1. Spy

Your breath is getting short
You feel the impulse
To turn around
You don't want to vanish
Uncontrollable sadness dominates your mood
You want to see it all with your own eyes
You don't want to vanish

You're so afraid
Scraping your hands with soap
Another seizure
You're afraid
To disappear

A million hands are touching you
A million eyes are watching
A million noses smelling you
A million ears are listening to you

You feel that someone's following you
The air seems sticky and thick like glue
You're swinging around in anxiety
Fearing you might disappear
You're afraid that someone will touch you
You can't believe this nightmare is true
You're experiencing a seizure
Fearing you might disappear

This black day has come again
Everything's a mess
All is dead in your head
No one will see a thing
When you disappear
You are feeling down

Sometimes it disappears
And life seems less austere
No need to turn around
Your life seems less austere
You're not afraid

2. Irreversible

Let's take a shortcut through the woods today
It may be dangerous but please take me there
When something happens to us for the second time
It doesn't frighten as much as the prime

And when somebody dies
Let him pass away
Your sorrow is needless
Please understand
You cannot sleep today
Don't you forget
It's best to hide a leaf
In the woods

You started dreaming but now it's time to forget
And in the woods you'll find a gift someone will get
Even the slightest sound will lead you to a clue
All those incredible things, I will get them from you

3. Pati

And just as you desired
Here I am again
Too long have I been waiting
For this day
Tell me how it happened
'Cuz I don't know
And I'm so different from them
Don't you know?
You interrupt my thinking
And your own
I understand a lot more
Than I want to
I have to spit it out
All this rage
Although you see it happen
You run away

I want to trust in my patience
Can't hear the words
No matter how I try
Looking upon my past experience
I want to trust in my patience once again

All you need is
A single word
Say it only
Once for me
I want to trust in
My patience again

4. Into My Hands

Your destination is too far
Not so easy to rise
You're too feeble to get up
Closing your eyelids so tight

Another day has come
Stealing the light from your eyes
Still to weak to rise
(It's) just as if the world
Was blackening within your self
You're too blind too see

With every step and every word
So many answers are emerging
If you cannot understand them
Let me deal with everything
With every step and every word
Many answers
Think about it once again

5. Insomnia

Like every night, your mind won't let you rest.
You want it. He doesn't. And time keeps running out.
Like your blood aging with heartbeat.
So you keep asking me how to deal with it.

Don't fight with time cause it's running.
And run with it.

It's night again, your mind won't let you rest.
You want it. He doesn't. And time keeps running out.
Just like your blood, aging with each heartbeat.
So you keep asking me how to deal with it.

6. My Own Words

My fear is reflected in my own words
My entire life is flashing in my mind
My entire world

The whole world right before my eyes

7. Pill

Maybe you will finally understand me
Maybe you just need some more time to think
You cannot see me I'm hiding too deep
But somehow you feel me under your skin

You trust in me even more than I do
Now I am aware
My time is up, my destination
Is running away
I choke on every word I utter
I can't stand
All those mistakes I keep on making
Every day

You're like a pill that relieves my suffering
And I can swallow you every day
Again I desire to keep my eyes wide open
Each time your light penetrates my spirit

8. Circus

For the first time your senses deceive you
All is deranged inside of your head
You cannot tell the lies from the real world
Your disease makes you feel so bad

You only hope you're living a crazy dream
The slightest move is just too much for you
Paralyzed you begin to feel cold
All you hear is this unfamiliar noise

You refuse to understand
This isn't life, isn't death
The struggle with yourself
Is no longer possible

For the first time your senses deceive you
All is deranged inside of your head
You cannot tell the lies from the real world
You only hope you're living a crazy dream

9. Downwords