion in our paradise

Without grace the truth became twisted

But I couldn't feel your pain
My ship has arrived
My journey has begun

Without grace the truth became twisted

"The taste of your sweet skin
still on my lips"