1. Suicide Serenade

I don't owe anyone,
call me whatcha want I'm your only son.
I can't take this anymore,
I'll end your life with joy,
that's for sure.

My scars are real, my wounds won't heal,
but I see you thru the night

I hate, your faith,
salvation's too late,
suicide serenade

You owe me everything,
call me your son forgiven sin
You can't take this anymore,
you'll end your life with joy,
that's for sure

My scars are real,
my wounds won't heal,
but I see you thru the night

I hate, your faith,
salvation's too late,
suicide serenade

I can't take this anymore,
I'll end your life with joy,
that's for sure.

These scars are real,
these wounds won't heal,
but I see you thru the night

I hate, your faith,
salvation's too late,
suicide serenade

2. Darkness

So scared and alone.
Life is so alike quicksand.
Gotta do it by my own.
In a dark I can't reach your hand.

Go with your god my dear, friend of misery.
We'll meet again at the end, final agony.

As long as darkness guide my suicidal way,
by the end of the rope
I'll find my better day.
As far as darkness guide my suicidal way,
I'll take it all and then I can die away.

Slowly fades my days away,
life is so alike quicksand.
There is nothing left to say,
in the dark I can't reach your hand.

Go with your god my dear, friend of misery.
We'll meet again at the end, final agony.

As long as darkness guide my suicidal way,
by the end of the rope
I'll find my better day.
As far as darkness guide my suicidal way,
I'll take it all and then I can die away.

3. Life Ain't Fair

When all the hope is gone,
I drown myself in sorrow.
And it's been so long,
I'm on my knees and follow, it's so cruel.
And I, I've lost this game I play,
I play the role I cannot be, anymore, anymore.

I don't care, how far I go,
life ain't fare, don't you know

I cherish my belief, it leads me to the other side, to you.
And I, I've lost this life away,
away from here to eternity, evermore, evermore.

I don't care, how far I go,
life ain't fare, don't you know

4. Dilemma

Slay me down to sleep, pray the evil my soul to keep.
If I die before I wake, pray the evil my soul to take.
How low you can go, lower than anyone I know.
Let the worms eat my flesh, I'm a sinner, I confess.

Obey your lust, you got your heart to freeze.
No one to trust. Face down on your knees.

Flash before my eyes, stronger me in disguise.
Weaker than I should be, seen the things that I shouldn't see.
How low you can go, lower than anyone I know.
Let the worms eat my flesh, I'm a sinner, I confess

Obey your lust, you got your heart to freeze.
No one to trust. Face down on your knees.

5. No More

Suffer more, bleed a tear.
Find a thing you'll really fear, finally you'll brake.
On your knees, let it go.
Pain will tell and let you know, finally you'll fake

Give me one shot, I'll do anything
Give me one shot, I'll go everywhere.

No more bleeding heart, wandering alone in the dark.
Everything will fall apart.

Head up high,
try to be one of those whose pleasures me,
finally you'll brake.
Swallow your pride, feel the pain.
Lost has become your gain.
Finally you'll hate.

Give me one shot, I'll do anything
Give me one shot, I'll go everywhere.
Give me one shot!!!!!!!!!!

No more bleeding heart, wandering alone in the dark.
Everything will fall apart.

6. Through The Dark

Through the dark I roam, I'm no ones son.
Nothing can ever change the things I've done.
If I kill, I kill 'cause I like it so much,
you can't change my mind with your magic touch.

I am alone in my misery.
Show me how happy life should be.
Then I can die away, then I can die away.

I'm digging my own grave, my head's spinning again.
I know my time will come but I don't know how or when.
If I kill, I kill 'cause I like it so much,
you can't change my mind with your, magic touch.

I am alone in my misery.
Show me how happy life should be.
Then I can die away, then I can die away.

7. Darkest Night

All the leaves have fallen down, from the tree of hope.
Year once again is going down, all the left is rope, and my dream has just begun.
Together all these memories, wishing it will never end.

I am the truth, I am the light.
I lead you through the darkest night,
you're on your way to the suicide.

I am like what you are, suicidal and so far,
from the others wanna be, that's what I am,
that is me and my dream has just begun,
together all these memories,
wishing it will never end you have seen too much,
you have done too much (let it all go)

8. Prayer

I am sorry for you, I can't leave without you.
All my words have lost their gleaming.
And the grass is grey now, you've tumbled it down.
My heart's seeking home.
Now I have to grow.
And my fear is true now, they've pulled me on ground.
My mind's running low, now I have to grow.

I don't need anyone to show me the way.
I don't need anyone to answer my prayers.

I am sorry for you, I can't breath without you.
All my wounds have left their scars on me.
And the grass is grey now, you've tumbled it down.
My heart's seeking home.
Now I have to grow.
I am becoming what I despise.
I should have been born in disguise...

9. Share My Madness

Unbreakable, untouchable and I've lost 'em all.
Unmerciful, unbeatable and I've lost 'em all.

Bury your pain to me, I'll take it all.
Bury your pain to me, I'm ready to break and fall.

Share my madness and I'll give it to you.
Share my madness, you can do with it what you do.

Vulnerable, miserable and I've lost 'em all.
The further I go, the weaker I am, my life's been just a scam.

Bury your pain to me, I'll take it all.
Bury your pain to me, I'm ready to brake and fall

Share my madness and I'll give it to you.
Share my madness, you can do with it what you do.

10. Fade Away

Weak as I am, caused by lunacy.
As deep as you can, you gotta bury me.
Truth you can't deny, your blue eyes will show.
Lies are gone by, but I know, but I know.

You are with the pain, you are with the pain.

Does it hurt forever.
Say words, promise to go.
Leave me fade away.
Do we die together.
Say words, promise to go.
Leave us fade away.

Can you feel the pain, it stays eternally.
Do you feel the shame, you gotta kill me.
Truth you can't deny, your blue eyes will show.
Lies are gone by, but I know, but I know.

You are with the pain, you are with the pain

Does it hurt forever.
Say words, promise to go.
Leave me fade away.
Do we die together.
Say words promise to go.
Leave us fade away.

Does it hurt forever.
Say words, promise to go,
leave me fade away.
Do we die together.
Say words promise to go,
leave us fade away.
Would it be better,
not saying words,
promise to go,
leave me fade away.